We made it 92 days, shattering our old record of 39, plus with only a few times let out to groom. I sit here conflicted though. My Mistress (@Destiny103181) has given me the pin code for my lockbox and has said I have earned my freedom, yet I sit here, still locked and staring at the key. Is it because 3+ months have made me forget what it is like to be free?? I have become used to it and I love how much fun she has locking me up. Oh well, if she wants freedom for me, freedom it shall be. I wonder if next lock up will be more than 92?? Stay tuned
I get the "second thoughts" when the chance finally comes but I say enjoy it (your freedom). It was a gift from her.
Well, I suppose that there must be some sense of accomplishment, and to break that streak now would feel like accepting defeat. I don't know, this does pose a good question. Why do people feel like they shouldn't unlock after an extended period even when given the opportunity?
I have these feelings too but try to focus on simply doing what my Keyholder Wife wants me to do. For instance, my longest period between climaxes is 98 days. At that point, i was mentally ready to break the century mark, but She stayed playing and gave me the green light and i did. There was certainly a bit of a letdown in not achieving this milestone, but that's the point, right? "It's not about me", @MistressAMA says frequently. This usually means She gets to climax, not me, but sometimes it flips. I suggest you relax and enjoy the ride! asa
You could always take advantage of the opportunity and when finished lock back up and try to break 100 days next. Just think of all the “fun” she’ll have watching you go through all the stages of denial again.
She (@Destiny103181) decides on duration, I decide when to lock back up, right now I am enjoying my freedom. She will be in charge again, just not sure when.
That's a pretty common feeling once you start locking up for longer than a week or two at a time. After a few months, it becomes like wearing clothes; it's just part of what you are. it can be almost scary to think about being unlocked. Suddenly, you think you will be expected to perform like a man, when you've been conditioning yourself for months to accept that you can't. But, just remember the whole point is to experience the satisfaction of having pleased and obeyed your mistress/goddess/KH/wife/whatever you refer to her as, so unlock and make the best of it! Let her tell you what to do next and don't plan ahead. The deep gratification that comes from knowing you don't have a choice in the matter anymore will be worth it.
It would most definitely be different if we were together in person.....I don't know to be honest, my cock is pretty sore, never even came close to 92 days before this, so I will see how I feel when everything is good downstairs.
We have a very unique dynamic, like everyone. It works for us and is fun for both of us, locked and unlocked.