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    Stick a pillow on that and everything will be sweet :)

    Thanks for the pic MB

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    madamsboy Looking for a special female

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    I use a folded towel. It looks totally normal in a bathroom
     
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    Hi all

    Nothing much to repoet today, think im having one of those tough days in chastity. I think i just need to get the first week out of the way and settle down into chastity a bit more.

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    Well i cant belive its already been a week!! Not long a know but its flown by.
    The past two nights have been full of sleep which is good, Must be settling back down in to my natural locked up state.
    3 weeks left if im a good sissy.

    After buying my new thigh highs this week i found myself back on the same website looking at a few things and ended up buying this

    http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=13910

    I cant stop myself at the moment and cant wait to try it on, maybe i will finally treat myself to a pair of heels for xmas :)

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    Goddess Jen Expert in tease and denial

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    :manga_champers: on making it threw the 1st week!!!
     
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    Mistress Watchful Dont believe the hype ;oP

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    Amber, that is SUPERcute!

    I think lovehoney is a great site. :jumping0046:
     
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    Thanks Mistress Watchful

    Me to, i've ordered a few things off there now, slowly building up my sissy wardrobe . I just hope i've ordered the right size.

    And Thank you Goddess Jen:happy0158:

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    After waking up this morning, i realised that one of my balls had sneakinly snuck back through the back ring of my device and made a run for freedom!
    As this has never happened to me before, i was wondering if anyone had any advice for pushing the culprit back behind bars as my chastity is done by distance and my Lady is not here to unlock me so i can sort out the problem.

    Thanks

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    PROBLEM SOLVED :jumping0046:

    After getting into the shower and using lots and lots of soap i have managed to push my escaped ball back through.
    I cant say it was easy, it took alot of patience and alot of pain, it felt like id been kicked in the balls several times by a high heeled Mistress!!

    Sore balls for the rest of the evening

    Amber
     
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    Goddess Jen Expert in tease and denial

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    You poor thing! Amber, can I ask what you do if you ever have an emergency of some kind? Since your lady has the key, do you have access to a spare just in case?
     
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    No Goddess Jen, My Lady has all the keys as it would be to tempting to get release if i had a key, she says if there's a real emergency i'll find a way of out of it.

    Harsh but fair

    Its strange to say, but im glad my device is fully secured again.

    Amber
     
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    Well, technically you could get out in a real emergency. Let's just cross our fingers that it never comes to that.
     
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    Yeah fingers crossed :)

    Good thing i've got Goddess's looking out for me on here, thank you :love0028:

    On a differnt note, as i've been thriving with my new sissy name and buying a few things this week, like my new stockings and my soon to be delivered basque and petticoat. I think i've found my first pair of heels

    http://www.alternative-footwear.co.uk/contents/en-uk/p1599.html

    I thought a pair of mary janes would suit a sissy like me :)

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    I've been thinking over the past couple of days, how great it would be to have a 24/7 relationship with a keyholder. Even though im locked up by my Lady, its only a online relationship and intereaction is not daily. Im happy that i've got somesort of keyholder who had been pushing me further into chastity and introduced me to my femme side. But im finding that i want more from this lifestyle and like most chaste males i seek more attention when locked. I love reading Journals from all the great goddess/pet couple's on here and get very envious of what they've got and would love to have a little of what they've got.
    Sorry if i've rabbled on but i find it easier to write it down on here and get it out of my system.

    Amber
     
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    RubberDuckDK Mistress slave

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    Amber: Don't be sorry. Its your journal and you decide what to write. And I see your point about a 24/7 relationship. Im living with my mistress and being close to each other makes it all a lot more intense.

    But remember: Be careful what you wish for. -You'll might get it and when you do, you didn't know that that was exactly what you wished for :)
     
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    Thanks for the support and understanding, Hopefully i will love what i wish for if i get it :)

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    Awwww...sweetie. Don't worry about it so much. You're going to find a lady who will treat you exactly as you deserve. A woman who will cherish such a loving partner. You'll find her...I promise. Oh, and BTW....those heels are friggin fantastic!!!! :manga_blowkiss:
     
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    chastityslavejohn Mistress Irianna's pet

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    yes, i have had a ball escape. i just pushed it back, rather painfully. the next time i was released i used a smaller spacer...problem solved.
     
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    Thanks Goddess Jen,
    I hope your right :)
    Im glad you like those heels think i might get them this week as a early xmas present to myself to cheer myself up :jumping0046:

    John

    Think i will have to try a smaller spacer next time im released and see how it goes, Im glad to see my balls dont hurt anymore after squeezing it back through:anim_19:

    Thanks again for the support i got during my hard weekend, it was pretty quiet so i had alot of time to think which got me thinking of what i really want and what i dont have. But you cant rush these things and you normally get what you want when your not expecting it.

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    Happy Happy Happy Today :jumping0045:

    I got home to find my new basque and petticoat had arrived :)
    So of course i went and got a shower after a hard days work and jumped straight into my new outfit :jumping0046:
    My does it feel good to wear, i think i need to pull the strings in a bit on the basque, but that could wait. I just wanted to take some pictures and post them on my favourite site :happy0007:
    Wish i could unjoint my arm so i could take a picture of the back, but theres is a link to the site where i got it from in this thread if your interested.
    Need to find a way of taking better pictures, so hard to do on your own.

    Im still straining in my cage now im that happy with the way i look wearing it.

    Hope your all well

    Amber:jumping0044:
     
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    just wanted to give posting a pic on my thread a go, hope you enjoy

    [​IMG]

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    Another day in chastity and i think im totally broken in, Accepted again that this is my natural state and its up to my Lady if i get release.
    Loved wearing my new sissy clothes all last night , felt weird but right wearing a petticoat, and the feeling of the basque was ace, Loved the slightly more female shape it gave to my body.
    Hopefully my 1st pair of heels will be here by weekend so i can have a sissy weekend to myself :)

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    Nothing to report at the moment really, Just enjoying being in chastity and enjoying wearing my new outfit :)
    Just waiting on my new heels that will hopefully come tomorrow :)

    realised as well i should stop tormenting myself with watching porn, i feel like im going to explode!!

    Amber
     
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    Honey, when will you learn? :mad0025: I expect pics of the heels!!
     
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    Hopefully soon Goddess Jen, Im hoping for release for xmas so i can have some fun, So im also hoping my Lady doesnt decide to add any time to my set 4 weeks. Im going to have to be a good little sissy :)

    As sooon as i have my heels i'll take some pics and post them on here and let you know straight away Goddess :innocent0003:

    Amber
     
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