"I like that you can't cum"

I've been getting more and more caged erections which have been lasting longer, which a good sign my body is responding to denial but is also very painful as my glans is pinched until the erection is (eventually) suppressed. I've been told to keep supplying these pics as she is very turned on by seeing her penis struggle and suffer like this...

 

So we got 3 new things since we parted a month ago. A bondage/ sensory deprivation hood, a humbler and... a dog shock collar. There's been much vows, some private, some in terms of our commitment to our d/s lifestyle. All I ever really wanted was to feel how it is to be a slave. With maximum pressure put on. No safe words, trained to not flinch or move away. Again my thoughts move to my mistress, will she really feel she has to perform to my expectations? I have tried to express that this isn't how it should work. From tomorrow evening and during Saturday I will be tortured, humiliated and in total slavery. I can't believe I've found a kindred soul like this.

 

I got to cum during piv but it was hard won.
I had to drink her pee, got pegged in bondage and had my balls electrocuted dozens of times with a dog training collar. I was bound and strangled on a dog lead when she used me for sex. I was semi conscious when I came. I'm not recommending sex like this I made my decision. X

 

After a bit of conflict posting on others posts I have decided to lie low here for a while. I won't and can't really explain more than that.

Last night was chilled. Ball shocker on all night. I was shocked not for bad moves at scrabble just for taking her letter which seemed unfair. I was uncaged for a full on ball kicking session after I won 2 -1. I was kneeling in front of her and had to keep presenting my balls to her. It's one of the most intense experiences I've had with her. It's 90% pain but because I've a masochistic maybe 10% pleasure there. I'd been caged a long time. So it was possible to present my balls for maybe 20 kicks. We spoke today and both want to do it again. We are both interested in doing before and after pics if we can show some damage to them.

 

Last night after about 4 continuous days of being caged I had a night with my mistress. It has been subzero here for days and being forced to be shaved has meant my mistress' penis is squashed deep into the balls with the bars on the underside digging in. It's just really a sphere most of the time, there is no cage or penis sticking out, it's completely enclosed. Supervised, I asked for an hour or 2 our to recover. She said I would be allowed out overnight. She was wearing knee high fluffy socks all night. Being uncaged, all our usual sub activities went from my mind and all I wanted was sex or oral sex done on me. I was hoping this is what she was planning with me being out of the cage. She had a bit of a coughing fit with her vape and peed a little. She pulled her panties to the side and instructed me to clean her up. She kept my head there with her hand and emptied herself into my mouth. This was on her couch so no spilling, I has to drink it all then lick her to orgasm. It was very pleasant to be allowed an erection while down there. I was hoping she may want sex after but she used the velcro straps to bind my hands behind my back, gagged and blindfolded me, and pushed me face down onto the pouffe. She fucked me with the beaded strapon first then switched to the "big boy". She pushed it deep then started to thrust hard. I was screaming through the gag.
"If you want it to stop you just have to say the safeword"
Eventually I managed to push the gag out with my tongue and say our safe word. I don't think I was erect at all during it, not even sure I like pegging at all.
The next morning I was still unlocked. I was leaving for a 3 day business trip. I kneeled on the floor with her above me in bed, still with her quite smelly knee high furry socks on. This time my erection was unbearable. When she was finished orgasming I crawled up over her and got my erection to her holy place.
"No"
She warned me to not touch it and laughed as I stood there naked waiting for it to go down. She supervised me caging up, set the qiui box timer to unlock just before work on Monday then sent me away on my business trip.
She told me tonight we have to be strong on our journey, which is pretty much me being her pussy-licking slave. I thanked her for allowing me to lick her while being allowed an erection.
I suppose being a chastity slave is just about lowering your expectations.

 

Oh dear...

 

That's 7 days not 7 hours. I think my mistress has plans for me. I'll keep you posted.

 

Wee heart to heart with my gf today. It can be REAL.

 

Aw feel free to post your little dicklet here @maiden sissypanies. At least u made someone happy.

 

So romantic meal and night at the Christmas Market in the city with Mistress, uncaged as well... on one condition... I'm strapped up in the ball shocker and she has the remote concealed in her pocket all night. After dozens of unexpected ball shocks all night we had finished our Italian meal and she went out for a cigarette, I had a few moments of precious time to complete moves on my online strategy game on my phone... then ZZAP! First reaction is a bit of anger then I looked over the restaurant to the window and my mistress giggling at the jolt I received. We waved and i received a few more more and if anyone had figured out why we were waving and laughing at each other i didn't notice. It's super painful but was just such a funny situation to us both, I don't think we're taking this bdsm thing seriously at times. Shopping trip to pimark and some new burger and fries cosy socks just for me.

 

We spent the evening at my mistress' friends house. It was her scene but my goodness she was so bossy. Not really in a nasty way, just in a way that I could take and really liked. It just felt so natural and it's quite new to me. I think I've rebelled in a way in the past but with girls I've not completely trusted. Now I do and we've turned a corner i think. She is so kind to me but is also so bossy now. I hope I play my role well but am thinking I just need to make life as easy and enjoyable as possible for her. X

 

This pretty much is our blog, not sure i'd start again somewhere else but i hope i post infrequently enough that i'm not spamming the "new posts". It's been a pretty loose festive season when it comes to chastity. Not really sure how that happened but it seems like it was ok with my mistress. There were problems with the qiui app we rely on, a bit of chaffing these last few days and the dreaded metal detectors which plague my working life. The cage was on the vast majority of the time but we're not in any kind of long or short orgasm denial phase. I'm still too weak to do the honour system too, i'm not sure my addictive brain ever will. She even allowed me to have sex and cum with the arches of her feet which was a wonderful privilege. Now we're settling into the quieter weeks of the new year she intends to get back to strict control. How strict the duration is she will never say and I'm not allowed to ask. I'm back working my remote hotel lifestyle. The chaffing is still healing but I was ready to go overnight with the ht and her keeping the keybox locked right up until I leave for work tomorrow. We both hope to resume our chastity/ flr lifestyle more seriously than ever this year. It's too ingrained now and been going on too long for it to slip back to MY kink when it suits me. None of the above has impacted our feelings for each other, it's a huge part of our relationship but just a part of our relationship and the love and trust is stronger than ever.

 

Following on from our hogmanay night which I spent between my mistress and her best friend who was flirting with me all night in a bossy way. Not that there was any objective to it other than to wind up my girlfriend who in turn responded by bossing me around all night, making me serve her and grabbing my balls and cage a fair few times. She had a night out with another friend at the weekend. I was hurting and needed a shower so was allowed to uncage, drop her at the party, then shower and change to the ht on condition that I do it quickly and send the lock up video including locking key in keypod. She told me the video arrived just as she was telling her friend that she keeps me locked up and that I obediently send video proof. So of course she passed her phone to her friend to see the lockup video which is always just downstairs, no face shown. She said her friend was very impressed by the 2 of us. I think this is where our flr begins.

 

Days are gone where I feel sorry for myself if I'm locked and forgotten. These folk that insist on tease, my experience is that when you are caged all bets are off. Now I need to beg for punishment or it stops. I painted her living room just to have pegging punishment. Extremely hard anal punishment.

 

Well we had our first spontaneous orgasm while caged... only not for me. We were kissing in bed at bedtime and she started to feel my cage then squeeze my balls. I could hear her making the unmistakable moans that she about to cum. She pulled my hand between her legs, I felt through her very hairy mound then felt her clit throbbing and her ejaculation. There was no genital touching, she was already cumming when I touched her. It was the first time this has happened to her. She said she was so turned on by feeling and knowing that she had me caged. She had said that male chastity was her number 1 turn on, now I've experienced it things have just gotten pretty real for the future. I could feel her orgasm with her and was in awe of her divine feminine sexuality. It was a very bonding and spiritual experience for us both and one of the most intense orgasms she's ever had.