It's finally happening

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  1. Kepoke
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    I think i'm starting to break. I woke up last night so incredibly frustrated and horny, I actually almost started to cry lol. I've been in 24/7 locked chastity since February when our new Lori with PA pin finally arrived.

    My wife has teased me here and there but it's basically been 0 actual orgasms and 0 unlockings since then.

    Today I finally caved. I finished work a little early and came home, grabbed her dildo and went to town on my ass to try and give myself an orgasm that way. We've messed around with pegging but I haven't ever actually had an orgasm from it.

    I was determined today to make that happen. Unfortunately it didn't. It felt like I was getting so close multiple times but then I got a text from her that she was on her way home and I had to clean up.

    I feel like I'm dying. We are supposed to have some play time next week when we are both on PTO together and then it's back to being locked up till who knows when :(

    Anyone else get to that point where they feel like they just can't handle it anymore?
     
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    Yes, at times it gets very intense, but that happens less now than it used to.
     
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    No, not yet.. But part of me wants to, and part of me doesn't. I've always imagined that it would be just as you described... The thought of my wife/kh enforcing this on me is very, I mean very, arousing, but also very dreadful.
    I wish you the best tho and congratulations on so long being locked
     
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    If you know you are going to do something during your PTO really soon... why would you risk getting caught doing this?
     
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    dre8car Always Locked and Rarely Cum - Lori 8b

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    ya recently on about day 75, i was so horny that i started to try and rub one out while in the lori. i was able to a couple years back but it takes so much effort and feels lesser than a full orgasm, really not worth it. this time i got extremely close but stopped because i knew it would feel so much better with the wife. literally for about 5 minutes i thought i was going over. i had to stop thinking about anything erotic. tried going for a walk but the movement was trying to tip me over. i just sat still and guilt tripped myself to keep the cum in. phew
     
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    i think that's the bitter sweet intensity that takes you to the edge of almost not being able to handle it, but then having to force yourself to focus on bringing those feelings under control to the point where is just that lovely gentle full-time buzz.

    I understand the point about almost wanting to cry, and I do sometimes get to that point, but I now deliberately provoke it by pleasing my wife (and get way more sex this way than when I'm uncaged), by self nipple-teasing, cross-dressing or even watching porn, then when it gets too much, stopping and calming myself. It intensifies the background buzz for the rest of the day.

    I recall the first time I was locked up, and had been for a few days, and had sex with my wife for the first time like that, basically my going down on her while she browsed porn or chatted to guys online. That was massively intense, like it felt like the world was dissolving away around me, almost like that greying out when you feel yourself fainting. (I think it may have been similar to the experience I had when I orgasmed for the very first time as a kid.)

    Afterwards, I had to sit there, holding my head in my hands, control my breathing and just try to bring myself down. I've not had it that intense since, and wonder if it was more to do with the intensity of sub feelings (or coming down from them). My cock was definitely twitching in my cage for some time afterwards.

    As difficult as it was then, and as crazy as it sounds, I'm kind of hoping I can get to that point again. There is something about it that is very addictive.

    So, to my actual point, its worth provoking it and trying to find a way of coping when it does get that intense, because there is definitely some addictive euphoric payback to it all.
     
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    Have you talked to her about this? About how you are feeling? You are still in a relationship and relationships must have communication inorder to work.

    Talk to her about how you feel. About your breaking point. See if you can figure out something together.

    Chastity should be enjoyable for BOTH parties. If you are no longer enjoying yourself, perhaps it time to change how you both practice Chastity.

    Just my 2¢.

    Iso.
     
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    I hit peak insanity about every three days. It can get unbearable. She is aware of this and focuses her teasing at the same time. If I am left without teasing, it settles down a little.

    This is a good description of what I go through. Especially if she wants attention during a peak. Otherwise it is a constant high volume buzz.
     
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    bear up. You'll make it
     
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    It happens to us all, I remember hitting the wall and pleading for release at the start of chastity, however I was permitted to have anal orgasms, as it amused my madam, and it still does!
     
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    I certainly have felt that during this month, lol. With a definite goal in sight, remember what's important and you can make it.
     
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    Yes, pretty common. My Queen just chuckles and says "you have a big dildo and a stretched out butt hole, so have at it ! " She enjoys knowing I have been reduced to having to fuck my own butt hole to try to derive any sexual pleasure. So, it's that, or nothing at all.
     
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    Have you discussed this with your wife? What is it that you want to happen now?
     
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    Get a vibrator and work it on the cage.
     
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