My Hands Free Journal

Thanks. I never know where she will next take me.
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Today Mistress had me try on this short version of what we call my sph cage. The strap keeps it snug to my body without strangling my girls with too tight a ring. Passed the first standing urination test, which I was happy to see.
Mistress told me that she has another cage coming for me, a steel cage to keep my clitty in her place. She does enjoy making me nervous about her plans for me. To quote Willy Wonka, "The suspense is terrible. I hope it will last."
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We tried a second standing urination test. My pee hole slipped just enough to cause a mess down my leg. Mistress shook her head and told me to stay put. She returned a couple of minutes laWe ter, with the cage in the attached photo. On the plus side is a larger than usual pee hole, for which I give a hearty cheer. Unfortunately, as there is no penis length with a micro cage, if I pee standing up, a mess is almost inevitable. Mistress has said that it will make an excellent "home" cage, something that will be good for humiliattion, to be worn in front of Mistress or any guests she chooses to "out" me to. As for going outside while in chastiy, that now seems to be at Mistress' discretion rather than an automatic thing, whether to be caged, and which cage to wear.
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Mistress looked over my shoulder and laughed at what you wrote. I've been locked continuously since Sunday night. She said, (as close to verbatim as I can make it) "It looks like someone wants to make you squirm. You can thank him for the extended time you remain in your new cage and any suffering you experience." She started by playing with my balls to provoke a response. I could feel my clitty try to grow, but any noticable reaction was limited to discomfort (mild pain so far) on my part. This was a quick reminder that my clitty was useless and owned by Mistress. So, per Mistress' order, thank you, Bobber. She particularly likes how my lips protrude from the pee hole, causing me to flinch in sudden discomfort/pain, depending on how rough the material it's rubbing against is. Jeans are a real attention getter.
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Eight days into wearing the micro cage. I'm still frequently aware of my lips poking out of the cage pee hole which can be, at least, distracting or uncomfortable. Mistress hands me the key when we're out so that I can take off the cage to avoid returning to her with a damp patch on the front of my pants. Embarrassing but practical. At home it will only come off to clean. The idea of wearing pull ups to catch any leakage is still being considered, but Mistress likes seeing my clitty trapped behind the micro cage. "What's the point of owning something if you can't admire what you've done with it", she has said. Mistress sent me the attached drawing, saying that it is something I could have inspired.
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16 days locked in the micro cage w unlock for nightly washing due to incompete drainage, and to pee if a bar has only urinals. I think Mistress will use an alternative so she doesn't have to be with me 24/7 in case of accidents. I will have to bring up the topic tomorrow. Gently.
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It started the other morning with Mistress unlocking me for the day to "air you out." At bedtime, Mistress made no move to lock me up. She wanted me to sleep with her, but no touching. It was around 2 a.m. when I woke from a very explicit dream, feeling close to an unapproved orgasm. The thought of this caused a feeling of anxiety settle over me. I waited until the feeling of having a weapon with a hair trigger between my legs began to subside. I got out of bed, carefully urinated, and locked myself in the pink sissy cage which Mistress kept in my night table. I took slow breaths, calming myself, feeling safe in the cage. Eventually I lay down next to Mistress, having avoided what could have been, at the very least, an embarrassing situation, and quickly fell asleep. The next morning, when I told Mistress what had happened and almost happened, she said, "good girl," and told me to get dressed.
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I was just released from the hospital for urine retention after 3 days. That means having a catheter installed with a heavy plastic bag strapped to my leg to pee in. Installation of that catheter was extremely painful, and could very well be against the Geneva Convention. Mistress has been an angel throughout. There is a question about this being a curable condition. So, crossed fingers. Mistress has told me that my cage-wearing days are over, as there is no excuse for endangering my health.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
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Thanks. She said that I am now in a much more intense form of chastity. A silver lining.
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