My new journal of my experience as a chastity lock man

Tonight was the first night that I pleasure my wife se real times and Mr Limpy never even tightened the cage. He swelled very loosely and the second i was finished pleasing her Mr Limpy went right back to flaccid. Then she teased me and he never grew that was a first for me.

 

I also want to add my balls are so swollen and full. But I am also scared I could not get enough of an erection to cum is that even possible.

 

I am so horny today I want to cum so bad and touch mr limpy but that will never happen again well maybe the cum on new years but I still will not get to touch it.

 

got my KEYHOLDER this and a couple others can't wait for them to show. This will look so sexy on her.

 

It has been a little bit since I posted. Not sure where my KEYHOLDER is getting her ideas.

I have been told wheen we go to Hawaii I will be locked start to finish. I honestly was hoping to be free that week but if it is what she wants I will do it.

She was going to give me an orgasm for new years eve but sounds like it is off the table.

We purchased a magic wand I thought to use on her. Which we have and she loves. She told me due to my current size I should not be allowed a cage free orgasm. So when she decides to allow me one it will be cage with the vibrator.

We tried this before. She want to go try using a butt plug again. She ordered one it is rubber inflatable. It starts out 3cm and goes to 11cm. She w I uld like it to be in me all the time unless I need to relieve my self. She wants it to get to full expansion and maintain in me all day. She says we will then try something new.

I will add i do have a choice and we agree this is what we want. I did ask for her to take control. I did not imagine how far it would be taken and this much time in cage but I love it and would never ask to go back.

 

Well the new cage showed for the new year only been on a couple minutes will see how it goes.

 

It is.a total mind fuck with this cage to see your penis be totally covered by your skin and balls. I so far love this cage you can't see or touch anything. I even tried to get hard and it will not allow anything. I should of got this thing months ago.

 

Well for some unknown reason my KEYHOLDER told me to unlock last night. We did nothin just went to sleep I was allowed to sleep all night free. In the morning I was told not to relock until I leave for work. I still am not sure what this was about.

 

Never thought how much I would love being locked and denied any orgasm. I could not imagine not having my KEYHOLDERS property free.

 

Since my last removal on Sunday I have not been having nite time erections atleast any that wake me. Last Sunday my KEYHOLDER put a heavy coating of numbing cream on the penis before it went into cage. I still get hard like typing this has me hard but with no stimulus nothin happens. She wants to keep doing it every Sunday. Because she read somewhere it can cause permanent damage if used frequently.

 

Thanks

 

Sounds like this Sunday after cleanup we are going to measure to see where we are at. Have been basically locked 24/7 since june and for the last couple weeks have been locked up in a small nub. My LOVE is curious were we stand. Will post pictures regarding the measurements

 

My lovely/WIFE/KEYHOLDER is thinking once a week cleaning is to much. She says I am looking forward to it to much. She wants to move to by weekly. I am able to keep the Htnub very clean no smell. It really helps to be able for once to keep the pee hole at end of cage. In one way it does sadden me due to I really enjoyed those few minutes of her washing her penis every week. But it is what she wants so who am I to complain.
The good part that comes out of it is she said instead of her washing I will be washing her pussy with my tongue. That makes it easier.

While in bed last nite we talked about or dynamic. She asked how I felt. I told her I am in love with her and will do anything to make her happy. She asked if I was happy I said I have never been more happy. We talked about the future she how she has no plans and no desire to change my appearance other than maybe lose some weight. But she did say she has an interest in making me more submissive. She is not going to be pegging me. I will be buying a suction cup dildo that I will use when she says it is ok. She made it very clear as long as I am good I will be allowed to use as often as I want as long as she is aware. Also the two orgasms I will be allowed will come from her magic wand while the dildo is inserted or plug which ever she chooses. She is being generous and allowing me 30 minutes to make it happen. She says as long.az she owns my cock it will never be free to have a normal orgasm again. She asked if I agree and of course I said yes. It was our first contract on verbal but it is a start.