I started writing my Mansion journal on November 16, 2015. I had no idea what I was doing, no idea what chastity was and no idea where things would go or how this would develop. I called my journal Complicated Start because getting started in chastity hadn't been straightforward and I wasn't doing it because it was my fantasy. https://www.chastitymansion.com/forums/index.php?threads/complicated-start.16347/ Then, in June 2016 I started my second journal called Love and Denial. By this time the use of chastity was having surprising affects on my marriage, bringing us closer together, strengthening the bond between my Wife Elle and me. Chastity hadn't started off as a fantasy but it was rapidly becoming evident that I had stumbled into a fantasy world of tease and denial, one that Elle was beginning to thoroughly enjoy. https://www.chastitymansion.com/forums/index.php?threads/love-and-denial.18328/ Even in June I had no idea how far Elle would take me. I didn't realize at that point that I would only have one more orgasm in 2016 and that wouldn't be until August. Elle was really getting used to the idea of how much fun she could have with me. She loves how I respond to her attention, loves the fact that she can now make me dribble precum more than ever before and she gets wet with excitement each time she runs a hand down my back and destroys me. I still have no idea how far this is going to go. Last night Elle told me that she doubts I will have an orgasm before my birthday which isn't until mid May. That would make this period of denial which, at almost four and a half months long, is already my longest ever, nine months long. There is no doubt that chastity is changing both of us. I trust Elle implicitly. I am eager to see where this year takes us.