New Gurl, new name and a full moon

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    I completely agree. Thank you for sharing, and good luck with everything. It is important to get whatever help and support you need to make the right decisions for you.
     
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    Take care Sophia, it will all work out in the end.
     
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    Take your time Sophia. Trying to find just where you fit on that scale of crossdresser to TG is difficult, believe me i know. Then there are all the societal pressures and the whole not being excepted thing. i go through it alot as you know. If you ever need to just vent send me a private email. That is the least i can do for you in return for you letting me do the same awhile back. i wish you all the best and hope it all turns out good for you on whatever path you choose.

    Rachel
     
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    Thank you again, you are the best! :love0028:
    Rachel, maybe i do just that!

    Sophia
     
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    Just a little update.

    My Wife decided a time ago that it was better that i was locked all days.
    The extra "emergency" key She had in an envelope in a drawer by Her bed is now gone. I don't know where of course.
    Before She sometimes careless left Her key at home, now that never happens.
    She has also started to warn me that i need to behave, not talk back and not to raise my voice to Her.
    She looks very happy and satisfied! Always a big smile on Her face.
    Since i only lasted about 10 minutes last time we had intercourse She took the decision that it was not so important for me to get an orgasm since it was so short and quick anyway.
    I wonder what will happen next?

    To all men out there complaining that you have a "vanilla" wife or girlfriend, be a little carefull! Your life may never be the same... :chores004:

    sophia
     
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    Ten minutes? Are you sure sophia? That seems like a rather long time for a gurl to last. Perhaps the ten minutes includes nine and a half minutes of being perfectly still? LOL

    I don't think anyone would call ten minutes a "hair trigger" but maybe a longer period of chastity will help with that - apparently your Wife thinks so. I have heard of cases where some gurls can't even get unfastened before they have a little accident - just the act of unlocking is all it takes...

    The fact that you now know the spare key is missing implies that you were looking for it sophia. Why were you doing that sophia? Isn't it amazing that a little piece of metal, like a key, can be the focus of so much attention?

    What you need to do is to apply that same level of focus to your femming and be a good gurl, sophia. Maybe if you do that, your Wife will show some mercy and let sophia have a little relief on occasion. Don't you think that is a good idea? Besides - you were always meant to be a gurl anyway.
     
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    i am lock all the time one i orgasm to fast
    second wife feels that im wider and harder erections when she wants it
    and like the attention that she gets and the amount of sperm also increase

    yes i would like her to be little more then that but im happy this way

    tom
     
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    Our wives get all the pleasure when they take advantage of our kinks.
    Happy wife = submissive husband :bondage:
     
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    yes that is just the way it is
    that is what i wanted and that is what i got

    to bad i can not get her into anything more then just keeping me lock up not alot just litting things here there would be nice
     
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    Miss D!
    Why are you always teasing like that? For the ten minutes, actually i thought i did a very good fucking job. She was on top as always and i was really desperate to cum. And now suddenly i have two Women (You and my Wife) diminishing my very best efforts! Why are you putting more stones on the already weak and fragile shoulders of us gurls?

    Regarding the spare key i just happened to accidentally open the drawer and by coincidence notice that the sealed envelope that was hidden under some boxes was missing. Pure coincidence as you see!

    And for the "little piece of metal", all i can say is that my Wife find this particular "piece of metal" very attractive. She will not let go of it! But She enjoys showing it to me and giving hints like "do this", "do that", "don't speak to me in that way". She is also quite attracted to that other "piece of metal" that is locked on me. Every now and then checking it.
    Now this makes me think of that first metal part being inserted into the second part.... making me think of ....... something being inserted... (I'm starting to see symbols in everything.)

    I have absolutely no problems with the femming. It is the daily un-femming i don't like so much! The nasty procedure of putting on trousers.
    And this chastity-thing! It drives me crazy sometimes..... Several times a day!

    Now i need to do some things i promised that "lockmaster" or "gatekeeper" of this house if i want that "little relief on occasion". And i will try to be that gurl i always was meant to be. I have no options really. Regarding the femming my Wife has no doubts, She want a gurl (not that boring, grumpy old man that used to live here).

    sophia
     
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    Constant teasing and denial. I did get a release last night and was locked up again. What i understand is that my dear Wife really likes the femming. I can't figure out what She likes best, the femming or the chastity?
    I give Her orgasms every night and She teases me. Right now i would like to go and find some tools to remove that stupid chastity device... How on earth could i get this idea of letting Her own my male parts?
    She has also got a new attitude and gives me orders. That also makes my penis TRY to grow hard. Sorry, Her penis, i mean.
    When She gives orders it is with some kind of natural authority. She does not even expect that i protest.

    Long ago i had this fantasy of being a sexslave to a woman....
    I can imagine my life when the teenager has left the house. Or can i?
     
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    you will adjust to it dont worry.look you got out last night for sex you came its been 4 weeks since i was unlock.
    yes we decide to give up our penis and cum for our wifes for one reason or another.me well it was to much porn,masterbating,chatting with lets say young women,not paying much attention to wife and not enough sperm for her.
    i been in chasity for 7 years and so use to it now dont even know its on me till i get hard or pee which i do standing up and sitting down.

    yes panties i wear do house chores wash dusting cleaning
    the only thing my wife that i dont think is told anyone about my cb at first embarassmennt but some say after her gf or who ever knows its nothing

    lucky your teenager does not know you are lock in one thought he or she would know by now lol
    when they leave for college im sure its panties time for you and showing off enjoy it you may get more sex then with out it
     
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    sophia - - - you already know this - your chastity aids your femming. And there is no doubt, you need to be kept femmed - therefore, get used to the chastity. As I have said before, when you accept that you are a gurl and stop pretending to be male - this will all get so much easier for you. You've probably already noticed that pretending to be male is getting harder and harder for you. Just give into it sweety and accept that you are gurl now...
     
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    I give up!

    Miss D!
    Do you have telepathic contact with my Wife?
    Both of you are always saying the same thing at the same time. Strange?

    I hereby declare that i give up! I am a gurl! I will stop pretending to be male.
    Can you please use your gift of clairvoyance and telepathy and ask my Wife to unlock me, please?
    (it would feel nice to put on a sweet summerdress, i know what she likes, and take care of my wife when she comes home from work.... unfortunately we are not alone.)

    sophia
     
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    tj,
    i have no prblem with the femming. I have slept in sweet nighties for four months now,every night, choosen and bought by my wife.
    I don't know if my wife told anyone about the cb. I have my susoicions sometimes. The girls at her job is always very nice to me...???
    I know they talk a lot about sex.
     
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    And that is your reward. Being turned on by your wife is a wonderful reward. If it takes being given orders to be that way, be grateful she will take the time and make the effort!

    ok - a little strong - sorry! :) For me, being assigned chores and tasks and told what to do is a HUGE turn on, and feeling this way is addicting! I understand being released would diminish the effect, so I accept that I need to be locked up to be able to feel this way. When I am doing the chores, I am turned on. Odd? Yes! Does it work for me? Yes!

    js
     
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    JS i know just what you mean. Strange turn of events and funny how the mind works.

    Rachel
     
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    sophia - would it bother you if your Wife did tell her friends at work about your condition? Would it be humiliating for them to know that you sleep in a pretty nighty every night? Or that you are kept chaste until She decides you are ready? I wouldn't worry too much about it - it's perfectly acceptable behavior for a sissy - nobody would be very surprised about it. Besides, you are happy being Her gurl - aren't you?
     
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    Long time, no posts.
    First my Wife got ill, then i had a journey, then i got ill. And the weeks passes by without chastity... or much sex.

    Well, everything is back to normal. She has a good sexlife again and i am locked up. Seems neither of us can have a good life without this lifestyle of dominance and submission and denial for me!

    After this one month break the 4 days of being locked up is already giving me a feeling of desperation. And She is asleep after several orgasms. She is so easy to stimulate when i am locked up and "properly dressed". Frightening!
    I better go to sleep if She needs me tomorrow.

    Besides, She is the BOSS again, ordering me around and i am not in a good position to argue. She always carry the keys with Her.
    What i love/hate most is that She is such a nice, soft, kind personality and still very determined. This soft feminine touch, i am completely defensless.
    And She got big boobies! Guess i always had a weakness for boobies.

    Sophia (sexslave, desperate)
     
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    Sophia sorry to hear about you and your wife's illness. i am glad to hear you both are doing better now and that you are locked back up and your wife is back in control.

    Rachel
     
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    Well we certainly know how it goes with being ill. Glad to see you guys are feeling better. I can hardly imagine what it would be like to be in lockup after the time we have spent away from chastity. Especially seeing how the device was modified to be smaller than what I had it originally had. LOL

    Best of luck with your serving her. I am sure you are enjoying it and I bet She is enjoying it even more!!
     
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    Thank you Rachel and xcitex!
    Is that something i have missed?
    Funny. Last evening after shower i made a mistake and took a ring one size too small. Didn't notice that, just thought i was a bit aroused. Then i had to service my wife and dressed in a black skirt, kind of semi-transparent in several layers, a see-through top and fishnet stocking and a wig with long hair. I think i looked quite sexy and i must have done something right because my Wife got so excited i could hardly touch Her softly before She orgasmed. After a little rest i continued to stimulate Her with my fingers as softly and slowly as i could, two fingers inside and one outside and She exploded in some kind of long orgasms and begged me for mercy! She even continued a long time after i stopped touching Her. I admitt, i love to be just a little sadistic at moments like this. She ordered me to sleep in my outfit.
    During our love-session i didn't think of the small ring, it is normal to feel the tube is too short and a little pain when trying to get erection and find it impossible. So, after a while i sleept good.

    Now... because of the too small ring the "package" is closer to my body and the tube in practice shorter. The spacer is too short for this ring. I am very well confined in a space that is a little too small. Makes me get some kind of semi-erection all the time. I really need to get my Wifes dick a little relaxed so it can be softer and smaller. Seems almost impossible.
    She has gone to work of course. Can i stand this torture 6 more hours, in worst case 8 hours? Will a cold shower help? Ice cubes? Read the news?

    Is this what is awaiting you xcitex with your modified device?

    sophia
     
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    sophia is becoming quite the little feminine sex toy - good gurl! I think it's so nice when a gurl makes herself pretty for her Mistress. Now, if we can just keep you that way...
     
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    Miss D, i know you are right again. I like it!

    sophia
     
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    Miss D,

    How does a Mistress 'keep a gurl that way?"

    I know! Keep her needy (chaste :)

    Cindy
     
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