nikkel

I have been having an on /off relationship with my Queen for over 7 years. I have periods where I loose the desire to serve her , but always come crawling back .
I'm back now , and caged, and felt her cable whip yesterday. This is where I belong .
Each time I return to her she takes me to knew depths of humiliation ,an submission.

Now 2021 ,3 years later , I have just once again been locked in my jailbird cage . after about a year free . I want the security of knowing my Queen owns me .
Up date .. it's now Feb.2023, my Queen told me she had no more use for me last October. I felt lost, but Met a Lady who uses me as errand boy, she isn't cruel like my Queen was ,but I'm not feeling lost now.
My Doc told me the reason I have periods of a loss of interest in serving my Queen, is I'm probably bi-polar .He asked me a bunch of questions and said he's pretty sure . In Alberta ,the doc has to send me to see a shrink before prescribing . Then my moods will be all on one level.. I don't want that ,my highs are to good to lose and just be blah from now on.. Another up date
September 10/2023. I met a submissive woman 6 months ago. Since then I've never been happier . What started off with me using her as a slut and having others fuck her and treat her like dirt ,has developed into my love for her . No longer do I treat her with disrespect ,and only those giving her a good time are allowed to have sex sessions with her ( which she loves ) . We are very open to one another ,and my love of my life recently has become a switch ,and loves domming me .Her favorite is fucking me with her strap-on, I love it too. My Baby loves to whip and restrain me , I love it too. We are both full on switches ,and are so happy experimenting wuith new kinks .