New Journey

I know I am a flawed person. I am not the smart. I am weak. But one of my strengths is knowing who to follow. On November 1, 2022 I was lucky to have met @Madam Darling. A couple of years ago, I met @Mistressmandi812. Both women are extraordinary. Smart, driven and stunningly beautiful. They are natural dominants who know how to get what they want. I am a natural submissive that needs work. I am their bootslave. Their doormat. I am locked in a CBMini Me. And since I met them , my balls have ached.

This is the start of a long journal. I hope the reader sees a transformation in me. I will be a better man - more considerate, obedient and attentive. I am in the right place at the right time.

 

I am falling short and falling behind. I need the shave my balls and my legs, and by a dog collar with a tag indicating I am owned by @Madam Darling and @Mistressmandi812.

I have not given up. I will meet their demands. I will impress them.

 

I shaved my balls. I’ve uploaded the morning photo. @Mistressmandi812 and @Madam Darling check on me constantly (it seems). They monitor my activities and require that I report to them periodically (they pick the time) throughout they day.

this is a fantasy becoming reality. The old saying comes to mind ‘careful what you wish for…it might come true’.

This is tough. A lot tougher than I thought. But I want to become the man I think I can be. I now know that these two women are the only ones who can get me there. I am very thankful and appreciative. I am lucky.

 

I made it another day serving @Mistressmandi812 and @Madam Darling My balls are very sore. My CB Mini me is tested constantly. Thinking about them. Looking at their photos. Fantasizing about them. And the usual night erections
I got a collar and tag, but I made a mistake on the tag. I’m getting that corrected today. My avatar has been approved by Goddess Mandi and by Lucy.

I hope I make it another day.

 

It’s 2 am and my dick hurts so bad. I want out of this cage. I dream of @Mistressmandi812 and @Madam Darling All night. In th day, They give me commands constantly. When I sleep, they stay in my head. I wake with my cage pulling at my. They are so beautiful.

 

I need to find a way to milk myself. I can’t have nights like that anymore.

 

Gallbladder surgery has put a Kabash on things this week.

 

It’s been a while. Serving Mistress Mandi and Madam Darling was nice. Exceptional and honest woman. But online was tough for me. I need to be at the woman I worships heel. And that was not possible.

I’ve got a nice thing brewing now, but will wait a bit to post. Right now, I’m trying to figure out how to creat a photo page and post my dog tag pic there. It was a nice memory and enjoyed wearing the collar. But that’s in the past.

 

Things are going well. Evolving naturally - not forced - with Goddess.

I’m wearing 6000s again. For comfort. I liked the mini me when I first put it on. But after a few hours and attempted erections, pinching sets in. Pailful and not in an erotic way. So I put the 6000s on. Much more comfortable and love sleeping in it - i wake 7 or 8 times per might. But that’s my own dam fault. Erections

The 6000s is bigger. I don’t like that too much. I think it can be noticed, but that may just be self conscious. I just ordered Mr Stubbs. Small them 6000s but bigger than mini me. Hopefully, no pinching. Also ordered points of intrigue.

at any rate, when I get the correct cage, Goddess will be holding both keys

 

Mr Stubbs is on the way. Should be here soon. Look forward to trying it on. I had the 6000s on for 36 hours, which is a long time for me. No way I would have able to wear the mini that long.
Once I get Stubbs and if it feels as comfortable as 6000s, Seven will be notified.

 

Stubbs came in the mail today, and I have it on. So far it feels as comfortable as the 6000s. I also have the spikes of intrigue on. - mild. No issues so far. But we’ll see what the night brings.
If all goes well, I will mail the keys to Seven next week.

 

The spikes were painful. I had to take them off. I made the mistake of just before bed, looking at pictures of Seven and @Mistressmandi812. Both woman are extraordinarily beautiful. Attempted erections the next few hours made my dick painfully numb.

Seven wants me to wear the spikes. I’ll need to figure out how to without that kind of pain. I’ll need to get my mind around this.

 

Spikes have been off for a couple of days. Going to put them back on today. If I can goa few days, then the next step.

my chastity relationship with Seven is completely voluntary - on my part and her part. My discomfort due erections is assumed. But she does not want me to be in pain from pinching, sores, etc. to help with sores, she recommended almond oil, which I apply everyday and seems to work. She does want me to try a little harder with the spikes.

 

So far so good

 

I’ve got to stop looking at @Mistressmandi812 photos

 

Thanks! I was very lucky to have served them.

Goddess Seven is also remarkable.

 

Spikes don’t work long term. They’ll just have to be for a few hours at at a time at Sevens wish

I’ve licked Sevens Boots - the ones on my profile page. She is an incredible woman. I am very thankful to have met her and to be in her good graces.

 

Goddess Seven has my keys. I will see her in a couple of weeks.

no spikes, unless she puts them on me when I see her. Spikes are more for sedentary days. They are good for training my mind to think about something other than women. Also good to get housework done - active body keeps the mind on task. But wearing them is a pain if I try jogging, walking a lot etc.

At any rate I’m glad to have the cage on and the keys in her hands.