5/24/19 Today marked day 7 of my self locking target of one month. Is it a little too soon to be proud of myself? (Seven days being my longest locking so far in my fairly recent chastity experience). Apart from having the occasional urge to masturbate only to touch steel, so far my biggest frustration has been trying to have a conversation with my half deaf mother in law. I have a feeling that I've only seen the tip of the frustration iceberg. It's amazing how easy it is to take a good wank for granted. I think I will either adapt fairly quickly or become a frustrated Onan the Barbarian. More random thoughts to follow.