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    #276 borbulls1961, Aug 11, 2021
    Day 16 since I came. I feel a lot more respect for my wife, and all womankind!
     
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    #277 Bill249017, Aug 11, 2021
    I’ve passed my first month chaste, and heading for my 5th week in a couple of days. It’s strange how I have now settled into a steady state- no orgasms for me, 10+ for my wife, and I am eager to pleasure her at every turn. What’s not to like for her? No sign of when she will let me unlock and come again…..
     
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    #278 borbulls1961, Aug 14, 2021
    Starting 20th day.
    She didnt want me to cuddle her this morning...so all day I cant keep my hands off her in the skimpy summer clothes.

    On another note I managed to slip the cock out of the back of the cage almost in shower last night. Wondering if there is a less invasive way than a piercing to lock the head in?
     
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    #279 borbulls1961, Aug 15, 2021
    Allowed to suckle her tit this morning. And finger her pubes. She felt the steel pulse against her thigh.
    Then up and off for her early morning run with a big smile as she saw the bulge pulsing, knowing it was protected from my hands with a lock which only she can open.
     
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    #280 borbulls1961, Aug 17, 2021
    Three weeks chaste I believe is a personal record.

    Not much intimacy, regretfully.

    The device seems to work except that I could slip out the back.
     
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    #281 borbulls1961, Aug 21, 2021
    Early morning she decided it was time for piv.
    25 days chasted.
    A big glob bubbled out of the cock initially, but then it stayed hard for the following half hour before cumming.:)
    Not yet re locked.
    Feeling lot less needy, and not really focussed on my good wife.
     
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    #282 Queens servant73, Aug 22, 2021
    I’ve found that re-locking (after a wash) right away has helped me get back into the right mindset even after a full orgasm. But I’ve also been working on trying to keep the submissive mental state as we’ve progressed with more regular lockup’s.
    Also mixing in some spankings a day or two after getting to cum helps get the mind right too lol
     
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    #283 NZSenator, Aug 23, 2021
    I had real difficulty getting back to submissive / horny headspace after my 5 week lock up, but you have to get back to it, the sooner you do the quicker your mindset will change.
     
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    #284 ChasteCel, Aug 23, 2021
    Same here, I usually fall back into the horniness very quickly if I'm locked up shortly after cumming once (without the chance to cum again - a second orgasm tends to fully reset the clock).
     
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    #285 borbulls1961, Aug 24, 2021
    4th day after piv release, and I have finally locked back up and asked Madame Vanilla to delete my access to the keybox.
    Horniness on the increase. Already my wife and her body invading my thoughts.
     
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    #286 borbulls1961, Aug 25, 2021
    Suckling, stroking, steel in her thigh, but nowhere near her snatch. Half an hour. Delightful. Made the steel messy.
     
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    #287 borbulls1961, Aug 26, 2021
    On to day 6 since cumming.
    Madame Vanilla is feeling off her salts, and that dampens my horniness.
    I think Im getting used to tying my wish to cum to her moods.
    The other day it was truly her decision to have piv and my cumming was her decision.
    The weirdest thing is that I have less interest in porn, it almost doesnt do much for me.
    I think Ill go sniff a panty from the laundry basket as Im still feeling frustration.
     
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    #288 borbulls1961, Aug 27, 2021
    Nice snuggly early morning with Madame Vanilla having slept well.
    Made the tip of the steel all messy with precum. And the delightful pain of the strangulated balls as I licked her skin.

    I havent masturbated for over a month, just once a cum deep inside Madame last saturday when she decided on piv.

    I feel pretty good about getting that nasty filthy wasteful habit under control. I wish I could get Madame Vanilla more excited by this change in my behaviour.
     
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    #289 borbulls1961, Aug 27, 2021
    My good wife reminded me that she dislikes the device, her objection today was about injuries if I fell while biking...

    But she has her key hidden and the other in a transparent bluetooth lockbox that sits on our bedroom dresser, and she has just deleted my access to the lockbox.

    I did tell her that it was devilishly efficient at avoiding my masturbation habit.
     
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    #290 borbulls1961, Aug 28, 2021
    She drew me in for snuggling this morning. I almost came in the cage, left a mess on her thigh.
    She controls where my hands can go.
    Got a finger down her pubes for a minute then she got up and so I licked my finger.
     
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    #291 borbulls1961, Aug 28, 2021
    I have cum only once in the last month...and that was deep inside Madame Vanilla.
    And I so want to fuck her that I do anything she tells me to.

    Now Ive tried to explain this change in me to her, and so she said this morning that since I was supposedly more attentive then this was my list of chores for today.

    This small steel device is changing the course of our marriage.

    I haven't wanted to fuck her this much for a long long time.
     
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    #292 Guest 6019, Aug 28, 2021
    Focus on the chores
     
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    #293 NZSenator, Aug 28, 2021
    The list of chores is a solid move in the right direction. Your focus is about your penis and lack of releases, her needs are clearly different. Focus on those
     
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    #294 borbulls1961, Aug 29, 2021
    Thanks guys for the encouragements.
    There is no doubt that the more I do as Im told the more she tells me what she wants.
    Though shes not comfortable "leading", she is naturally bossy. Probably like many women, she believes she knows best for the family.
    But weve had 14 years together with me the boss man, in work and at home. So shes not used to this change of me pandering to HER wishes.

    Now for the last year we have had piv only on HER decision, maybe 8 or 9 times. Before we d have sex more as a negotiation which had gotten to zero cos we couldnt be bothered to negotiate.

    And when Im locked she now knows that I need to cuddle and snuggle and touch and kiss her every morning and feels good for her. I crave her pussy but she is very sparing of it.

    She still dislikes the device...
     
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    #295 borbulls1961, Aug 29, 2021
    Its been unseasonably cold last few days over here...and we sleep naked so she pulls me towards her early morning and I run my hands over her cool buttock skin all goosebumps.

    And shes ok to feel my entire body spoon her and warm her even with my steel squished into her butt and thighs, pulsing but secure.

    Oh, and a week since piv, and only one release for over a month Im back to a desperate horny mess.

    And now the long term device situation is pretty much sorted, and Madame Vanilla may not use her keys until Christmas....
     
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    #296 borbulls1961, Aug 29, 2021
    Oh geez I want to fuck my wife.
     
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    #297 borbulls1961, Aug 30, 2021
    She drew me in towards her when she woke and fully stretched out against me and the pulsing steel for a quarter of an hour letting me caress her back and bottom and thighs with one hand and her squeezing my other hand, and my mouth in her neck....and not forgetting her very wild summer bush.
    This summer has gone from bald to bush.
    She allowed me to suckle a breast and her nipple perked.
    No snatch action though.

    Guess what, I still really want to fuck her.

    Every morning she tanks me up with desire for her knowing that I cant release and its going to burn all day.

    Im going to see if I can give her pussy a kiss when she takes her shower.
     
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    #298 borbulls1961, Aug 30, 2021
    Darn it...the bush is so wild I couldnt find the lips with my mouth...but I gave her pussy kisses anyway:kiss:
     
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    #299 borbulls1961, Aug 31, 2021
    Day 11 since last release & piv.
    Ive been feeling a little achy and sniffly (my young daughter has a cold...), so I slept in pjs and no cuddling...

    Madame Vanilla is in back to school mode, a little prickly.

    This morning I saw from afar a random lady outside in tight shorts and long legs, and my balls tingled. I didnt tell Madame ofcourse, but in any case she has the keys.

    I would like her to say the actual words: HUSBAND I FORBID YOU TO MASTURBATE. YOU WILL CUM ONLY WHEN I WANT.
     
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    #300 borbulls1961, Sep 2, 2021
    Day 13....and 38 days with just one piv release...and that's the real story! Never have I only cum once in 38 days.

    Early morning I fooled around with my pinky through the peehole and a glob sort of rolled out and messed up the cage and balls.
    I was worried I had "masturbated" but it wasnt that much and had zero effect on my horniness.

    But it did make me sleepy so it must have relieved my prostate.
    I doubt Madame Vanilla will ever accept to milk me.

    I fingered her nipples as she got out of bed and my balls are all red from the struggle with the steel ring.
     
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