New Gurl, new name and a full moon

This night we made love again! Only only only it was only the WIFE, the Matriarch that had her multiple orgasms. I get very hard when SHE is riding me, but I have difficulty to orgasm that way. Afterwards SHE insisted that I be locked again. SHE do that more and more.
Then we layed in each others arms and had a long girl-talk. Of course we talked about new clothes. Next the discussion was about how bad some expensive bras was constructed. Turns out I am more fortunate with bras than the WIFE. I think SHE is happy with her gurlfriend. Actually never seen her this happy and smiling. Sophia is certainly happy and relaxed. Only one small detail...

THIS GURL NEED A CUMMIE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow maybe?

(A big problem, one of these days I am afraid I will forget about the nightie and the stockings and what will the remaining teenager think???)

Today I bought four pairs of stayups. Femming?

:chores004:

Sophia

 

Revenge of the sissy!

Last weekend the Matriarch decided She wanted my cock inside Her, booth on saturday and sunday. Then followed a week of intense sexuality. I love the sensual feeling of female clothes, laying close to Her and take care of Her. When I am locked up I am a gurl and not allowed to cum. She loves to treat me like a little gurl and the chastity has become the symbol for the "gurl". It really turns Her on.
This saturday morning Sophia got her "revenge". The Matriarch get so carried away by the femming, the gurly clothes and Sophias helpfullnes that Sophia has quite a lot of freedom to be a naughty teaser herself. An evil thought crossed Sophias mind and suddenly the Matriarch had Her hands tied together with a belt secured around Her body. Sophia put her legs across the Matriarchs legs and was free to tease as she liked. Using my mouth and fingers on all the sensitive parts and spots, the Matriarch, unable to move, soon exploded and begged for mercy.
I have never seen Her like that. She usually wants more and more. Now it was all over within 15 minutes. SHE could not take any more! SHE was in heaven with a happy smile for the rest of the day.
Funny how Sophia, the gurl, is allowed to do things the husband could never do!

I now know that SHE really prefers me in gurly clothes and for sex that I am locked up. I think we are both exploring new sides in our lifes. SHE likes to be the "boss" much of the time. Not the hard "Domina" type of boss, but a soft kind of motherly boss. SHE even calls me from work calling me Sophia. "How is Sophia today?". "Are you locked up Sophia?".

Now I got some chores to do.... :chores004:

Sophia

 

My Wife think so......... It feels goooood! The hard days are when I can not be properly dressed.

sophia

 

Hello all!
Back again in chastity and femming. It been two quiet weeks with not much happening. Now the teenage son is away. The Wife immediately wanted Sophia to get dressed and put the cb6000 on. After i helped her to three orgasms she went to work for a couple of hours, leaving me here in a nightie, stockings and the cb6000 with orders to put the wig and lipstick on before she comes home. This is going to be a long night.

Sophia (gurl) :gen085:

 

Rachel, of course i LOVE IT!
I love it and it is at the same time very frustrating with the very maternal, sweet, soft, nice Wife who is very determined about my sexual release. :kissass::love0001:

 

I am sitting at my kitchen table. I wear trousers and a shirt since I followed my wife to her job. First time on a bicycle for many years, and the CB6k works fine. I am also wearing panties and a bra underneath. I like it, it feels good.
I dont think we can have sex anymore without me being dressed as a girl.
And she get turned on by having me locked up. So, I will probably be wearing some kind of chastity device most of the time for the rest of my life? She also likes to see me in very frilly, feminine clothes. So I will get more and more frills to wear. And more wigs. How I wish I was 20!

This is more about HER journey than mine.

I always thought it was very difficult for a man to admit that he wants to be a girl (gurl) and that he also is submissive. Not very manly behaviour.

I now understand that being born as a woman it can be even more difficult to be:
A: Dominant.
B: Want to treat your husband/boyfriend as a gurl.
C: Enjoy having husband/boyfriend in chastity.
D: Other kinky desires....

Since SHE took ownership of my clit and make ALL sexual decisions something very unexpected has happened.

During our first years together she was almost paralyzed when we had sex. We had intercourse maybe once a week or twice a month. She opened her legs so I could do what I needed to do. Also, it was like she was afraid having sex and also afraid of touching my body. In short, sexlife was terrible.

When I am dressed like a gurl and locked up it is a completely different story....!!!!

The question to women and men of all sexes: Is it more difficult for a woman to admit being dominant than for a man to be submissive?

It is just me understanding nothing! I am happy. SHE is happy and that makes me more happy.
(Still, it makes me wonder why on earth she didn't tell me a long time ago?)

 

That is not a secret! And, yes, I suspect She wants sophia more often than she tells me!

Thank you, Miss D, for your answer. The reason I started thinking about this is that in our relation it seems like I am the one being able to talk about feelings and sexual desires. My wife, for some unknown reason, has big difficulties talking about this. She really likes our new "lifestyle" and has become much much more happy and confident and is the one who initiates sex and is on top, so to speak. I love it. No problems with that.
She has never been exactly unhappy before. Now it seems that she is just much more in harmony with life.

I just think that she always had these desires but keept it secret, deep inside. Why? I don't know. That made me think that maybe it is not so easy for all women to "come out" with their true self.

Could be that explanation. You are probably right (again) Miss D!

Thank you!

 

The great misunderstanding

Life interferes in different ways. Last month or more has been too much of "life".
Everything from friends who divorce and drinks too much to toothache. And anything in between. If one adds daily work to this mixture of life...

Two days ago i was all dressed up and had the cb on when i went to bed.
(The night before i was also locked and we had great sex)
My wife then said something like: "I'm not in the mood". I took that personally and thought she rejected me and my crossdressing. (It turned out that she thought i was tired. Women! Why do they speak in riddles?) I got a bit angry, She responded with silence and it got worse from there. I was really angry now and spent the next evening out drinking beer (just like a man). I was not answering Her phone calls with the motivation: "If she don't speak to me, why should i speak to her?"

Do you see the magnitude of stupid quarrel here?

This evening She was out with friends having dinner. No phone calls.
When She came home both of us was part angry and part regretful, but the misunderstandings started soon again.
Later, in bed, we lay like two dark clouds with a distance to each other. The same lack of communication. More quarrel: "Who is wrong, me or you? Not me, you are". etc. etc. She becomes like a mussel again and i get frustrated.
I went up for a beer and a cigarette. Came back to bed and starts to say: "I like to be a gurl during the night". I feel Her pussy with my hand and She says: "What are you doing? Why don't you put some nice clothes on?"
I do as She says, just a short neglige and no cb. Now we are both very horny and She tells me She wants much more of "sophia" and much less of the stupid angry man. She is so wet now and have an orgasm in no time.
During sex we have a much better conversation. She really wants me to be Her gurl and of course i have the same opinion. She wants me inside Her and after a long good ride with Her on top, as always, we both reach that paradise.

How could i know she wanted more of her gurl? This gurl obviously needs training in female intuition, or rather "gurl intuition".

Bye
sophia (stupid gurl)

 

Miss D, I would love to have the courage to do that...
Thank you very much Miss D, i love your comments, you are my femming-guru!

It is a tough life doing rebellion. I slept 12 hours after this intensive night.
Obviously pretending to be a male badly affects the nervous system and leads to exhaustion.

Mistress/Wife is happy again and so am i. :love0001:

 

A little update.
Now locked and secure again. What can a sissy gurl do?
Wifes happy and a little evil smile when she left for work makes me a little nervous. This night, when making love she said she wanted me locked every day from now on. I wonder if She means EVERY day?
She does not love the grumpy old man, he is no good, but She loves her sissy gurl very much, She told me. The gurl is much nicer and better in every way!
My Wife/Mistress loves to have her gurl in very feminine clothes. Pink short nighties and pink bras is a favourite.
I am as horny as a gurl can be right now. Helping my Mistress in various ways this night. She really enjoys the soft ultra-feminine gurl close to her. I have to suck her nipples, tease her clitoris and carefully find her g-spot inside. She grabs my nipples, hard some times, teases my locked up gurl-clit. When She can take no more we cuddle softly and that makes me even more horny. Her softness is like a weapon and I feel like a very little gurl with Her big soft breast pressed against my face. I am totally defensless. She is like a big Mother taking care of her baby gurl. Mother knows best!

Little did I know 2 years ago... Sissified, gurlified and locked up!
I guess it's going to be this way now, Mother wants no trouble.
I'm happy, but desperate, with a little healthy feeling of not knowing.....

sophia :butterfly:

 

What a lot of philosophical questions here!

Quick reply to make it even more confusing....
My Lady looks very sweet and soft, no one can guess from her appearance her sexual dominance. I think we men often look in the wrong direction when we try to find sexually dominant women. Even more strange, we lived together for seven years without knowing each others secret desires. Stupid. Must have been me?

I am the one in our relation with a big heavy load of "enlightened" western culture that has thaught me that everything that is fun, especially if sex is involved, is filled with feelings of guilt and shame. My wife is from an east asian country.

I mean that both western men and women are victims of a culture that is hostile to us as humans.

Crossdressing
SHE: "I like it, you look much better"
Me: "I like it, but but but..... isn't it weird, unnatural ????"

Chastity:
SHE: "Good! It is my cock now, I like it. Let's have fun"
Me: "I get very horny..." and then my stupid inner voice comes with objections like, "is this normal, really?"

I blame it all on our culture. I think we had more fun sex in the medievel times!

 

I know, I have been a target for our cultural propaganda and brainwashing for 50+ years!

By the way, i am locked up and the Lady is smiling...