PouchPantyLover
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PouchPantyLover

Well-Known Member, Male, from Hawaii

Had an orgasm and I'm deeply confused and conflicted. Hit the restart button. May 26, 2018

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    1. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Had an orgasm and I'm deeply confused and conflicted. Hit the restart button.
      Rectrix likes this.
      1. Rectrix
        Rectrix
        Obviously she's very happy with you. Way to go! Day 1 sucks though, the prolactin drop.
        May 26, 2018
    2. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Approaching 4 months since last PIV orgasm. Getting squirrely. She is saying I've still got a long way to go...
      1. Rectrix
        Rectrix
        Embrace it. Understanding and accepting that you are not like other men, and that you still worship and serve her is the path to complete submission. It's in these 'what have I done' moments that we find our challenges and accept ourselves.
        May 26, 2018
      2. harddenial
        harddenial
        It could indeed be a long way. Like change months to years (my case). Tongue only. Penis can stay locked.
        May 26, 2018
    3. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Still in limbo
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    4. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Feeling restless as New Years approaches. Would like to start year strong, but have big trip coming up. Maybe I'll start my year Jan 20.
    5. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Sorer than I've ever been. Hopefully wiser too. Thank you my lovely wife/KH/Mistress for your power and wisdom.
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      2. Mash2214
        Mash2214
        You bum is bruised as is mine. I haven't thought of being naughty yet.
        Dec 16, 2017
      3. PouchPantyLover
        PouchPantyLover
        My sin is that I edge myself with the wand. She used to tolerate it because she doesn't like doing tease and denial stuff. She's decided that even though I don't orgasm it is jacking off which is disrespectful to her. Hard habit to break.
        Dec 17, 2017
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      4. Rectrix
        Rectrix
        She's correct about the cheating part. I've done the same thing -- she keeps her wand next to her side of the bed, and I've touched it in the past when making the bed. I've made a real effort to not do that, and have been good for several months now. I saw a great picture on Tumblr once of how a woman had put a chastity cage padlock in the electrical plug-in prong of her Wand!
        May 17, 2018
    6. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Punishment day tomorrow and I'm at 55 strokes. Not as bad as a couple of weeks ago, but not good either.
      nonerect and ChastityBryce like this.
      1. ChastityBryce
        ChastityBryce
        I would love to hear more about how your punishment system works?
        Dec 14, 2017
      2. PouchPantyLover
        PouchPantyLover
        I keep a list for my wife/KH/Mistress that I submit to her each Thursday. We have a set number of strokes for standard things such as not doing an assigned chore. She also adds things at will if she wants to provide a correction.
        Dec 14, 2017
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      3. PouchPantyLover
        PouchPantyLover
        I have a thread titled punishment spanking in the pedestal section of the mansion if you want to read more about it.
        Dec 14, 2017
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    7. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Hope for the best, plan for the worst. If I disappear, it's been a pleasure being part of this community.
    8. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Finally back in proper mind frame after November orgasms and unlock time.
    9. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Must have done something right, she let me out to shave last night. A tiny sore spot, so still out and feeling weird about peeing standing
    10. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      16 days locked without a shave. Getting super itchy. I think she is making me wait because she knows how uncomfortable it is.
      1. ineverknew
        ineverknew
        thats the worst. I feel for ya lol
        Dec 10, 2017
    11. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Really struggling despite great efforts by my KH. Need to get over the hump.
    12. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Back from vacation and several orgasms. Feeling too male to do my duties.
    13. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Punishment day today. Accrued only 45 strokes, a new low. She made each one count though. Thank you to my lovely wife and KH.
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      1. Mash2214
        Mash2214
        45 that count can be a lot worse than 100 that are easy strokes.
        Nov 10, 2017
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    14. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Past the bump in the road, settling down and happy with life.
    15. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      On shaky ground. Things becoming normal and the abnormality was part of what made it fun. Hoping this is a bump in the road, not a wall...
    16. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Have a good weekend everyone
    17. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Punishment day tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it. This new number of strokes system is harsh. I thought I was doing OK....
      Ms Monicas sweet boy likes this.
      1. Ms Monicas sweet boy
        Ms Monicas sweet boy
        How was it for You? It is good to have limits expanded so that you never stop learning to Serve better. I am not physically with my Goddess yet. I know I have met my match, and know my life is changing for the better.. :)
        Oct 28, 2017
      2. PouchPantyLover
        PouchPantyLover
        My last punishment was pretty harsh at 65 strokes, which is the most ever for me. It wasn't as bad as the prior week though because she broke her spoon on me and she isn't as confidant or effective with other implements.
        Oct 30, 2017
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    18. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Tough schedule this week for wife/KH, not expecting much attention. Will focus on trying to help and make her life easier.
    19. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Ouch and thank you.
    20. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Punishment day tomorrow. It seems so exciting when it's far away, but the closer it gets the more nervous I become.
      sissybitch likes this.
    21. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Getting unlocked for a few hours to go sailing. Pretty confident I can keep my hands to myself on a boat load of people.
    22. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Made it through and locked again. Happy to be home and in my place.
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      1. sissybitch
        sissybitch
        Kudos !
        Oct 9, 2017
    23. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Have to thank my Mistress for taking steps before I got on the plan to help me stay on the path. 2 days in and holding steady.
      sissybitch likes this.
    24. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Nervous as hell about this trip. Me, a hotel room and an un-caged penis.
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      1. sissybitch
        sissybitch
        embrace this as a test of your strength and loyalty to your wife , resist temptation and return with your loyalty and her trust in you unbroken , way better long term than a few moments or brief pleasure , orgasms last minutes , loyalty and trust can last a lifetime
        Sep 30, 2017
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      2. PouchPantyLover
        PouchPantyLover
        Thanks SB, I appreciate the advice and the challenge. My problem is I draw my submissive strength from my wife's dominance. She really hasn't been "helpful" over the last few days. I know I could do better if it mattered to her more.
        Oct 1, 2017
    25. PouchPantyLover
      PouchPantyLover
      Messed up my back. Still locked, but all other FLR activities on hold for the time being.
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Hawaii
    My key is held by:
    Wife/Mistress
    Your chastity role:
    • Submissive
    • Sissy
    • Slave
    Chastity devices:
    Jailbird
    Chastity resume:
    Started in February 2016

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    Riding the roller-coaster called chastity
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