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    Ah Devanillaizing would have worked better me thinks
     
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    :)
     
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    Just be slow to take off the ring. I find if I don't get the ring off the balls right away, the cock grows and it becomes impossible to get off until erection goes down
     
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    Day 9: PLEASE CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHEN I LL GET TO COME?
     
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    Day 10:
    My rocks are very angry and need to come.
    The poor steeled cock is caught between a rock and a hard place.
    Madame Vanilla's steel lock ALWAYS wins the fight.
    I have nipples that used to make me come but even them are not responding despite being bulbous and sensitive.

    ITS NOT FAIR...NOBODY REPLIED TO TELL ME WHEN MY BALLS WOULD COME.
     
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    This saturday morning she let me snuggle up for an hour...no caressing or stroking or going near her snatch. But my hand on her breast, another on her tummy close to her pubes, an arm on her thigh and my legs drawn spooning her in and the steel on her butt cheeks.
    My nose was buried in the back of her neck and I had a SNUGGLEGASM...spoonfuls of precum leaking out of the steel onto her cheeks and my upper thigh.
    I dont think she even noticed.

    Now Mid morning and I am a horny mess. I want to scream and grunt and slap her butt and push deep into her vag and expell the heavy thing lurking in my balls...but Im helping my 11 yr old do her homework and watching Madame Vanilla through the window gardening. Darn that steel.

    I STILL DONT KNOW WHEN MY BALLS WILL BE ALLOWED TO COME. ITS DAY 11.
     
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    She asked me when Id like to have a party ie PIV...I replied that anytime would be good as long as she wanted one...she said that she had noticed I was game.
    Im guessing that sometime next week mid morning Ill be screaming my relief outloud...
    Thank god and thanks to Madame Vanilla and her tight snatch.
    LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.
     
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    For the screaming party I suggested next friday but she said there was too much on so then I mentioned wednesday and she chuckled and said that Id crack before then...wednesday would be 15 days...
    Id love to find out what that feels like, it would be a lifetime first.
    Though I do hope shes not doing it just for me...

    Now that I know, (some of)the chastity stress has been relieved. The Balls were getting a little crazy in the utter unknown. Now they will be on best behaviour awaiting the party with their best friends Madame Vanilla and Snatch. Hording their contents for the big day so they can have a big big boast.

    She is getting used to giving me a list of chores...she gave me another pair of her boots to polish and shine saying " do it as you are good at it". Awaiting that party Im going to spoil her rotten.

    Conversely I must try and not betray them Balls by telling Madame Vanilla to keep doubling the waiting time. But Ill be tempted to...especially as school break will be on for the following 2 weeks and Madame Vanilla prefers to have a party when were alone because of the noise...

    Shes taking a bath right now so Ill soon be able to go slip in to her soiled water for myself....I CAN NOT GET ENOUGH OF MY WIFE. Well done A272.
     
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    Slept very badly... all night long that darn cock fought with the steel and strangled the balls. All night long. I don't understand, as they know that relief is on the horizon for next wednesday. But I had to intervene to stop them spurting stupidly in the cage. I have a slight headache.

    Its been 12 days/11nights since last relief. The cock and balls have never ever been denyed so long, never ever in 50 years.

    Im in outer fucking space.
     
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    No sex no cuddling no snuggling last night.
    I did find her slightly crusted panty and sniffed for a few minutes...felt my semen travel down my urethra spontaneously....so I stopped doing such a nasty thing.
    When youve been locked for 12 days you only fantasize over your darling wife.
     
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    Reached some sort of calm.
    Day 13 began with some groping her body, then when she got out of bed I noticed dripping on the tip of the cock.
    But I dont feel like masturbating.
    Just helping Madame Vanilla in her daily life and making her happy.
    I am thinking its time to have a heart to heart with her and find out how her thinking on chastity is now after almost 3 months...
    She may well have a view that its permanent. Yesterday I asked for the key for sport and wash...she was quite reluctant.
     
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    Night 14 over and day 15 begins.
    Floating in outer space.
    The cock has stopped trying to fight the steel. Even at night.
    Madame Vanilla obssesses my mind...I could make myself come probably but am not inclined to cheat.

    I am expecting some Piv today. She didn’t actually say so but when I suggested it she did not disagree.
    She had her hair done yesterday and looks so beautiful.
    Id like to pump my semen deep inside my wife.
    Its such a lovely natural feeling.

    So much better than masturbating to porn. Though not actually knowing if she ll really give the cock a good hard stretch and drain those poor innocent balls does worry me a little.

    I feel like I need to scream,and I probably will if she pumps me. But I am not bothering her...leaving it up to her to decide.

    Maybe she doesn’t understand and I should find a way of explaining how desperate my balls are for relief. But I did mention that she could make them wait a month if she wanted...
     
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    Done a silly thing, Madame Vanilla told me she d been waiting for me under the shower when I came out of the home gym.
    She was dressed and ready for the day.
    She had that "too bad" look, maybe later.
    Im precumming.
     
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    @borbulls1961 it appears that you are learning the hard way what Galileo said many centuries ago, "You cannot lteach a person anything, but only help them discover it within themselves." Hopefully, She will be discovering more and more very soon!
     
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    Yes so true, also Galileo predicted that a man who is chaste for 15 days for the first time in his life has his balls orbiting his mind.
    After lunch she changed into house clothes and I sneaked into the dressing room and found her tights from the morning and put them over my head to breathe in...

    I almost came in the cage... with my wifes body in my nostrils. I stopped in time, but very difficult to work this afternoon as my mind is totally scrambled.

    Madame Vanilla mentioned that her favorite TV program is on this evening so probably be too late for any fun.

    I WANT TO FUCK MY WIFE. PLEASE. ITS LEGAL. I MISSED OUT THIS MORNING. PLEASE.
    THE BALLS ARE SO SO ANGRY.

    Geez it feels like the balls are going to come spontaneously if this goes on longer. They keep twitching and making my pelvic muscles spasm.

    I WANT TO FUCK MY WIFE.
     
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    SHE WATCHED TV.
    Guess what? She was tired and when we got into bed she gave me a peck then dropped off.
    This morning she allowed cuddling and groping without snatch touching.

    And a new day starts when the balls have already got angry.
    Ofcourse if they hadnt neglected her for years she would be more alert to their needs I suppose. So theyre not so innocent as I said yesterday.

    The cock has been crouching in prison for a long time now. It did try stretching even fighting the steel but gave up quickly.

    Day 16 today I have a 24 hour medical exam which excludes fucking ones wife.

    Madame Vanilla doesn’t know how scrambled my brain is, but I love her. And I so want to PUMP HER.
     
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    Not good.

    Yesterday morning Madame Vanilla and I went for a bike ride and before leaving she offered me the key asking me if I wanted to take off "that horrible thing".

    So I did and left it out all day and heard nothing from her.
    She went ti bed before the movie finished, we didnt cuddle.
    This morning she lightly brushed the uncaged cock.
    She invited our daughter to snuggle so I put my pjs back on.

    Didnt feel like masturbating during the night until this morning reading a cuckold feed on twitter...I just reached it and pulled out the 17 days of cum. I dont regret it. If she doent want it and cant be bothered to lock it then WHAT IS A MAN TO DO?

    Don't know if she ll get real.
     
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    A week later and she hasn't.
    The device has been in the drawer for a week and not a peep from her.
    She did mention having had less attention but just doesnt seem or want to connect the dots...
    So Ive masturbated 6 times this week and all my energy has blown off. I hardly feel guilty doing it as she has been warned and has a low effort solution.
    I guess the problem stems from lack of communication. OMG.
     
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    Hi, your posts seem to have dried up, I'm hoping things haven't been on hold all this time.
     
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    Hi everyone
    All off since that dreaded October 16TH thats 6 wks!
    Not sure how to get Madame Vanilla back on board.
    She sees Ive gone back to being a lesser husband. Masturbating, not helping, being rude, not cuddly.
    But shes not going to mention chastity.
    I have to bring it back in to the discussion. Difficult to restart.
    I thought she'd got it. So Im very confused.

    Its my Bday next week and she asked me what I want...so Id say Id like her to prohibit masturbation and enforce it with the device but I havent as Id like it to be her want! Maybe Im putting the cart infront of the ox?
     
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    Exactly.
    It's not about what you want "I'd like her to..."
    It's about what she wants and enjoys.

    Are you helping? No.
    Are you being rude. Yes.
    Are you being cuddly? No.
    Why do you expect her to do anything for you in return?

    Do your side of the bargain and she'll reciprocate.
     
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    OMG I am locked up again and the keys on her keyring.

    Had an interesting conversation with Madame Vanilla. She thought that maybe I didnt need to stay locked after our last explosive piv session. That was 2 months ago. Theres been no sex or cuddling or any touching since I went unlocked after that.

    So now she has concluded that my bad habit is physiological. So she said she had no choice in the matter even if she detests the device.

    She said she was still worried that the device might injure me or give me a rash....despite our summertime 3 month run without issues.

    Also there's too much fumbling to get it off when required.

    So now Im locked. My next come will be when she decides. Nobody knows when. So...I better smarten up my act!

    Oh yes I told her that the device locks my mind. She said 'nope it locks your cock'... well we still have some explaining to do. Not sure how to go about it.
     
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    5 days now since I last masturbated...my cock had a couple of fights with the steel during the night but nothing dire.
    Last night was first massage of Madame Vanilla's feet in 2 months while watching Tv.
    I got cuddly with her this morning. Not much though. But enough to keep my mind single tracked on my wife and her body.
    I havent touched her cunt in 2 months either...so looking forward to it.:pray:
     
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    Why had you not had sex for 5 years up to July? You said she likes PIV. Enjoying your story. Similar to mine in some ways.
     
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    I dont know.
    I guess after a kid she was less needy and you just get into a rut and avoid the intimacy and satisfy your libido with pretty web girls and help from the hand. And I was super busy running a business and stressed about survival. And she slowly became more authoritarian in the house annoying me because I was suposed to be the HOH not her.
    Originally when we met she d suggested she was somewhat submissive. I used to fuck her like a boss daddy.
    But after the kid her matriarchal nature took over and I was too busy to adjust.
    Now Im almost retired and were both at home a lot and she says that its better if she makes the decisions.
    Im now fine with that and hoping she ll go all the way to an FLR.
    But I need my cock in firm discipline to enjoy it.
    She said last friday that if I masturbated when unlocked then there was no choice for her and that Id be locked despite her firm dislike of the device.

    Ofcourse she went 5 years without Piv or sex or cumming so I could be worried...but when I get worked up I can get her hot and steamy and she ll take her Piv. She luvvs it.
    In theory thats her decision for the foreseeable future.

    Down the road Im hoping to play a trick on my cock and get my good wife to sit on a nice thick strapon at some point. And to get her off with a wand. Then if she likes it my cock will no longer be able to expect Piv. And I ll have to be a very good boy to get some relief. But we dont have ANY toys yet...this is Madame Vanilla's house.

    Though I'm already a good boy now when my cock is locked. Sometimes I feel that my cock is a seperate being attached to me.

    Sorry to ramble but ofcourse 5 years without sex baffles me. This last summer I was locked for 3 months and had earth shattering orgasms inside my good wife when she got hot.

    But then when she unlocked me for this last 2 months we reverted to no intimacy and she didn’t make the connection...
     
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