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What brought me here was an article I read on "Evolving your Man". I was on a business trip cruising for porn and I somehow found this article about how Masterbating was cheating. That realization hit me like sucker punch to the gut. The author was right. It is cheating. I had been cheating on my wife with myself.

I love my wife and on our Wedding day, I made a promise to Honor and Obey Her. By hiding my Masterbation behind closed doors without her knowing was wrong and suddenly seemed a bit sleazy. I should be sharing everything with her. I was dishonoring Her, our Marriage and Myself. Being an Honorable Man is extremely important part of my life. It defines who I am. The realization that I was acting dishonorably toward my wife was too much for me.

So I decided to do something about it.

I stopped masterbating right then and there. I closed all my porn accounts, deleted all my videos, erased all my bookmarks and vowed to stop touching myself. My only pleasure would be with her. My only focus would be her. My love, My Lust and My Desire would be focused solely on her. I felt that this is how it should be.

When I returned home I told her everything. Everything. I told her about my Porn watching habits. I told her I have been masterbating at least once a day since we met. I told her I was done with all of it and informed her that from now on she would be in charge of my Orgasms. She would decide when, where and if I am allowed to have one.

Her reaction...she thought I was absolutely fucking crazy.

She had no idea that I had been masterbating so often. She did not even see how that was possible.

She did not like how I was giving her control of my Orgasms. She thought I was being weird. But I told her I was doing it anyway.

Later on I told her that my penis was hers through marriage and she could determine what was done to it. She thought this was strange as well. I told Her I was doing it anyway.

While researching Chasity, fate directed me here. I am here seeking knowledge.

Now I am still figuring things out. I have a extensive Martial Arts background which has helped me stay in control. I am cageless 100% of the time. It is pure will power that keeps me in check. The knowledge that I will dishonor my commitment to her is a constant reminder to keep me in line.

It has not been easy me. I fact it has been one of the hardest things I have ever done. To go from Masterbating everyday for years to nothing. It is a constant battle everyday.

Sometimes every minute.

My Beautiful wife has been slow to get onboard with this change but she is starting to come around.

Now I do not consider myself a traditional Submissive. My dynamic with my Wife is closer to a Samurai and a Daimyo (Japanese Lord). I serve Her and her alone. My Wife has total authority over me. I protect Her, our Home and defend Her Honor. My life is hers. Woe be to those that dishonor Her.