Rectrix

Now seven and a half months. And counting.

Of course they do! Hoping is what keeps you going! But this is one thing that she may not likely change her mind about; the new / current status is too comfortable!

Starting also to wonder whether the last time was the last time.

Wondering if it’s the last time....exactly what I wonder about.

You've already been told you're permanently pussy-free @Lazlo Toth , my wife doesn't say that, she just doesn't unlock me. I'm afraid to ask why, afraid of the answer.

Stay strong and no murders!

Very appropriate Brother Rectrix. Chaste husbands very often do not deserve vaginal access.

Time for Denied-December!

Ditto! Like you, my KH cancelled Locktober midway thru, but I’ve been locked since except one PIV for her with cream and condom (no O) for me, and she’s continuing on the T&D path now into December. It’s great to let them lead, isn’t it?

Hey that's a success in my book. Her dick, her decision!

Agree w @Perverspepere! The only worthy accomplishment is submitting to Her will, whatever that may be.

Yes, of course I agree. It was a wonderful failure. Locked again.

Somewhere you always wanted this

Best wishes with this new regime, @Rectrix. I've thought I might like our relationship to go this way, but my wife *wants* penetration, and though she likes our Vixskin, she prefers the real thing now and then, so she has me enter about 6-8 times a year. That works well for me ... not sure how I'd do with only 1-2 a year.

How is that going for you?

Was there a penalty for cumming? Did she make you eat your mess? Will your next lock up be doubled?

Kendall Penny "made" you? Hmmm...

Just where we need to be. It's day 8 for me.

With your experience you should be able to resist masturbation. After all you've just had PIV!

I have the same response after a PIV night, I rub one out the next morning while she's still sleeping because I'm so frigging horny but always confess... The cage didn't come off for six weeks last time but I wanted that to. ;-)

Looks like she kept you in more than 250 days -- impressive on her part. (You had no choice :) Congrats o the big reward!

Yes, feeling forgotten makes one ask if it is "worth it". I don't blame you Rectrix and feel the same way at times. I humbly offer another thought: Erections and intercourse are simply NOT for us. Whether forgotten or not. It's the total reframing we must strive for. Not endurance, but a true change of heart. THIS is my biggest struggle too.

Thanks, Laz. That's a hard one to accept though, of course, I've had the thought many times.

Day 193? my god!!

Congratulations buddy

Very impressive!

I can only imagine how this feels. It's the erections we truly miss. Now, not even YOU know if you CAN get a full erection. Perhaps your wife may take that knowledge away from you for good.

Oh I know I could, I'm reminded of the ability around 4 a.m. every morning, but without her permission I may not.

First, congratulations on a great milestone. Second, I can only imagine the conflicting feelings. You would crave an erection most of all. Then to cum. But then what? Only to begin the cycle again--knowing that your wife viewed it as if you were urinating or something, not for her sexual satisfaction.

That realisation when you get back to your senses after waking up locked n horny is a bliss

I try hard to fully grasp the dichotomy. Horny. But traditional relief is simply inappropriate for some of us.

May I ask Rectrix? Does your wife more "deny" you for her sport, or deny you because she knows erections and ejaculation are simply not the right thing for you?