Devanillaing her

Day 8 and Im unlocked since a medical exam yesterday and then the head looked a little red so Im putting moisturiser on the poor thing for 24 hours..?! But Madame Vanilla asked me as we got into bed last night if "I d put HER key back on her ring".
I mumbled an answer, she sighed and we snuggled a little and slept.
I semi masturbated in the early morning...a little messy but nothing dire. Shame on me.
I m actually not feeling horny. Don't know why. Madame Vanilla has not felt sexy either.
Last week I did sort of suggest doubling my last wait time (10 days)... maybe that’s on her mind.
I have not yet explained to her vanilla mind that she should not just deny but also tease.
One step at a time.

 

Oh geez! Its all gone haywire...
Ive been out for a couple of days and then experimented with a smaller ring...ended up sleeping without the device as too tight...and we snuggled in the morning until she got out of bed...then I masturbated 9 days of come out of my cock dreaming of some pretty gal I glimpsed at the hardware store earlier.
No enjoyment.
Havent told her. Not sure what her interest level is.

 

Still havent mentioned yesterdays slip up....well pretty big fuck up in my mind.
I have locked back up and given Madame Vanilla the key. Shes keeping it on her door keyring "with all the important keys" she said.
Thats just so sweet.
How could I be such an idiot?
We snuggled this morning but our daughter was moving around so Madame Vanilla curtailed anything further. And told me I had bad breath.

 

Well I came clean after drinking plenty of wine at lunch yesterday.
Told her of my stupidity after her previous days shower....she asked me to repeat exactly when it was, so I did.
No cake for your teatime as a punishment she said...but ofcourse did not mean it.
Some of you would be cross eyed beaten for that...but not yet with Madame Vanilla.
She hasnt fully realised how much I masturbate if I could.
Anyway all safely locked back up since Friday lunch time.
My head is slowly re centering on Madame Vanilla again. That feels so important and such a safe place for my head.

 

Day 4 starting since I fucked up. It could have been day 12 since SHE gave me relief with wonderful Piv and asked her to double my previous 8 day wait.
Im feeling horny. My mind is still fantasising over some Insta fitties...but more and more my mind is refocussing on Madame Vanilla.

I realise that the problem occurred as I was out of the cage because of soreness just for too long.

I do panic a little at the idea of not finding a good long term fit...last week there was soreness mid shaft, nasty sore buttons on my left scrotum side and red spotting on the head.

The soreness has abated...using good repair creams, washing everyday, and also with maybe less nocturnal wood? have been just helping myself to her keys on the back of the front door when I do my daily sport and wash routine and making adjustments.

She did say on seeing me put the keys back that there was no real need to lock up while she was in the house...but she might now have realised that that doesnt stop a serial masturbator left uncaged.

Anyway she lets me snuggle and cuddle usually in the evenings. But Im not allowed near her SNATCH. I would so like to fuck my wife. Right now.

 

BTW I ve taken to cleaning and repairing her leather boots.

Its funny to think that I ran my own multi million $ business just 2 years ago...masturbating myself to sleep...never glancing at my good wife...surfing porn for stress relief...

Then I sold up and have time to clean my good wife's boots. With my cock locked.

I have a feeling that she HATES my masturbation so if I push her just a little I may be in for a wild long ride...

 

And the smell from her boot cupboard makes my precum pearl on the tip of my A272.

 

So my head is right back where it should be. I had hours of restrained erections last night in bed while Madame Vanilla slept comfortably beside me.
I attempted to come but only dribbled...but it was all for HER.
Thank goodness the soreness has resorbed and I dont have to unlock.
Im still being a little grumpy though...am not sure why.
Just so good to be focussed on my wife.
Id like to have an open heart conversation with her...although shes totally vanilla once she understands the full logic of the steel and how it locks my mind on her she is stubborn enough to never ever relent. Never. Ever.

 

Day 14 since my last legitimate relief...but only day 5 since I fucked up...
So we both saw our middle school daughter onto her bus this morning and went off to each do our sports thing...she left the keys in the door so I "borrowed" them for my bike ride and clean up. My penis and scrotum are doing much better since Ive been regularly cleaning and moisturising.
We had breakfast together and she sent me off to the shower. She prefers I go first so she can give it a 5* clean. Then she came in and saw my unlocked cock and said that as there is a Tv program she wants to watch this evening she ll use my cock right now!!
First she came in the shower and I got on my knees and soaped her legs just up to below the snatch.
Then I soaped her breasts.
My cock was up...so I suggested a new position...me sitting on an upright chair and her sitting on my upright cock on me.
Then she got to work and I supported her calves as she worked out her own pleasure until we both came very hard and quite vocal with no small one in the house mid morning.
Geez I could feel her hook sink into my core and then she reeled in her line and took my steel guarded sperm out of my balls and up through my helpless cock and away into her SNATCH. On and on and on.
We got up and collapsed onto the bed cuddling.
Later we were in the bathroom prepping and I pointed out that steel thing is pretty efficient and she mumbled that she didn’t like having to take it off to get access..."though you havent yet asked ME to take it off you..."
Not sure I want to as theres always a funky smell...not until SHE takes ownership.

I havent had weekday mid morning sex since 40 years ago during my student days. But that was ground shaking. It really makes me so happy TO FUCK MY WIFE AGAIN.

 

Btw mid morning earth shattering sex and ejaculation sort of puts an end to any other activity for the day when you're ...59yo.
Plus once my cock was locked back up I havent actually dropped and desperately want a second go...in fact I get the feeling that if I stare at my wife enough or just think about her then I ll come inside the steel.
Ive been out to pick up some groceries and feel Im permanently on the verge of coming...
Madame Vanilla is only 50 and she seems to have gotten on with the rest of her day fairly and squarely.

 

Well anyway I was a zombie all day yesterday aftrr the first one...so a second wouldnt have harmed me...

 

Not feeling on fighting form today. Thought Id use the key in the transparent jewelry box to unlock. The box has a bluetooth padlock controlled by an app on Madame Vanilla's phone.
She can share access with my phone and I had requested access to unlock yesterday afternoon while I was doing some heavy garden work. After I had cleaned up and locked back up.

She can also deny/unshare access.

But I hadnt expected her to have done that so I jauntily opened the app on my phone to unlock again this morning.

"Access denied" flashed up.

My jaw dropped. I hadnt asked her to deny access.

 

Nothing much yesterday as I was a little poorly...
Better today after a good nights sleep.
Madame Vanilla slept 12 hours so I guess we were tired. When we awoke our daughter was already up, I was still wondering how I felt and Madame reported a headache...
However as we dressed she modelled for me a tight fitting crop top for about 30 seconds but decided this wasnt the day for it and is wearing an old jogging suit.

But those 30 seconds...her generous bust, the open tummy skin, the nipples perking and the high neck, ugh! my balls have been fired up for the day.

It is so nice to daydream about my wife's body rather than search online porn. So nice.

 

Woke up a little early and my naked Madame Vanilla pulled me into spooning her as she was feeling a tad cold.
She dropped off quietly and I found my arm on her smooth thigh, my core against hers and my nose in her neck, breathing in MY WIFE.
I daren't move, except for the steel pulsing gently against her ass.
It wouldnt stop pulsing as day 5 begins.
After an hour or so I gently moved my fingers towards her snatch...but they didn’t get there as she had no intention of being fingered.
She got up and I rolled over, played with my nipples and realised it wasnt going to happen and then dropped off myself, with a pretty sore ballsack.
Locked and loaded.
Day 5 is when I start full time "looking after" MY WIFE.

 

Day 6 started quietly.
I asked for an unlock for my exercise routine and Madame Vanilla warned me not to take advantage.
Afterwards as the cock hadnt seen the light of day for 4 days and as I cleaned and oiled it well it attempted to get big but I managed to ignore it and get it back in its steel sheath.
Later on I cleaned and oiled and waxed some of Madame Vanilla's winter heels when she was out...when she got back she just handed me another pair of boots and told me to do these ones too. Ugh!
Oh yeah...she deleted an internet grocery order that took me an hour to prepare...I looked up feeling my gut tighten with anger and then the cock and balls took over and said "oh dear, dont worry, I ll do it again..."

 

Day 7 passing quietly after a non eventful evening yesterday.
I borrowed the key on her door keyring to clean up, and didn’t actually put the steel back on as Madame Vanilla was calling me out of the shower room for lunch.
When she went out after lunch and saw her key missing she gave me the why? look and said "you need to be more disciplined".
So I ve locked back up and funnily the cock had turtled while I had been doing a chore, so I managed to get the whole shaft into the tube... without mishap.
But now its throbbing and my balls are screaming.

Madame Vanilla got back and Ive offered to drive her for her errands this afternoon.

I have NO idea if she intends to use the cock this week. I think she wants me to oil her feet this evening. Isn't marriage just bliss?!

 

Thanks for the advice.
Madame Vanilla hates the device but she hates my masturbating even more.
She luvvs PIV.
I would willingly give up coming as long as she gets the right end of the stick. Just not sure how shell take seeing part of the steel still there...

 

Nothing sexual last night. Though she lay in my arms for a few minutes then rolled over to sleep.
Awoke in the night with an excrutiating throb...the head was being sliced by the cage bars on the A272 and each throb almost made me scream. The steel won.

I really am craving an ejaculation. The cock was drippy this morning and the balls think Im nuts. Ive been touching the steel with my fingers and rubbing the tight balls. But I wont push it. I dont want to come anymore without my wife.

This is day 8. Madame Vanilla left this morning saying she was taking the keys.
I DON'T KNOW WHEN NEXT ILL COME.

 

Sounds great using the ring as a cock ring.

Now Madame Vanilla is super vanilla...never used a sex toy in her life! But she also doesnt get too involved with the cock like not even feeling it or looking at it: she says she likes it... inside her.
I could be sly and not tell her...sure she d probably get a surprise when she did see it but that would be more than likely AFTER indulging herself and I suppose by that point she'd be too happy to care...

She does jump up and down on the cock quite vigorously...do you think Zombie that the lock bits wont break my balls? Seriously you see I wouldn't want to stall her performance because of that " steel thing" she dislikes.

Also I dont have a very tight ring...ofcourse when the scrotum is all engorged it must all tighten up too...I suppose I could test it out in the shower next time Im cleaning with the tube off, by giving the shaft a quick handpump but avoiding any misdemenor ofcourse.

Id really love to give her more volume and more time to ride it before I lose it.

Ps I havent come in a week and have no clue when the next release will be and I so NEED one. Have to be very careful doing the trial handpump.