Thrills and hardships of a man wanting permanent lock up

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    Understood, thank you for clarifying.
    It is not my intention to manipulate My Love into embracing this choice, that is her decision and one I will respect.
    You are correct when you say that I do not treat this as a game and truly desire this to be a lifelong commitment I feel that My Love however does see it as a game, when she is in the mood to "play" it's amazing, I'm allowed to devote all my attention to her, for me this is not necessarily about rewards and punishment, it's about being focused on her and not my selfish needs.
    During the times when My Love has me locked up she allows me to pamper her, e.g. Bring her coffee in bed, wash her body, paint her toenails etc.. I'm allowed to do the laundry, the dishes, clean the house etc.. but then I think she feels bad and releases me and doesn't allow me to continue to take care of those things and that's when my frustrations begin, is that selfish of me?
    My Love is my life, I have read many of these blogs/journals and it seems that most chaste men agree our focus on our KH is heightened when we are locked up, some subs can do it without being locked up, and kudos to them, but I do not have that kind of self control, I wish I did. Perhaps you may see my desire to be locked up as selfish, I don't know, all I know is that i am missing something when I'm not allowed to pamper My Love.
     
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    I went to visit a friend of mine this weekend, on Saturday night, it was quite late, I text My Love to say goodnight and surprisingly she was still up, I told her I was surprised and she text me back saying she had just finished masturbating! I was instantly turned on! She asked me the next day if it bothered me and of course I told her that it did not and that it actually turns me on knowing. She then went into the details and how amazing it felt, she told me she hadn't done that in a long time and it was nice to sit back and watch some porn and orgasms over and over!
    I took the opportunity to explain to her that she is what's most important and to never feel like she can't do that, I explained to her that if masturbation is what she wants she can tell me, I can leave her alone for as long as it takes, if she wants to watch porn and get herself off I'm fine with it, after all she is what's important, besides the thought of that really excites me.
    I also confessed to her about my accident last weekend, felt good to get that off my chest. We now have a new rule, if I have another accident I am to tell her, so she knows how long it's been, she was a little disappointed because she had thought I had gone longer than I actually have, "So much for me getting you off tonight" were her exact words. So we are now day 8 of denial and I do not know how long it will be before she needs me to please her. I did have the pleasure of rubbing her back last night until we both fell asleep.
    Hoping for a lovely week of pampering My Love!
     
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    I have read many stories on this site since becoming a member, most of them are very educational. I have seen that in order to get to where I hope to be, which is locked 24/7 unless My Love requires the use of her toy, my focus must change.
    Although I do not feel selfish, after reading some of the experiences you folks have had it has opened my eyes to see that I am indeed selfish, wanting to be locked up is selfish, wanting rewards or punishment is selfish, wanting these things for my personal satisfaction is selfish, I need to change and focus more on what My Love desires. My needs/desires must come in second.
    I came to this conclusion yesterday and began the long journey of reprogramming my mind to only concern myself with My Love, it will be an ongoing task that may take some time however I do believe it to be of the utmost importance.
    Last evening I got home, although I have many things on my to-do list, I put those aside, My Love wanted to get at her flower gardens and needed my help, I don't know how many times I said to her last night "anything you want, My Love" the reward of spending time with her is all this pet can ask for. We spent time together in her garden and at the supper table, after supper I ran her a bath, while she was in the tub I folded laundry and put it away, which was great because while I needed to put towels away I was fortunate enough that she was getting out of the bath so I got to dry her off.
    When we crawled into bed she was so soft, freshly shaven and smelling like a goddess, I rubbed her entire body once again until we both fell asleep. I was in heaven!
    I am in Day 9 of denial, my mind is experiencing the high I enjoy so much, abstinence is amazing, I was allowed to edge this morning, My Love asked me if I was needing relief or still enjoying the wait, which was very thoughtful of her, however I told her that I was fine with waiting until she needed her toy, and thanked her for allowing me to edge.
    She told me she didn't get it and wouldn't be able to deny herself, I told her that it is what I enjoy and if she would like to talk about we can this evening, that will depend on My Love, my new motto is "Anything she wants"
    Wish me luck
     
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    It is amazing the lengths us subs will go to to have our Dommes take away our abilities to orgasm lol.
     
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    A mistake was made last evening, not one that My Love noticed or was angry at, a missed opportunity on my part.
    My Love went for coffee at her friends last evening, she was gone a couple hours, there was a load of laundry, seems like we do an awful lot of laundry, it was in the washer and she asked I throw it in the dryer, I did that but then I forgot about it and missed my opportunity to do something for My Love by folding it and putting it away.
    Like I said, she came home and never even questioned why it wasn't done, My Love did not expect me to do it and that's what I need to get better at, do the unexpected to make My Loves day easier. These are the things I need to get better at! There is a great feeling of satisfaction when I can surprise My Love with a little extra effort.
    As far as intimacy goes, not much to report, it was late when we went to bed so a little bit of cuddling, I am somewhat afraid that My Love will insist on me having an orgasm soon, I am on day 10 of denial and she mentioned to me last that feeling my hardness poking her in the back sometimes gets annoying. I have said before that I often think she feels guilty about my choice to abstain. This was my choice and I feel no need to ejaculate however i do understand how it could get annoying to constantly see me with an erection, being Day 10 and not being in my cage it doesn't take much to become fully erect.
     
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    Day 11 of denial! If I make it through today I will have set a new record! I had the privilege of an edging session this morning and also was permitted to wash her hair for her this morning.
    I have made a conscious decision, as you know if you read this entire thread, to concentrate on only My Loves needs, she has noticed an increase in help for the everyday tasks, which is positive news.
    Last night while we were cooking supper, out of the blue she asked me what kind of cage I had. I have no idea why, but that question told me that she does think of it!
    She is going to pick up her mother to visit us for a few days, since I am currently not locked and using the honour system I will be asking her to lock me up until she returns since she brought up my cage I don't think she will have an issue with my request.
     
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    @Truly Tasty
    Just caught up with your postings. Sounds to me like it is progressing nicely, do allow her to gradually awaken to the servant in front of her, and some day you'll be wearing 24x7 --- be patient, Grasshopper.

    With mom-in-law coming to stay 'a few days', you may get a kick and some future ideas out of a posting I made here a while back. Give it a read when you have some 'self control' (hehe) As i recall, there is a pic or two in my album that goes with it.

    https://www.chastitymansion.com/forums/index.php?threads/thanks-a-lot-mom.19009/#post-172869
     
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    I read your posting @Muzzo4you interesting story, however I don't believe that my situation will result in the same outcome
     
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    So last evening started out well, I had to work late so I didn't get a chance to help with supper however I did do the dishes while My Love took her bath. I was allowed to go wash her back and dry her off, after which she chuckled about my erection for which I replied that I enjoyed the opportunity I was given.
    After my shower we then got in the hot tub where we talked as I rubbed her legs and feet then suddenly things went sideways..
    My Love told me that she's tired of my addiction to chastity, I can't for the life of me figure out where this came from because not once in the last few weeks have I brought the subject up. She told me when we started this journey she didn't want to constantly talk about it so I never bring it up, when the subject comes up it is My Love who starts the conversation.
    So, needless to say, I am discouraged. To be honest, while she is away tonight I may just end my denial at Day 12 and forget about this whole adventure, continue to live as I did before, get horny, masturbate and end the frustration. So confused right now.
     
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    You're just starting out don't give up. Be patient, leave it for a while for things to settle. And this is just my opinion so feel free to disregard it, but when you start saying things like anything you want, My Love, this is something you have decided on not her. If she wanted you to speak like that she'd probably tell you. It just sounds like you're going too fast and need to back off a bit. And be patient. I wouldn't masturbate though, that's just a big FU to her.
     
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    I've calmed down a bit, and thought about what you wrote and it's great advice. Thank You.
    My Love is gone, I've locked myself up, as I really do not want to make her feel like I'm saying FU. You're right I need to stop with "anything you want" slow down and let things grow at a pace she feels appropriate..
    Very good advice, thanks again!
     
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    Thanks, glad to be of help. Hope it all works out for you both.
     
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    Needless to say last evening was not ideal. My Love was quite irritated before she left, it's that time of the month, so it wasn't the best goodbye we have ever had. No text messages or calls, I feel horrible when we argue.
    I however continue to abstain, Day 13 today, i locked myself up last night, God it feels good to be caged!
    I debated on if I should edge myself this morning or not. I know this is so selfish, but all things considered I feel like I'm being a good pet, abstaining even though it would be so easy to get myself off. Yet I keep reminding myself this really isn't about me, i do this so I can focus on My Love, so I chose not too, I put in my plug and began some chores.
    My Love asked that I wash the sheets in the spare bedroom and hang them to dry so they are fresh for her mom, I have some dishes from last night to wash and other things to keep me busy until she arrives. My question is, do I have my cage on when she arrives or not? Considering what she said the other night that could go either way, she may be impressed that I behaved or she could roll her eyes and tell me to get over it. Not sure which way I should go
     
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    If it was me I would put all things related to the lifestyle away. Let her come to you with it. This will take time but if you stay even keeled and things will move forward. I know it’s not what you want to hear but if she is resisting and you force the issue she will resist more. You have to let her come to you and to do this you must make the relationship about her without all the extra stuff.
     
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    Sound advice @Bonobo, I'll take it! Cage will be off when she arrives. Patience is what I must find. My selfishness is messing with me, I'm trying to work at it.
    This is what I love about this site, advice from like minded people, thank you!
     
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    Not a whole lot to report over the weekend as my mother in law is visiting.
    When My Love arrived home and we had the chance to talk she asked me if I masturbated, my reply was "No". She asked if I was sure, to which I replied "Yes". Her next question was "Why is the lube out?" I was a little shocked that I forgot to put it away however I quickly answered with no shame "I wore my plug while I did my chores today". I was thinking she would role her eyes and comment about how she thinks I'm weird for choosing this lifestyle but to my surprise her comment was "that's good as long as you didn't masturbate, because I'm needing an orgasm and I want you ready for me"
    Can't wait for the mom-in-law to go so I can take care of My Love!
    Day 15 today! A new record for me!
     
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    Congrats on your new record, well done.
     
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    So on Monday night My Love wanted to see me orgasm after her three, I did exactly as requested. I am now suffering that lull, I much prefer the high we get after some time in denial.
    It will be interesting to chronicle the thoughts as I progress toward wanting relief again.
    Day 2.
    Do any others feel disappointed after being allowed to orgasm?
     
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    in the words of Jim Ignotoski to Alex's critical comments about obsession: Lighten up!
     
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    It's official, I can last 3 days before I begin to crave relief.
    Day 4 today and this morning I awoke aroused. A good edging session and the blood starts to flow, and thus begins my next round of denial!
    So happy to be in this frame of mind once again
     
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    WOW!
    Day 5 was amazing!
    I awoke beside My Love, I was aroused, hard as a rock, we cuddled and I rubbed Her naked body for some time, got up and made Her coffee as usual, served it to Her in bed, She asked that I rub Her feet while She drank it, of course I obliged and enjoyed every second.
    My Love had errands to run and left shortly after getting up, I asked if I could edge myself and She agreed that I earned it. There I was alone naked and enjoying the fact that I got to rub her naked body and please My Love, I edge myself for what seemed like an hour, fantasizing about Her softness and how I yearn to only please Her. It so turned me on knowing She knew what I was doing.
    She called throughout the day with tasks that She needed me to do, simple ones, but I was more than happy to do them, it was the last call that surprised me.
    She told me she wanted me to freshen myself up, shave, trim and when She got home she wanted me to be naked with nothing but my cage and collar and leash on. "I'll let you know when I'm close, be at the door with a glass of wine for me and my bath ran". You can imagine my excitement!
    When She arrived home, all was done as requested, after I took off Her coat and shoes, She grabbed me by the leash and I followed her to the bath, where I removed Her clothes, She got in the bath and I was told to kneel beside the tub until She was ready to be washed. She played on Her phone, texting friends, while holding my leash and not saying a word, She finished Her wine, told me to go get another glass. I was then allowed to wash Her body and shave Her legs, I was also lucky enough to be allowed to watch As She shaved Her pussy smooth.
    After Her bath I was lead into the living room, My Love sat on the couch, I was to kneel in front of Her and She put one leg on my shoulder the other on the coffee table so I was looking directly that lovely freshly shaven pussy. She turned on the tv and found some porn my back was to it so I couldn't see anything, My Love began to rub herself, soon I could see Her getting wet, but I was told not to touch, kneel and watch only, if She wanted me to help She would pull on my collar, She played with herself for what seemed like a half hour, never allowing me to touch Her, I was bursting in my cage as She brought herself to orgasm
    Afterwards I poured Her another glass of wine, I was told to get a warm cloth so She could clean herself. We then proceeded into our bedroom where I was instructed to give her a complete body massage with amazingly scented body cream. Half way through She grabbed our Magic Wand and put it between Her legs resting up against Her clit, as I was rubbing Her back I could feel Her body tremble and She let out soft moans, I was so turned on.
    She rolled over onto Her back and pull my collar towards Her and we kissed with so much passion, She shoved my head down and I was blessed to be allowed to orally satisfy Her. As I was enjoying Her taste we got into a 69, My Love let me out of my cage and started to devour my stiffness, I can't remember the last time She was so excited. She brought me to the edge and it took me everything not to ejaculate. "Not yet" She said.
    After She orgasmed all over my face She climbed on top of me, grinding herself all over me I once again got to the edge, it was mind blowing, not wanting to cum I moaned as did She. She pulled on my collar so I would look Her in the eye and She asked if I wanted to cum, my reply was "Not yet". She got off of me and laid on Her back, told me to get my stiffness inside Her and proceeded to orgasm two more times with the help of our Magic Wand, I was brought to edge, I don't know how many times but I fought the urge to ejaculate, once She was satisfied I was once again asked if I wanted to cum, I told Her if She was satisfied it didn't matter to me, "Its what you want", My Love pushed me away, I slide out of Her and She said "maybe we will save it for tomorrow"!!!!! I completely fell in love with Her all over again, what a beautiful Woman.
    As we laid there My Love said "I don't know how you do that, when I want to cum there is no stopping it, but I sure am happy you can" We kissed and dozed off.
    This morning we woke up early, I made coffee, rubbed Her back and we enjoyed a nice relaxing morning.
    Then it happened, My Love went to the bathroom, came back said "I've started my period, you should have cum last night, put your cage on, we will have to save that for a few days"
    Today is day 6, Day 1 of lock up, guess I'll be on edge for a little while longer, Love It!! Love Her!! What an amazing evening.
     
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    Day 14, Day 7 of lock up
    Been a quiet week, nothing really to report, a couple of edging sessions were allowed, inside my cage using Her Magic Wand.
    Yesterday I was instructed to wear my plug for the day, before we sat down to watch a movie I ran My Love a bath and was allowed to wash her back. Cuddles on the couch before a back rub in bed, fell asleep and had a good nights rest.
    This morning we both woke up early, I was instructed to remove my cage and climb on top of her, "Just put in the tip" however once it was in she wanted more. She told me to use her wetness to edge myself, she allowed me to get there and kept me there for 15 minutes, grinding myself into her my entire body trembled, but no ejaculate!
    Amazing morning, I will thank her this evening in any way she wants
     
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    Big surprise when I got home!
    My Love rented our favourite honeymoon suite for this Saturday evening!
    Obedience is of paramount importance this week, Her wish will need to be my command!
    My Love laid out for me her plan...
    Locked all week, plugged as soon as I get home from work until bed time, no edging. Her wishes are all that matters, She was very specific about how I am not to disobey at all.
    Saturday evening we are going for a nice supper, when we return to our room, I will undress, put on my leash and pour her wine. We will enjoy the double shower where I will be washing her entire body, She will be placing a dildo on the shower wall and when instructed I am going to ride it. Once she feels refreshed enough, I will dry her off, She will put on her leather outfit, I will kneel and watch while she does so, making sure her wine glass never empties!
    I will orally satisfy her until She decides to put me in Her restraints on all fours, blindfold me, pull out her crop and cat-of-nine tails, discipline as She sees fit until She is ready to put in Her strap on and peg me until She is satisfied!
    We have spent a number of nights in this same hotel room living out this scenario. I am looking forward to My Love using me as She sees fit!
    I love Her so much! I look forward to this week being obedient and catering to Her every need!
     
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    Day 17, no orgasm.
    I'm busting out of my cage constantly, I'm beginning to leak slightly, what an incredible feeling of chastity tears for no reason at all, the high I'm getting during this denial and lock up session is amazing. This is Day 10 of being locked up 24hrs/day. My Love seems to be enjoying this as well, to the point of my daily cleaning is supervised, and I am not to waste any time.
    I do have the responsibility of washing My Love every night as well as a nightly back rub, 30-45 minutes, Her soft skin get me so aroused however there are no rewards being given this week.
    She says that if we are truly living a chastity lifestyle she will decide My rewards and I am not to ask for anything, just do as she desires and perhaps she will let me cum this weekend, to be honest I am hoping not, I am hoping she just uses me and locks me back up but that is Her decision. I will do what is expected of me. Once again, I am
    I was somewhat surprised this morning when we woke up, she told me she had a dream about kissing another woman, she said she loved it and it really turned her on, got me kind of excited as well!
    Anyhow, here to another wonderful day of being locked up and denied!
     
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    Truly Tasty Long term member

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    Day 18, no orgasm. Amazing!!
    Yesterday I received my new plug, haven't tried it yet but I love the shape of it, I also got a new dildo for My Loves strap on, slightly larger then her current one, She was extremely excited when She seen it and I got quite excited when she tried it on and told me how She wants nothing more than to tie me up on all fours and use me to please herself. I'm excited to give myself to her to use in any way She sees fit, she told me that "You better think of a "safe word", you're gonna need it!"
    Day 11 of lock up!
     
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