Now over 100 days since PIV

I have not had PIV since March 2020 my last hand job was in june 2020 my KEYHOLDER says my only ORGASMS will be by her hand and on my birthday and our anniversary. Earlier she said new years eve but decided it is just another day and not a release worthy holiday.

 

We've not had PIV at all since we met, we've tried on a couple of occasions but my sub's member is rather large and it wasn't comfortable for both of us. And actually we have a very satisfying relationship without PIV, there are plenty of ways to pleasure each other that don't require penetration.
What also stops us from PIV is that I have serious disability issues and becoming pregnant would likely kill me, so that's not really a turn on to say the least. We're both happy where we are, so we're keeping it this way.

 

Dam and I thought I was the only one I think it a out 15 + years for me

 

i think it must be very very hard doing that and rembering what it like. im glad i dont know.

 

That's what makes it so delicious!

 

it's not hard
i love Her more than everything
it's so good to be Her property, to wait after Her allowing me to be hard, and sometimes to cum
it's so good to let Her play with my dick when She wants it, even if no more PIV
She loves my desire and i love it

 

ooh ok im sorry but i thorgt that you never was allow to get hard.

 

It will be three years in April 2021 for me . I dont even see it being a thing in my future. Its always been such a disaster. I figured there no point in disappointing either one of us

 

Wife and I are somewhere around 3 years since our last PIV. I wish we took a mental note of when exactly it last occurred so we could formally mark the occasion. Then again, neither of us thought at the time that it would be the last time ever. Time goes by quick!

 

For those of you that have had piv in 10 ,15 years or longer. Is it completely bc your in chastity or just bc you crave pussy denial . Do you still get to see, taste, touch ? For me seeing, touching, tasting even smelling makes it so much harder. Ive probably completely warped my mind with tease and denial porn ...especially pussy denial...that i feel im too inadequate to even get to see pussy even in porn

 

Over a year since any penile orgasms. Nearly 5 years since last PIV. And, yes, I sometimes wonder if I really remember what it was like.

But, I had ED issues before, and that was part of the motivation for locking up. It just takes that issue off the table. I still get partial erections at night, but not as frequently or as intense as they used to be. So, I'm not even sure I could get truly hard at this point.

 

October 26th was the last time I was allowed piv. I haven't orgasmed inside my wife since before May. My wife much prefers that I don't finish in her, she hates the mess. Since we introduced a vixskin dildo my piv time has significantly dropped.

 

This sounds a bit like my situation. I have not been allowed to ejaculate in my wife's pussy since January 2020 and i have been kept pussy free since October. About once a week, with some weeks left out, i am given a perfunctory hand job which i have to finish myself.

Last night a small development. Instead of the perfunctory handjob, my wife just told me to put on a pair of her knickers and told me to go to sleep. so i did that, of course and am still wearing them. i will cook dinner wearing them under jeans.

Waiting to see if there is any follow up tonight. i might ask her whether she intends to extend my pussy free status, depending on the mood.

 

So once whilst chatting with my Lady some truths came out, which is a very rare thing

PIV if it ever happens again for me will not be happening before I forget what its like.
in itself that is very unlikely, well not unless its me on the receiving end

But if I do forget what PIV for me was like then I won't recall what it is that I think I'll be missing so really to be reminded of that would be cruel.

Amazing how my Lady can tell me so much and reveal nothing.

My PIV days might be over or they might not, along with knowing I may have had my last orgasm or even I might have had my last erection I am now as fully informed as I will be, at least for the foreseeable future.

,Permanent denial might be in place already or might be going to happen one day but I'll never be told when it will or did start.

What is scary is that All of which does no longer seem as daunting as it used to

 

I am no longer allowed PIV. Was informed that this next year I may be allowed 2 orgasms but the will be caged by vibrator. Also when the plug arrives I will begin training. When I am able to fully inflate it and keep it in for the day she has a surprise for me. She likes to say if someone has the size of penis I have never should be free and have any free orgasms.

 

sounds great... i am hoping for something like that if i am honest with myself

 

Sorry for my ignorance but what does PIV mean ?

 

Penis In vagina.

 

Thank you for clearing that up for me ..

 

just to round off with what happened:
i went to bed still in her panties. After switching the lights out she leaned across and massaged my penis and balls, pulling the shaft out but leaving my ballsack still in the panties. While she was wanking me stiff we had a short conversation. She basically confirmed her preferences as they have emerged over the past couple of years, first no blow jobs, no oral service, then no cumming in her, more recently no piv.

She confirmed my pussy free status until further notice, though not permanently. The i was instructed to wank myself off while she slapped my pantied balls around, talking about telling a female friend about our arrangements and maybe using a hairbrush on my arse. I blew my load over myself after a few minutes and fell asleep in the cum.

So this might be my future for 2021, as a kind of weekend routine.

Any comments welcome.

 

Pussy free can be fun ...does she still let you see her pussy ?

 

Thanks for the question. The friend joining in to humiliate me, or even just watch proceedings, would be a fantasy come true. Sadly, i think it is unlikely. It is possible, though, that my pussy free status could be mentioned in conversation. That in itself would be a humiliation. I will write a description if it ever happens.