My new journal of my experience as a chastity lock man

I am loving the shrinkage LOVE TO BE LIMPY. Have not tried to fill the cage in 3 days nite or day. It is amazing feeling to talk about my KEYHOLDERS property and nothin happens. A week ago it would have gotten erect. Now I live to be limp and serve.

 

Just because my KEYHOLDER wants me to have a useless dick. She does not want me to be a sissy she wants me to be a better husband/partner. We have talked extensively on this. It is PIV is uncomfortable and painful. So we decided as a couple that I do alot more house work to help her and my incentive to do this is to get to pleasure her with no release or Orgasm for but it is what i asked for.

For the first time in 26 years of being together we are acting like partners in love.
I love to be limpy

 

Just because my KEYHOLDER wants me to have a useless dick. She does not want me to be a sissy she wants me to be a better husband/partner. We have talked extensively on this. It is PIV is uncomfortable and painful. So we decided as a couple that I do alot more house work to help her and my incentive to do this is to get to pleasure her with no release or Orgasm for but it is what i asked for.

For the first time in 26 years of being together we are acting like partners in love.
I love to be limpy

 

Just an update on the Hypnosis still no erection I truly think it is working. Can't wait for the new device to show with the one inch cage if a 1.75 inch cage and Hypnosis caused that much difference than the one inch should bring it to a 2 inch soft woody that is what we are going for. That is our desire for me. I will be able to cuddle with my wife with nothin try to poke at her. Can you imagine never ORGASM again. My KEYHOLDER has told me with the new cage and Hypnosis that will be my life. The only ORGASMS will be hers that I orally and finger her to. It is so exciting for the future. I was asked about her possibly making me a cuck it will not happen PIV causes her pain ever since the birth of our second child 13 years ago. We even tried a dildo it caused her pain. She took it from me and they it away and handed me her wand.

 

I know have 3 loves in my life
My kids
My Wife/KEYHOLDER
My new cage
Also I love to be limp i live to be limp.

 

Have finally found the ring size 57mm the very small cage is seems very comfortable thus will be the shit for 24/7 wear with the openness will be a easy clean as well.

 

Well it has been 8 hours since putting the new cage on. The ring is great total comfort the cage is awesome for comfort as well. But it does feel strange with everything being so crunched up. It is a mind fuck when everything you have down stairs is squeezed into an inch. The only erection came after putting it on total internal swelling. Showed my KEYHOLDER when she arrived home the new device told her about the erection. All she said was well I hope you enjoyed yourself it is all you get for the rest of the year. We are pretty sure it will not even have to be removed for cleaning very open design. So woo-hoo limpy long term lockup is my new way of life.

Did my manta and it went away super fast first one I have had in a week. Will let everyone know how it goes tonight. The Hypnosis is an amazing thing we love the results.

Love to be limpy
I am a wimpy limpy inpotent bitch with a broken dick

 

Since starting the impotence hypnosis i cant get harder than 3.75 it doesn't get fully hard either. Before start of it I was a full 7. What my KEYHOLDER wanted is happening she is happy so I am ecstatic.

 

Laying in bed thinking of my WIFE/KEYHOLDER how she does not like touching of any kind. Lime hugging massage anything it is no joke. Before chastity it would be we would have sex maybe once a year maybe longer. In the last few months we have had it once a month. The last time she tried to give me a hand job her penis would not respond it made her so happy. She had me eat her pussy to a couple more orgasms. All she has said since then is it is only about her for the rest of our lives she will make it her goal for me to never feel anything down there again. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

 

Nothin mush for new to report still locked going well. But did have a period of time today i wanted release. But powered thru it. It is a very small cage and I do have a small penis but I don't think the penis likes it quite that small. But my KEYHOLDER does so that is all that matters. Still listening to the Hypnosis daily. That is going really well i truly enjoy not having note time erections and with this cage you would know every time you would have one.
Love to be limp
I am a weak limpy Impotent bitch with a broken dick!!!

 

Well the Hypnosis is going great no unwanted erections. KEYHOLDER and i love the results very happy.

With the new device it fits wonderfully and we like the look of it. Never thought in a million years i would be happy with not have any control or touching of her penis. My KEYHOLDER did give me a break Sundays are my day off from cage only during the day unlock in the morning at 10 am and relock after shower at 10pm. It is a wonderful. I was also informed this weekend of a wonderful new rule. I since the training I have been undertaking I will never be allowed to cum again and or receive any penis stimulation of any kind ever again. At one time she wanted me to start using a butt plug she changed he mind and tossed it. Only stimulation in our house hold will be hers on her schedule. Which I totally agreed with her this will be our new norm. Also no teasing or anything. Only denial she owns that part of our life what she wants she gets.

Saturday nite we had an amazing time serving my lady to multiple orgasms. I never left the cage. The feeling was great to only want her to be happy and satisfied.

I have finally come to realize you don't need to have penetration to have amazing sex with the one you love. I always thought that was the only way for both parties to get off. Now I finally understand how it all works.

 

My blushing bride and I had a deep conversation tonight. About the continued use of chastity. With us finding limpness training by way of hypnosis ( which is going well). I think we came to a trial if my head space does not change. She might keep me free.

 

It has been a few days since I was on here there has been no change still listening to hypnosis daily. Have not have an erection all week. Still on total denial.

 

The only new which I guess is not new. We are still on total denial mode. My WIFE has gone as far know as she no longer changes her clothes in front of me for bed. So not being allowed PIV ever again i am not allowed to see her naked form. She came to this idea due to the fact.u cant get fully hard any more seen using hypnosis. I will see only the parts she wants when she wants to play.. She also told me no more porn of any kind. Which is good and not that big of issue have not been watching any. If you can't get full erection no point. I love this new life.

Love to be limp.

 

Well i thought the limpness traing was going good well i was wrong. I guess last nite I rolled over in my sleep and pressed it up against her. Was in formed this afternoon that will not work the cage has to be on if I want to sleep in our bed. So back on chastity and still total denial. Love chastity and love to be limp.

 

I have a question for anyone that reads this does anyone else's mistress want there property to be as tiny and useless as possible.

 

Well it is Wednesday with nothin new to report still locked and in total denial. The only thing I wish is I had a time table but who cares. Still have not had an erection going on 2 weeks starting to believe it is truly broken. My KEYHOLDER/WIFE it very happy that is all that matters.

 

Well still locked up and total denial. No from of erection in 2weeks day or nite. My WIFE and I did some looking around for different forms of castration and penis removal to just a pee hole. Not much out there unless you are sick or want gender change. Mainly we want it turned useless without need for a cage. This works the way it is. It is not she want me to be a sissy, cuck, slave. Since penitration hurts her (even my small size) but she loves oral and fingering. We decided that part of my body does not do anything for us so it should go away. I know this sounds crazy but I totally get my satisfaction from her enjoyment in sex and helping around the house. She is the most important thing in my life.
Forever limp
Forever impotent

 

Well I was given the opportunity this morning to give the WIFE a couple orgasms and was told if I get some projects done around th house I can give.her some more tonight. Not mention of being free from the cage.

 

Well I was able to satisfy the wife with projects and orgasms Sunday nite. I am still secure for locktober. I will one chance in the near future when the numbing cream shows up I will be released after it has taken effect and given 10 minutes to pump one out if not it will be another month before I will be allowed to try again. At least there is time tables for the first time.

 

Well I did something stupid tonight in between pleasing my wife i reminded her of our schedule for release for me. I pleased her an extra time after she was happy she told mr I just lost my chance for the month . Now I will have to wait till November 15th for my next release for a chance for an orgasm. Waiting till then will be 3.5 months with no orgasm of any kind.

 

My little cherry keeper is great the headlock the only thing in the cage is the head if and when I get hard it held to my ball and mostly stays inside. I am a little smaller than you I only hit 3.75 inch I am in it 24/7 I am able to keep it clean being just over an inch flaccid with the size the penis is able to stay at the end of the cage and keep the pee hole lined up. I am one of the weird ones when I started this I was over two inches flaccid and 7inches hard. I truly believe for some people chastity will shrink the shit out of you.