Hi, everyone. I’ve been a lurker here, and on many other chastity and femdom forums, for a decade or more. I finally found the strength to leave a very long term unhealthy marriage last year, and have been in the process of discovering and exploring who I am, my desires, and my needs. I have been locking myself up since 2000 when I bought one of the first CB-2000 devices. I am also exploring my feminine aspects, and have joy and gratitude at how supportive most of the people in my life have been in that area. It’s amazing what is happening now with 3d printing. I decided to treat myself to a Cherry Keeper Total Touch Stop Stub after debating with myself for quite a while. It arrived yesterday, and I can’t believe how well designed it is (other than it’s a damn mess to urinate because I have a PA hole. I’ve tried with and without the ring in). It is so small and light, and it allows me to hide my package better than any other device that I’ve tried. It is soooo frustratingly short! I love it! If I can deal with the hygine issue, this could be my daily driver. I do hope to create relationship(s) that allow me to meet my needs around teasing, denial, chastity, and service. In the meantime, I am really enjoying playing with myself (so to speak). I didn’t make it all the way through Locktober, though! Maybe I need to find a keyholder! I’m really looking forward to being part of a supportive community. Daniel
I know, right? I feel like I could open, or at least contribute to, a museum some day with my collection from over the years!