Devanillaing her

I have promised to be more attentive than ever before...oh boy its actually harder work than I thought! I just keep volunteering to do things and she keeps telling me HOW to do them.

Beginning to realize that she could keep me busy 24/7...but I keep kissing her and touching her during the day and complimenting her.

While she had her after lunch coffee on the kitchen bar stool I stood behind her and pushed my hands down the neck of her tank top and caressed her nipples and tongued her earlobes...without too much resistance...I think she does like the attention.

The cock throbs in her presence. My cock tells me to get back close to her as soon as we are apart.

 

Unexpectedly she decided on PIV last night in bed. She gave me the key and I unlocked the beast who did a fine job on demand. Though once again it was painful for her. And she removed the cock before it gushed.
We may be getting to a no more inside future.
Requires discussion.

Havent locked up yet as I want to give it a thorough wash...then she s leaving after lunch for a movie with our 13yo so Ill give her back the key before she goes.

 

All done, washed, locked, loading, key gone with my reticent wife.
I'm feeling relieved that here she has taken the key for a second time. She gave me a list of chores to do while she's out without even thinking. She is quite naturally dominant and I still think that if and when she bites the bullet I'll be truly screwed. Yum.

So I only cummed once last night...quite a long messy one, but not enough to drain me down. Not feeling much sub drop. I'm feeling horny already and cant stop thinking about Madame Vanilla naked and wet on top of me and fucking me.

 

Been 2 days since I cummed. Said I wouldn't count the days. That I wasn’t suffering from sub drop or rather cum drop!
Not quite true. I do feel Im not concentrating on my Lady at the moment and that's no good because she might think that she's not getting anything out of the keyholding.

I was out biking this am and slightly gawking at all the ladies in skimpy clothes due to the heatwave.

I gawked full on my Lady when I got back...now she's out and I have the image of her in her underwear standing on the staircase above me talking to me about I cant remember except for her thighs...and now my balls are tingling and Id like to cum.

 

3 days and I realise how inattentive I have been since I came...almost telling Madame to shut up and listen to me yesterday when discussing holiday plans.
But to be fair yesterday was heatwave day and we were all suffering, and my horniness was zero.
We slept apart, me on the sofa downstairs where its cooler. Didnt make any attempt to masturbate.
I did have some curious thoughts of being sexually violent with Madame.

I sent a text to Madame this morning thanking her for holding my key despite her reticence, thanking her for my cum, and telling her how much I have thought of her and love her.

 

Those unusual thoughts of violence were like...pounding Madame's vagina as hard as I could despite the pain and slapping her face while she had tears rolling from her eyes before she burst uncontrollably into a cum...

I dont know how that fits in with chastity.

 

Just got home from some errands. Madame Vanilla is out. I'd normally check out some porn and rub one out.
But I can't.
Instead Im thinking of my wife's pussy.

 

Groped my good lady in bed early morning..she let me have a little then said she wanted to sleep more and pushed me away. Sort of passive T&D?

 

My lady was a sleepy head early morning...I fantasized over some past GFs as I lay awake beside her...my cock slightly pushing the cage...I even had a short sexualised dream of some woman dancing naked infront of me with a book held in her crotch...??!
Then my lady moved and let me snuggle my steel in her thigh, stroke her butt and brush her pubes with my pinkie and suckle on her tit. But here my cock pulsed so strong like it could bend that steel cage...and I felt my sperm surge towards the base of my urethra and then...she pulled away, got up and out for her day.

My cock and balls recentered on the one woman who can/could relieve me, with some tears dripping from the cock head. Passive T&D?

 

I am unsure...but last night I did not feel in the zone with my wife! We watched her show sitting apart and I couldn't keep my eyes open never mind feeling any horniness. And I haven't been very helpful, just getting on with my stuff and letting her do her stuff (chores).
Sometimes Id like her to TELL me that Im locked for a reason and a very good reason and that relief will only come to good boys.

 

She just left for the morning and pecked me a kiss...I felt like lifting her skirt swooping my hand down to her crotch and poking my finger deep into her and lifting her onto tiptoes...

I gave her a peck too.

 

She pulled me over to her as we got into bed and despite having been down for a couple of days she got me back up in a brush of my nipples with her fingers.

She got drippy wet as I fingered her and suckled her tits and felt my steel throbbing in her thigh....and said she should get the key...I kept up gentle finger fucking and then she rolled back and said she was tired and good night.

My penis tried to bend the steel bars of the cage. My nipples were like raw raspberry nerve endings. My fingers were covered in Madame's juices. My heart was pulsing hard.

GOOD NIGHT? YIKES!

 

Yesterday was busy...Madame Vanilla started early by claiming that by impeding erections the cage would lead to occasional incontinence...I can see she's still looking for any reason to claim the cage is bad for me.
I don't get it as for the last couple weeks Ive been so attentive and loving. Shes just got to see the difference in my attitude?
Anyway I left her a 'loveletter' on her pillow explaining once again how the cage impacts my mental attitude and gives me focus on her.
I explained that I didn’t NEED to come, ever, and we should focus on her and her body. I suggested that it would be nice to release me on our three celebration days every year...and more if SHE desired.

She has not commented...except to remark this lunchtime when I made a gaff about her cooking that I should be a lot more careful from now on, with a twinkle in her eye.

 

Madame Vanilla had me unlock for a couple of weeks of family vacation/road trip. When she gave me the key she'd tied a little ribbon to it.
I didn't masturbate.
No sex either, which is sad. I havent felt horny. I get a little anxious on road trips...I do all the planning and driving and budgeting...hoping the family is happy with the outcome.
Been back for a couple days but still no horniness. But find home more relaxing after the trip.
Locked myself up and tied the ribbon on the key to her PJ shoulder strap when she was out this morning. Hoping she'll take it away.

So why is it that Im already thinking about my wife and her lovely body?

 

Key has gone.
My cock is locked.
My mind is focussed on my woman.
Madame Vanilla let me stroke her nipples when she awoke.
My balls are sizzling, once again.

 

The hardest effort for the male in chastity is LISTENING to what our keyholder has to say. And understanding the subtelty of the female mind. Then getting on and doing what she says ofcourse is what we males like to do anyway.
I realise how inattentive I must be when unlocked.

I've only been locked for 24hrs and am feeling my balls bubbling everytime Im near her.

 

Hmmm...like there's something tingling and hissing inside the sack...and it feels like there's something wriggling its way up through the base of the urethra...like bubbles, cos there's only air and some clear droplets at tip of the cage..
Does that make sense?

 

I don't know quite what's going on with Madame Vanilla. The more I listen the more she won't stop talking. I promised not to masturbate AND to be more attentive if she'd hold the key.

So now I listen and listen and listen. And Madame won't stop talking. This is quite a lot of work to listen as I also stare at her perkys poking underneath her tank top.
And I try to keep listening as I imagine I'm licking the inside of her thighs as she's in her short shorts.

Last night I kissed her good night and told her she smelled nice. She said thank you!
I snuggled her this morning, stroking her breasts and nipples and licking and kissing and sucking on her armpits.

 

Oh forgot to mention an odd comment she made last night...she said it would "soon be August 15th...you know our celebration day!"

Then I remembered that in my last love note pleading her to keep the key I explained that a man didn't NEED to come ever, just had an ever increasing wish to come! I had suggested that she only release me on our celebration days!
The day we met on July 15th, the day we fucked on August 15th, the day we were married on May 30th.

So I have hope! Of course I have no clue if she's serious, cos August 15th to May 30th sounds impossible!

 

I noticed a stray panty on the floor of the shower room and consequently sniffed the gusset.
Its quite strange, there was only a very very slight odor, I kept sniffing more of it and breathed in through the cloth and out through my mouth. Unexpectedly my cock went painfully hard in the steel. Then a few minutes later when I was helping her in the kitchen I felt semen globs dribbling out of the head into my shorts, leaving a wet patch.
I depend on her smell.

 

She awoke feeling a little cold so drew me in to cuddle.

About half an hour stroking her beautiful body, pushing my pulsing steel into her, tweeking her nipples, suckling on them, licking her pits, then she said "Enough" and got up and out leaving my cock fighting the steel, strangulating my balls, and dribbling.

The point is that I cant get my wife's body off my mind for the rest of the day. Well ofcourse thats what she wants, right?

 

I just want to come inside my wife.

And after that I 'd like to come a second time, until I have that slightly tight vacuum empty feeling in my balls.

As if the horniness isn't enough, the fact that I have no clue when that's going to happen or even IF my Madame Vanilla will feel like releasing me anytime soon keeps my mind scrambled.

To take the pressure off her I told her that no man NEEDS to come, that my semen self-regulates and she should not worry about denying me for as long as she wants. Corect thing to say, right?

 

I came deep inside Madame Vanilla last night.

As if she'd been reading this...we lay in bed late and I fondled her and she pulled me in and I used my hand inside her...then she said she needed the key (which was in her bedside drawer) and unlocked me.

The cock was instantly hard and with the help of some lube she fitted it inside her and started fucking my brains out until I grunted and she sqealed and pumped the seed out of me and into her.

First time successful PIV this year I believe. My last cum was almost 4 weeks ago. This felt truly like a connection.

The more she decides when I come the more empowered she becomes. She only does Piv on top.

But she mentioned it hurt a little...she is tight and I am girthy.

So I almost masturbated during the night...I could feel there was a second load awaiting to be pumped.

All showered and locked now, and she has taken the key.

I do love her natural dominance.