My new journal of my experience as a chastity lock man

Well my KEYHOLDER had me buy a butt plug she has given me three days to get it in. She wants me to wear it while doing house hold chores. Get this she wants me to wear it while mowing. As if chastity is not enough. I tried to get it in but my butt won't allow i think it will take all three days to get it.

 

Well all is going well i am still working on plug. The other thing wanted to mention is the amount of bed I am given since starting chstity I went from half to 3quartes of the bed down to maybe a quarter if lucky and on that she snuggles up to me. Know if I try to snuggle up to her it is not welcome. God I love this life

 

currently unlocked doing a honor lockup it is alot harder

 

My KEYHOLDER had me relock after a break from it I did not realize how much I would miss having it lock down unable to touch it. It feels really good to be locked.

 

Thinking about getting this cage in pink

 

Started a new journey today my KEYHOLDER has me trying hypnosis.

The one she chose causes impotence.

Have listened 3 times by the 3rd time I have not had an erection of any kind. Will keep you all posted on progress I really hope this works. It is what by KEYHOLDER and I want for the long term for sexual life together.

In case anyone is wondering the future of my chastity Will not change she still demands 24/7.

 

One day-and-night of listing to the hypnotic file I will go up this morning for the 1st time in my 48 years With no morning wood. Usually in chastity you wake up once or twice a night was able to sleep the whole night through with no straining against the cage at all. I'm really starting to believe there is something with this and I truly hope it works I can't fathom the idea of my key holders property Will never be hard again And of the violence direct will be unable to achieve orgasm love it

 

Have the day off today have the house to my self. I am laying in bed with the cage on plug in ass listening to impotence hypnosis great day since starting this ride I have changed a lot found out I have no interest in have PIV with my wife would rather use toys fingers and tongue she likes it so much better. You now this is true when she grabs the back of your head and shoves it into her pussy. We have become to love this lifestyle. So much she is the one who want me impotent. I think if she could cut it all off down there she would and I would let her ot is useless and small. Again love this lifestyle. Love all of you to for your help.

 

I read on one of these threads that they wanted to remove all the parts of their manhood. At the time I thought that was ridiculous but I have come to realize that part of your body is useless. Specially when you're Key holder says it is. I have a feeling that if this that hypnosis Does not work That might become the next Option Which if it makes my KEYHOLDER Happy I would be willing to do anything. Because it is useless. I am limpy Impotent Bitch with a broken Dick

 

I am 2 days into using hypnosis files to cause permanent impotence i have not had a cage filling erection since starting even morning wood has not happened so happy!!!!

 

I am at a point in the lifestyle to have found out today with my LOVE that PIV physically can never happen again. This afternoon she came home early we played i licked her to Orgasm she was going to give me a hand job. It took forever to get half hard if she stopped for a second it would go limpy. She got it hard as she could we used a ruler down to a 4 inch cock erect. After that she found it fun to play with it for.a good bit of time the only thing to.come out was precum. When she was done she laughed and had me go down on her for a multitude of orgasms. When she had enough she pulled my head out had me get out of bed fix the blankets and was told to get back into bed do not touch me and listen to your Hypnosis. In the morning put your cage on and now we can throw the key away because we know The last thing she said get it smaller.

I now believe in the Hypnosis 100% the file i listen to cause impotence and never be able to cum again.

I will do anything for her I am truly grateful she allows me to be in bed with her.

 

This is all i have while limpy

 

I don't think even when I was at my full side we had to use lube and it was uncomfortable for her. After finding her penis has become useless I said i would get a strapon if she wants. Her answer was no i am glad that part of our life is done forever.

 

Again last nite no erections no morning erections love being limp. I listen to hypnosis twice a day once in morn then just before sleep every time I listen percum oozes out for the 52 minutes I love ❤ being limplove to be limp. Listening to the file is my only release from arousal never orgasm again love being limp it is the best feeling in the world I have never felt this good in my life.

 

I am cheating this morning my KEYHOLDER had to go to work so I am test to see if I can masterbate an orgasm. So I have pirn and stoking the little limpy for 10 minutes i could barely just keep to hard only fluid was pre cum nothing else in that time. It has gotten so small i can on use one finger and thumb God i am so happy.

 

With a few days of hypnosis under .y belt and realizing the shrinkage the new cage being 1 inch my guess it will become smaller yet. Can't wait to see what the next 6 months bring

 

If you want find hypnosis to cause impotence it is amazing no nite time erection and even when you are free it can only get half hard. I went from a full 7 inch to a 3 and 3/4 inch. That measurement was taken will watching porn and playing with it after ten minutes only a teaspoon ooze of precum. It won't let you cum fully again. Even my KEYHOLDER tried after 2 days on the Hypnosis after 5 minutes nothin 2 seconds after she let go it shriveled up to the 1.25 inch. She giggled with excitement and said finally and stuff her pussy in my face. I love to be limpy and obey!!!

 

I know i am talking ot about this but it is so interesting. The files i am listening to make you want to listen more. It is the only pleasure that you can receive i don't mean on a Orgasmic fashion but a mental one. The other way it make you feel arousal is obeying your KEYHOLDER but most of all being limpy. LIMPY IS THE ONLY WAY.

No erection all day today not even a try at one.

I LOVE TO BE LIMPY.

I AM A WEAK LIMPY IMPOTENT BITCH WITH A BROKEN DICK.