After spending a few days on this amazing site I've decided to begin my own journal to get the opinions and encouragement of like minded individuals. So here goes... My Story, to make it short, is one of wanting to be in chastity 24/7 however My Love does not seem to understand this or simply does not want to participate so I only am caged when My Love tells me I can. My last lock up was for 9 days it was amazing, My Love needed to be satisfied, also sadly, wanted me to orgasm. That was 5 days ago and today it is very difficult to keep my mind off of the fact that I feel the need to O again, I have the evening to myself and am frightened that I will not be able to control myself while My Love is away. I want so badly to ask her to lock me up but am afraid I'll push her away, I do not believe she fully understands my desire to have her control my orgasms. I love her more than anything however i feel much closer to her when I am her pet. Any advice on how to deal with this would be appreciated.