My new journal of my experience as a chastity lock man

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    Darlydixon I love to be limpy

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    Wow today is a leakage day it will not stop draining out. Have changed underwear twice today. In the last two months of denial it has not been like this.
     
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    Sitting in the living room thinking about the rules in the house hold referring to sex rules. I want so bad to rip this device off and pull my pud. This total denial can have it up days and down days and today is a down. I want to get free and have normal.sex with my wife but I know I do not deserve that. Getting an erection is not good for.me or her because it is just to small. So I will say it to my self suck it up buttercup.
     
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    It’s like a rollercoaster. There always be ups and downs. In situations like that I look back and think of what I’ve already achieved. That makes me stronger and I can go on, even when it’s not easy. Keep going
     
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    Glad to say feeling better today. No release or anything like that just finally got back in the right head space. It is a great to be ready for your lover whenever she wants you and no option to control your own sex life. I love to be locked and limp.
     
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    Was given a chance my KEYHOLDER went and ordered a permalock from cherrykeeper. My chance is when the numbing cream shows we will follow the recommendations on how long to leave on for maximum performance. The I will be unlocked with a timer set for 10 minutes only using hand and mind to get off. Of I actually get off I will be relocked with key and will get monthly attempts. If I fail the permanent lock will be installed and well you get the idea. With some serious squeezing of the balls I can get out it hurts but can do it what do u all think. I think either is wonderful i
     
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    Sorry, but ... what?
    Do I get you right? You’ll get the opportunity to be unlocked once a month. Then the numbing cream comes on and you’ll get 10 minutes. If you can make it without coming, you’ll be locked again... otherwise the permalock will be installed. Am I right?
     
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    No if I cum normal lock if no cum permalock
     
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    Oh ok, so I’ve just switched things up
     
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    Sorry nothing new to report we are both getting excited about this weekend and the test i will tell the results
     
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    We the first part of the new adventure showed up today. The permalock. 1602621899898880236140260166202.jpg
     
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    Wow, so tiny and so powerful ;)
     
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    Yes it is my new cages should be here tomorrow will have a couple days to get used to it before we ise the cream.
     
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    image.jpg Well good news all the parts have showed for the test.
    Going to be an interesting weekend
     
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    She is going to give me till Sunday to adapt to new cage Sunday night we will go for the cream i have no hope it will work. So starting Sunday night the permalock will go in according to my love 1 year total denial no milking no nothin. I am to satisfy my love when she asks for it. I am to ask for nothin in the sex department. Not sure what will happen if I do.
     
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    So excited for this next adventure
     
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    Holy... that sounds awesome :love:
    I’ve already asked my husband if we can go for a Cherrykeeper as well, but according to that I’ve bought a new cage not that long ago and it doesn’t fit in any kind for long term, we’ve decided to wait a bit until I can buy a new cage :(
    Also I’ve worked just for fun on a chastity plan for the next year. Maybe I’ll present it to my husband :rolleyes:
    It’s a plan which says when I’ll be locked or unlocked during the next year, with every new locking it takes me one step longer in cage.
    E.g. Starting with 4 days in January, then 2 days unlocked, 7 days locked, 2 days unlocked, 2 weeks locked.... and so on...
     
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    Good luck on your future it is very exciting to be on this lifestyle.

    If the permalock happens will not be much of a change. Am currently in already 24/7 will total denial. My only sexual satisfaction is helping my wife have orgasms when she wants. Since we have started chastity I have had 3 in the first 4 months now it has been 0 in 2.5 months. She has had atleast one a week. When your dick is as small as mine it does not deserve to have an orgasm/erection.
     
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    Laying in bed thinking about what is going to happen Sunday. Not worried just I guess excited. Even if I can't have an orgasm after ten minutes of trying and the permalock is installed the device is only plastic and I believe with some squished balls I can get out. But getting out is not the point. I will honor my loves wishes and stay in. Which she says for a year total denial. My only ORGASMS will be the ones I give her. Like I read on another thread a males load is only needed for reproduction and that ship has sailed in my life. We have had 25 years of me getting sex the way I want know it is her turn for the next 25.
     
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    Well tonight we will see ihow my next year will go. We are going to try to post a video of the permalock going in. I am not very hopeful. She wortw up a contract and had me sign. It says basically if the perm lock is installed I will be locked for a period of 1 year with no forms of sexual release total denial. My only form of sexual satisfaction will come from helping her orgasm whenever she wants or needs my help dam magic wand. It is what we both want and I need and deserve. Maybe after a year I won't masterbate anymore.
     
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    I can imagine how you feel. I’d go for it as well. I also want to stay limp, but when I’m under the shower i can easily slip out of my cage. Sometimes I „play“ with it for a few seconds, which kinda feels good, but I notice very quickly that’s not what I want so I stop it.
     
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    Well update had to work to late Sunday for the trial I believe it is on for today. I asked my KEYHOLDER and there will be no video of any of it she is not a fan of me posting on here but allows me to do it.
     
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    Well we did the trial. I failed miserably. My KEYHOLDER had me using a glove coat the penis with numbing cream and reapply my cage. We gave it an hour to soak in by the way it last for 5 hrs. I was given the ten minutes from soft with no visual stimulation during masterbating. She even felt sorry for me because no harding at all. She gave me five more minutes with using some porn it did get erect. No release not even precum. While it was still hard she had me put cage on and gave me till this time tomorrow to get the permalock installed and start the year of confinement with total denial.
     
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    So how are you planning on cleaning the cage and man bits during the next year?
     
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    There may be a change we are talking tonight you should of heard her laughing when I was trying to jerk off I think she is going to change mind and have me do that again for her entertainment. But will find out later
     
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    Well she decided it is way to funny to watch to not do.it.again so it will be our new routine not sure how often but at this point sounds like once a month.
     
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