Young Couple Exploring Chastity (M-F)

She just left for work for the night, and she’s got work tomorrow. I am assuming no orgasm and I’ll be locked for both days

 

I’m hoping that after she does let me orgasm that she will make me wait again before the next one but I have no idea what her plan is for that. I almost have a feeling she won’t but then again it seems like she’s getting really into it. She just texted me a few minutes ago saying that she likes making me wait because she feels like she’s too good to me so she enjoys depriving me

 

Entry #5

Last night she told me she wanted to buy a strap on kit (guess she didn’t remember we already have one that we never used). She came home this morning and I woke up to her unlocking my cage and then she sucked my dick and made me cum really quickly. She was upset that she didn’t do it in a better way after letting it build up for that long. The orgasm felt about average, kind of hurt a little for some reason. I’m not feeling submissive at all as of right now, and I am kind of glad she did not lock me up before leaving for work today. I think the reason she didn’t is because her sister came over and stayed until she left so it would have been weird for my gf I think, not too sure. I’m feeling a little depressed now and I’m not too sure why

 

She did say “I’ll have to just do it better next time”
I am curious if I should introduce her to ruined orgasms are so that way I can get the cum out of me without having that drop. For those days I didn’t have an orgasm I felt amazing mentally. Usually I will have some anxiety / depression periodically throughout the week but while avoiding orgasm that didn’t happen. Thanks for the advice I appreciate hearing from those with more experience

 

She texted me asking if I want to restart or if I wanted a break after today. I said I wanted to do what ever she was feeling. She said she wants to keep it going because “it makes you nice, and it makes me horny. I love the build up”

So with it being her that is initiating it this time, as well as having some experience now, I am curious to see if she does anything differently. I will continue to update if anything notable happens.

 

Entry #6

Sorry for the long break from posting, things have been bumpy.

I suggested to her that we make a short contract, this seemed to upset her. She said that she feels like she is being a character and has to act a certain way. Some other things came up a few days later that made her feel uncomfortable with anything sex related (nothing I did) but not to an extreme level. She has still been instructing me to not touch myself or watch porn, but hasn’t locked me in my cage since the last time I posted about it.

We decided that we’d take a break from chastity and anything kink related. Everything was going pretty normally after that, other than I was still not allowed to masturbate. Yesterday she started giving me a blow job when we woke up, I haven’t came in probably about a week now, I haven’t really been keeping track. She edged me twice, then got up and left the bedroom. Then last night we showered together, she will usually play with my ass in the shower but this time she didn’t. Before we got out I asked her about it and she said “I would rather do something else, let’s go to the bedroom”. She edged me 2 more times in the bedroom then asked me to have sex with her. Every time I got close to cumming she told me to stop. Then told me to eat her out. I made her cum several times until she was screaming, I was getting really into it and dripping precum every where. After that I assumed she would give me a blowjob or something, but no, she asked me to dry her off and to dry myself off, then rolled over and watched tv. She continued to push her ass against me for a while and I guess I unintentionally made a whimper sound, she asked “why are you making that noise” I said “I just really want to cum” and her response was “well, too bad” and continued teasing me with her ass all night.

This morning she edged me again while I fingered her. After she came she stopped touching me and got up and went about her day.

I have given up trying to give any input on what we should do or what she should do, and I am just letting it happen. It seems like she’s easing back into it and I’m going to stay not giving any input because she already knows what I want, don’t want, and my limits. I have no idea where we stand in terms of FLR or chastity, as I am afraid to bring it up now. I’m just going to ride the wave and see what happens.

 

Entry #7

Last night while watching TV in the living room she asked me to rub her feet. I don’t usually touch her feet because she’s told me in the past she doesn’t like her feet touched. She then told me to get on the floor and to kiss her feet. After a while of that she said to go get the lotion and to rub it into her feet while still on the floor. Later while in bed she randomly told me to roll over on my stomach and I felt several hits from the riding crop shortly after. I was not expecting it and had no kind of build up so it was more painful than when she’s previously done it. She told me I have been being a “bad boy” and that I need to apologize. She then told me to have sex with her but not to cum, I ended up accidentally giving myself a ruined orgasm because I pulled out a little too late. She doesn’t know what a ruined orgasm is and assumed I had a full orgasm. She came 3 times from using a vibrating bullet on herself while I penetrated her. Immediately after she thought I had an orgasm she told me to lay on my stomach again and I heard her digging through the night stand. She pulled out the vibrating wand and thrusted it onto my ass as if she was fucking me with it, but it obviously wasn’t going in. I think she just wanted the power exchange, and thought I had just came so I might not enjoy it. I then felt lube on me and felt her pushing a butt plug into me. After it was in she was pushing on it with a thrusting motion while grinding on my leg and I could tell she was very turned on by it because of how wet she was. She then took the wand and vibrated the butt plug for a while, then told me that we’re done for the night and to keep the butt plug in until she says. After a while the water based lube started drying and it was getting uncomfortable and I asked if I could take it out and she told me no. After about an hour she told me I could take it out, and then we went to sleep.

Today she went out and got a pedicure because she said she wanted to make her feet pretty for me. When I got home from work she had me sit by her feet while she laid on the couch and then asked me to rub them again. After rubbing them for a while she asked me to kiss them. She started laughing a little and I asked why shes laughing and she said “I’m just not used to seeing my feet on your face, it feels mean” I said “I like when you’re mean”. She then got on my lap facing towards me and grinding on me until she could feel I was dripping precum, which I already was from kissing her feet. She had to leave for work shortly after that and when she was getting dressed she asked me to come into the bedroom. She was holding the cage and asked me to put it on because “it’s been a while”.

It seems like me not giving any input and just letting her truly take control at her own pace is working out really well for both of us. She is starting to do and say things that I wouldn’t expect and haven’t ever asked of her. I am very happy that she’s still interested in this kind of thing after last week. It really feels like she is taking charge now, I wish I had really let go of control from the beginning. Hopefully I will have more updates soon.

 

Entry #8

Yesterday I wasn’t teased or locked up, just instructed to not touch myself. This morning I woke up late for work so she was getting home from work right as I was waking up. She told me “since you’re already late, why don’t you stay a little longer and let me give you a blow job” I said yes and was excited that I was going to get to cum. She edged me a couple of times with her mouth and then told me to go to work. I started feeling panicked because I thought she meant she was going to let me have an orgasm and I asked her if she will let me have one when I get home and she said “I’ll have to think about it”

When I got to work she was texting me saying how horny she was and that excited for me to get home so she can tease me and maybe let me cum. I said “thank you for edging me and denying me I am feeling really lucky, you’re getting so good at it” and she said “thank you for feeding into my praise kink” (as a joke? She’s never mentioned that before) and I said “thank you for feeding into my 48,000 kinks, but I’m worried you only do it for me and not because you like it” and she responded with “I want you to feel embarrassed about it. I know all of your dirty little secrets”

I feel things moving in the right direction and I just get more and more excited as the days pass.

 

Not sure why I was thinking that by her saying she will think about letting me have an orgasm meant that she was likely to give me one. I was instructed to keep my hands behind my head and to lie on my back. She mercilessly edged me several times when I got home, then locked me up and left for work.

 

I am about to have a discussion with my gf about trying to get more serious about chastity and what comes with it. Depending on how it goes, I may start a new journal or this may be my last post ever. I’m not going to talk to her in an ultimatum sense, I just feel so much happier and closer to her when I am submissive and chaste and I hope she can see that as well. Thanks for all of the replies and advice given to me on this post, it has been helpful in terms of self discovery and communication with my girlfriend in ways I wasn’t aware of previously.

 

Congrats I’m glad it’s moving in the direction you’d like. I just had a talk with my gf and I think we might have something good brewing. I’m about to make a new post and see where things go.