Part 4 ~ Putting the "FUN" in DysFUNctional...

Well, I ordered pet to write in his journal so that people can see our life isn't just a one-sided argument and that so that I can see what it is he feels he's doing round the house (lol... I just have high standards, that's all!)

Unfortunately he's just been shot down in flames, so we'll see how long blogging lasts.

I do think the reply was a little off topic (curious44... I don't post in pet's blog, which is why I'm mentioning it here) and although I do understand the general thought-process of the reply, it was of little help under the circumstances.

If it makes you feel any better curious, I tell pet every single day how lucky and privileged he is, and he does realise the position he would be in if he hadn't met me... that said, a kick-up-the-butt is never a truly bad thing, it might just be badly timed.

As for me... I'm still feeling desperately horny but having problems feeling close to pet, which means he doesn't want to have sex with me now because I can't connect intimately (oh for fucks sake, I'm going to go find my rabbit)

This morning though, because I was in half-asleep dreamy mode, I could be intimate more easily. I was thoroughly enjoying pet's touch (it was just one of those days where it was soooooooooooooooooooo perfect!) and baby woke up.

So now I'm fed up and even more frustrated, which means I'll probably be bitchy all day.

Other than that, I have a room to decorate! Speak later everyone.

 

Things appear to be levelling out a bit.

We messed about a lot in bed last night, pet was writing his blog, we were watching TV and just generally touching, tickling and kissing... so it was all quite relaxed and hopeful.

Then I did something really stupid. I said I was going to sleep. I didn't *mean* I'm going to sleep, I *meant*... chase me and make me feel sexy! Apparently men don't get this "hidden meaning" thing as I found out in a discussion with pet today.

Apparently (and I think this is quite a radical approach) I should say what I want, rather than say something else and assume pet can mind read. Odd, but there you go. I might try it!

Today has been a good day. I did a second coat of paint on my son's room, then I had 4 hours to wait until the paint dried... so because I didn't want to sit there and watch it, I decided to get dolled up, grab the video camera and make a sexy photo shoot of myself. It's what bored housewives in suburbia do you know.

Once I had done a few poses I thought I better go and get dressed before the man came to fix pet's windscreen! I decided to take a quick phone-photo of my naked breasts and send it to pet, just to cheer him up. That seemed to work.

During my semi-naked posing, I'd got really REALLY horny... so horny in fact that I couldn't help myself. I don't usually indulge in a spot of sexual DIY, but I had to... oops! This meant that by the time pet returned home, desperately horny, I was done and dusted lol!

We popped out to run a few errands and after we got home and had lunch, pet confessed he just really wanted to go down on me... so as I was still tingling from earlier, I stripped off naked, snuggled up in the fluffy blanket on the sofa, and waited for him to come and find me after clearing up the laundry.

Once he discovered me, he swiftly got himself naked and buried his face in my pussy. Mmmmmmm, definitely a good day! After I had cum, he obviously decided it was his turn and entered my soaking wet pussy, gave me a deep tongued pussy soaked kiss (I love that... reminds me of my bisexual days!) and fucked away.

Our sofa is a great place to have hard-fuck sex, not sure why, but it works for me! I luuuurrrrvvveeee it when we cum so close together.

I've posted some pics below from the video camera. I know you might feel I've been over artistic with them, but there are a couple of reasons for this. 1) it gives me a little bit of anonymity and let's me hide myself a little, and 2) the video camera is not great quality-wise so I figured I'd go creative!

 

TCFun.... :anim_12: (Hehe, just kidding!)

Slave_Kris.... :happy0120: Thank you.

xcitex2... :character0100: Thank you also.

subbutstillaman... :sign0004: come on then if you think you're *hard* enough! :evilgrin0010:

Jimi123... :innocent0002: Thank you too. I'm glad you liked them.

On that note... I'm off to bed! pet >>>:love0055: <<<MW with a strap-on!

 

TCFun... I'm on my way! :character0028:

newsub... Lol. We all know that's how it works, but for some reason we want it to look like it was YOUR idea. Don't know why! Maybe it's to make you feel better. Lol.

eceem... Thank you... you make me blush.

Quick blog because I'm tired and lots to do!

pet cooked dinner for me when we got back from shopping last night, it was late and I was really tired from decorating all day (it makes me ache so much!) and we watched Top Gear. It's one of the funniest ones I've seen and I was laughing so hard! :happy0195:

After that I just played with pet's cock, like I do sometimes, and he blogged... I stopped for a while so he could concentrate, but I could still smell him on my hand, which made me INCREDIBLY horny!

I felt really sexy and really wanted to play, but being the idiot I am I overdosed on pudding and felt a bit sick and a bit full, so I offered pet a quickie instead.

I *love* quickies. I feel such a slut (which I told pet through the duration of the quickie, which turned it into a super-quickie... lol. I wish pet would talk dirty more, I love it just as much as he does!) there's something about just being fucked, just being used so that he can cum which drives me crazy. I love to have the feeling that I'm just "open for business" and if ever he just feels horny and wants to fuck me then he is to go ahead! (Not exactly in line with chastity and FemLed relationships, but I'm writing my own rules! :rules

Seee..... now I feel all horny again! Totally distracted. Mmmmm @ quickie sex and just being grabbed in the kitchen, having his fingers forced into my pussy and being bent over and thrusted into whilst being told what a dirty little slut I am.... Or have him strip me down and sit me on the stairs, spreading my legs and licking my pussy... mmmmm:sign0007:

Where was I?!

Oh yes, so we had a quickie which I found sooooooo horny I was a bit miffed when pet scooshed back over to his side of the bed to play XBox whilst I went to sleep.

I was VERY frustrated. I did tell him so, but he avoided this issue. Then I realised what the problem was. He'd cum inside me and is a little bit squeamish about playing with me afterwards.

Given that we had sex earlier in the day, it wasn't even that messy... and besides that... he really needs to be trained not to be bothered by it. It didn't used to bother him. Maybe he was just being lazy lol!

How the heck am I ever going to train him to EAT his own cum if he won't even touch it. Which makes me wonder what he does when he masturbates... I think too much!

Very busy day today. Decorating, looking after next door's toddler, visiting the childminder, sorting out my timetable... all this after getting up at 6am to do Pilates! :indifferent0028:

 

Lots of interesting thoughts there Jimi. :happy0160:

A few comments backatcha!

I just wondered why yesterday was a problem... it wasn't a problem this afternoon!

Usually I do come before, during and after (depending on who has how much energy!) so I can't complain.

I wouldn't force him to eat his own cum until I'd put him through a lot more training, I love to swallow... always have, but then I'm a slut. Also (as I think I said yesterday) I love kissing him after he's been down on me because it brings back all those lovely pussy licking memories I have... girls are great... so soft and juicy!

Talking of sluts!!!! We managed to squeeze in a little fun this afternoon, which ended up being a LOT of fun. For some reason I'm still all sluttied up after yesterday's quickie, so when he said he wanted me to strip naked so he could play with my pussy, it wasn't a problem.

But I fancied something more, so I suggested he tied me up, which he did, and then asked him to put the hood on me, which he did and by this time his hard-on was RAGING!

Plenty of dirty talk came my way, so it wasn't too long before I was cumming nice and hard. Mmmmm @ afternoon kinky sex!

Then he absolutely filled me to the brink with cum... I love feeling flooded with warm sticky cum. It was wonderful sex, just like we used to have. He also finds it easier to "abuse" me when I'm hooded. He talks dirtier, he fucks harder, and is much more animalistic!

Afterwards he started to play with my pussy again... oh AND (a huge thing for me) he spent ages kissing my tummy! This was SUCH turn on for me. I think I only felt comfortable because I was still hooded, but it was wonderful, felt so intimate and sexy... I just felt like he completely accepted me and all my faults.

Unfortunately baby decided to end her nap, which has now left me on a sexy high. It's so nice to be intimate again, with all the kisses and cuddles that go with it.

 

Well, I'm not worried... I wouldn't know if I should be capitalised or not these days, but as long as I'm getting lots of orgasms, I don't care! :sign0011:

 

Thank you everyone. I think this is a good place to be for the time being. We are totally mushy and loved up (and pretty horny too!) so if we can not rock the :character0117: for a while... maybe in a few months I can start integrating a bit of the FemDomme lifestyle I want back into the bedroom.

Today we are dead as dodos. :indifferent0028:

Baby was up around midnight, then around 3.30 am, we all snuggled into bed together but she just wanted to up and play, so pet took her downstairs so I could get some sleep (and I will return the favour later!)

Babies are hard work on the off-days aren't they? We think she's teething again, it's not like her to not sleep through the night.

In some ways it's good, because we'll calm our horniness down due to being tired which is a nice break sometimes when we get so full on... we just run out of steam lol!

Well, I have a last couple of walls to touch up, doors to gloss and a floor to laminate today! Hopefully pet will just veg-out on the sofa with baby and watch daytime TV.

 

Goddess Kate, that seems the perfect attitude to me. If I *am* in control, then I can have what I please, when I please!

I thought a little more on this today, especially about what we have gained so far... I figured even if it ended tomorrow, it's made me more aware of asking for what I want, something I never really did before because I felt guilty.

I'm amazed at how quickly we got back to super-happy-space so that says to me to stop stressing about perfection and just enjoy sex however we want, whenever we want.

Sorry for the ramble, and thank you so much for posting in my Journal.

pet has been spoiling me rotten today, even though he didn't sleep last night...

.... Damn... gotta dash to Brownies, back later! :character0028: