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    #1 margarett, May 6, 2018
    Hi there,

    It's been a while since I've posted, and since many people seem interested in our progress, thought I'd share some news. For those who don't know me, feel free to read my intro post here .

    So couple weeks ago I promised my BF He'll get released in May (and He's been denied since New Year's Eve, that's our record:) He's doing really well being locked for so long, but He had high hopes about this promised release. Somehow he figured May means 1st day of May ... which I never really meant. Yet on last night of April I was feeling very playful, so I tied him spread eagle to a bed, unlocked His cage and began to tease Him very, very slowly. It started something about 9 p.m and I kept Hm on the edge until midnight ... He really hoped He'd finally get released, yet I had other plans. I explained to Him that May has more than just one day and I still want Him to wait. If You think He was upset with it, You're wrong :D

    First of all, it was His idea to play chastity. I just took it on a level He probably didn't expect me to do ... well, not my problem. I explained to Him that I love Him locked, horny and frustrated, and I want to ruin my fun by letting Him cum too early. He accepted His fate as I locked Him back, not telling how long He's got to wait. And truth is, I don't know, really. Although I'm getting some nasty suggestions around here:)

    And the thing is, I used to be a bit scared and confused about denying Him. I felt bad about it, like I was hurting Him. Now I've become confident enough to know, that His orgasms are not that important and it's absolutely okay keeping Him denied ... So He is, not knowing, what I got planned for Him :D
     
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    #2 LesterBallard, May 6, 2018
    I love your style...
     
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    #4 lockit, May 6, 2018
    He's getting exactly what he asked for. He must be so happy you no longer feel guilty about keeping him locked. :):):)
     
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    #5 margarett, May 6, 2018
    He is getting what He asked for. But You know that they say around here: Be careful what You whish for ... oops, now's too late. I love having control and I'm not giving it back :D
     
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    #6 Giveitup, May 6, 2018
    @margarett - Thanks for the link to your intro thread. I just read the whole thing. You're the perfect keyholder! (At least from my perspective.)

    I have been trying to get my very vanilla wife to play along, raising our bedroom kink level a little bit at a time. We first had sex when she was 20, which was over 34-years ago. She never needed to play all that often, and post-menopause, her sex drive is now completely gone. Mine rages!

    We're headed out to a sunny beach in a couple of weeks, and my intent is to see if she's ready to be my keyholder. There are three possible outcomes, again from my perspective:

    1) She'll say, "No!" and think I am a pervert.
    2) She'll agree to try it, and think, "Oh, thank God! Now I don't have to deal with him pestering me for sex all the time. When I want it, I have the key to the ignition, so I can fire him up, get what I want, and then let him be the rest of the time." This is my worst fear, as the times between sex would be completely devoid of T&D, or even being noticed sexually. It just doesn't occur to her that some delicious aspects of sex are mental, and occur between instances of blinds-drawn, man-on-top, his orgasm ends it, sex.
    3) She turns out to be like you!! OMG, this is my desired result! To have her fascination, her attention, her playfulness - I would gladly forego orgasms the balance of my life to enjoy the constant teasing, serving her and sweet, oh so sweet wondering if today will be the day?

    Until I started playing with chasity as a way to control my masturbation habit about a year ago, I've had an orgasm most every day of my life since my early teens. That's enough. Living vicariously through her pleasure would suit me fine. As they say 'round here: "Be careful what you wish for!" I am wishing you and your BF nothing but the best -- however you decide to play it. Thanks for sharing!
     
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    #7 Sexy Slave 69, May 6, 2018
    Beautiful, just absolutely beautiful. Love your work that's sensational.
    Well done.
    Can I ask how have u coped without having sex?
     
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    #8 4everanedger, May 6, 2018
    Gotta keep him on edge, never knowing when they day will come!
     
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    #9 Chaste J., May 6, 2018
    Now I know you said you'd release him in May and he assumed it would be May 1. Did you actually specify which May you meant? After all there is another one in 2019! Maybe I shouldn't be putting such ideas in your head, you seem to have a wonderfully wicked streak as it is. :).
     
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    #10 Breathe, May 7, 2018
    A natural. ;) Glad you're enjoying the surge of intimacy... And the power rush! :strong:
     
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    #11 Joan.t, May 7, 2018
    Giving back the control? Not in the scariest nightmares!
    Kudos to you :)
     
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    #12 LesterBallard, May 7, 2018
    The thing is, once we've given up control, we don't want it back. We're happy to have our lives controlled by superiors. You're doing a fantastic job.
     
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    #13 margarett, May 7, 2018
    Oh thanks, that's so nice of You:) I've read Your post, but I'm afraid I won't be any help - Your situation is so different than ours. And I wish You all the best, by the way:)

    Thank You:) I'm having so much fun writing here, I get so many positive replies. As for sex - let's just say sex is not only about vaginal intercourse, and my BF is doing great about that. Actually, since His cock is locked, He's better lover than ever! So why bother unlocking Him, I ask myself?
    Especially since I've found some interesting alternatives chatting to people here :)

    Exactly! Some day He will come ... or maybe not? :D

    Oh, You little devil :D Although You probably should know, I already got such ideas ... Permanent chastity? I'm not afraid of those words anymore, it sounds like a nice fantasy:) For now, let's just say He'll be unlocked until I stop having so much fun from it :D

    Oh, it's becoming such a long and probably boring post, so I'll just thank
    @Breathe @LesterBallard and @Joan.t for Your replies:) It's so nice to be here among friendly people:)
     
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    #14 Chaste J., May 7, 2018
    Its to much fun to be boring! So glad the two of you are enjoying yourself.
     
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    #15 davidforgoddess, May 8, 2018
    Oh dear me, there are a lot if very strict ladies out there......now I understand what you are all saying, but surely you don't want us to get used to the idea and practice of Chastity.....for it to become normal for us?
    Let me just put a little suggestion forward here......to keep it real and exciting and frustrating.....then once in a while you have to give us an amazing orgasm.....or a ruined one.....but perhaps it's important to not let Chastity become normal and easy for us?
    Just saying.......
     
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    #16 Mash2214, May 8, 2018
    You do have a very nice way of keeping your cock under your control. Wicked but Nice
     
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    #17 Misstres Clara, May 8, 2018
    Unfortunately for @EdgednDenied it was my idea to start denying his orgasms. But once my cock of his is teased and locked away, he has no say in the matter! His cock seems to like it anyway ;)
     
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    #18 Chaste J., May 8, 2018
    I'd almost guarantee it does! :lockkey:=:love:
     
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    #19 margarett, May 8, 2018
    Wicked? Why would You say that? :) I'm innocent until You prove me guilty :D


    Unfortunately? He should be happy, He's so lucky! Just imagine that - if not locked, He'd be probably masturbating like all guys do. Ugh. Terrible. He's lucky He's got You :D
     
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    #20 margarett, May 20, 2018
    Just a little update on our journey. He began to complain about being denied for such a long time, and that He really couldn't think about anything but having sex with me. Know my mercy, I said, and we headed for a local sex shop ... and bought a strapon!
    You can imagine the end of the story :D
     
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    #21 Sexy Slave 69, May 20, 2018
    Oh that sounds like a beautiful thing
     
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    #22 CagedAnimal2, May 20, 2018
    Seriously hot denial!
     
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    #23 JosieLynn Jewell, May 21, 2018
    My imagination is horrible - can you tell us... in great steamy detail? :D
     
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    #24 margarett, May 22, 2018
    since You've asked ... we picked one just a little bigger than my BF'c penis ... not much bigger, cause He's big enough for me, yet I wanted to tease Him a little. we went straight from the store to our place, got undressed, mounted a strapon on Him ... and well, He did His best to convinve me to be kept locked. He could never last that long and please me so good. Maybe it was because He's so frustrated already, but I've enjoyed this wild, hard and long-lasting sex. And yet another reason to keep Him locked - He's doing way better with a fake cock than real one. I whish we tried this earlier, but hey, it's not like it's going away. So until I get bored being pleased till I'm left breathless, we're doing it every night :D
     
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    #25 LesterBallard, May 22, 2018
    He's a very lucky man. I expect he knows that.
     
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