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    #1 Heather blue, Jun 29, 2019
    Ok so this is day 48 in my current lockup. My tasks for today were icyhot on my balls, 2 hours locked in my KH's collar, edging and hours locked in a bondage chain.
     
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    #2 Heather blue, Jul 1, 2019
    Day 49 (and 50 kind of) I drew all my greens and got unlocked, my next entry here will be day 1 on a new lock.
     
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    #3 Bear20, Jul 1, 2019
    Thank God, my KH has not introduced me to icyhot...
     
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    #4 Skinky, Jul 1, 2019
    I have a pretty high pain tolerance but my mistress purchased some icy hot advanced (extra strength). First couple minutes aren't bad but it starts to feel like a blowtorch.

    She put a nice glob on my taint and rubbed it in as punishment for me playing with my cage.

    I don't play with my cage anymore.
     
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    #5 Heather blue, Jul 2, 2019
    Ho my Skinky i have not been asked to do that yet.
     
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    #6 Heather blue, Jul 5, 2019
    I know it's been a few days but I am currently unlocked so my updates maybe few and far between. I have been enjoying my time outside of a cage. Knowing that my next lock is going to be a minimum of two months.
     
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    #7 Heather blue, Jul 15, 2019
    Hello everyone I'm locked back up for an undetermined amount of time but I hope to make it past my 2 month record, while getting some training in. I'll be self locked this time around so I will do my best to log my progress day by day here.
     
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    #8 Heather blue, Jul 18, 2019
    So I've gotten to day three of my lock up with training, I'm currently focusing on training my holes to be of the greatest use (oral being my weak point). I have plugged for an hour everyday after work and have practiced sucking and deepthroating today. The oral practice made me leak a lot more than I had anticipated tho I don't see that as a bad thing. I have also made sure to wear panties everyday as to reinforce femininity as a secondary part of my training.
     
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    #9 Mash2214, Jul 18, 2019
    It is effective at stopping us from playing with their property.
     
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    #10 Heather blue, Jul 19, 2019
    Indeed it is I definitely don't like Icy Hot myself.
     
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    #11 Heather blue, Jul 19, 2019
    Update on lock, I have had a hell of a day today so I sadly will not be doing any training today but I have every intention to double up on training tomorrow.
     
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    #12 Heather blue, Oct 7, 2019
    I had to take a break from chastity for a while my job just got to draining physically and mentally. I intend to get back into it now tho.
     
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    #13 LesterBallard, Oct 7, 2019
    good luck
     
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    #14 Heather blue, Oct 9, 2019
    Thank you darling ;)
     
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    #15 Heather blue, Oct 9, 2019
    So I got back into some anal training today thanks to my new Bad Dragon (Sleipnir in large) I think I will be spending some time over the weekend trying to re-engineer my training regiment and or looking for help with that.
     
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    #16 MistressS, Oct 9, 2019

    That is great dear. If I were closer I'd gladly help you. You do look fantastic too. My best wishes on your training and being locked. MistressS

    Do post more photos I love to see how you are progressing
     
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    #17 Heather blue, Oct 10, 2019
    Thank you Ma'am I hope to get a few more pics before the year is up though I will also be better about keeping this thread up to date to.
     
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    #18 Heather blue, Oct 11, 2019
    I'm starting to wonder how many other people get hard when impaling themselves on a massive toy? Also where is a good place to ask for someone to help me with some slut training? I've got my new toy in halfway through Sleipnir is very very big so it's not surprising that I need more practice with him.
     
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    #19 MistressS, Oct 11, 2019

    If you are just starting off, it may not be such a good idea to use such a massive toy. One should start off slowly allowing your muscles to adjust to such an intrusion. Also use plenty of lube on both your male vagina and they toy. Slow but surely take your time, eventually you will be able to accept the toy. Good luck in your slut training
     
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    #20 Heather blue, Oct 11, 2019
    Understood Ma'm although I did not start with Sleipnir I have spent a few years working up to toys like him, I do thank you for your advice and concern Ma'am. There are plenty of sissies that end up doing them selfs harm by not working up slowly enough and the Dominants such as yourself and those like you help keep such things from happening :D
     
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    #21 Sissy-CJ, Oct 11, 2019
    Hi Heather

    I love reading your thread, you look great in your profile picture (look forward to seeing more pictures in the future). I agree with my @MistressS, don’t go in too big too quickly as it’s very easy to damage yourself. Certainly MistressS makes sure I take my time and wear a wide plug for a while before I’m allowed to take my dildo in my Boi pussy, that said I hope I can take something as large as your toys in the future, but I’ve got a while to go before by Boi pussy is wide enough to do that.

    Do you wear a plug before trying to take sleipnir ? If so how long and how big is it?
    Mind you I know the feeling of being filled by a big cock is very satisfying, I know when I’m riding mine it blows my mind (though I’m not sure if that’s increased because of my labia (as MistressS calls them) making it more intense, I know I rush my warm up lol.

    Picture included as MistressS likes me to show of my lady bits.
     

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    #22 Heather blue, Oct 11, 2019
    I have several plugs that I use as well as several other toys to keep me ready for insertion. My largest plug is a glass plug the width of a soda can at its widest point. I tend to start out with Cole (the black and purple toy in the pic) if i'm still in practice and I go two toys down if it's been a while.
     
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    #23 Sissy-CJ, Oct 11, 2019
    How long do you stay plugged? Do you wear them for long periods?
    Sorry for asking but I’m curious (hence the name) and I’d love to work up to something larger in the future.
     
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    #24 Heather blue, Oct 11, 2019
    I don't go for longer then two hours plugged before swapping and cleaning.
     
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    #25 Sissy-CJ, Oct 11, 2019
    Thank you
     
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