New Gurl, new name and a full moon

Talk about overthinking!

My wifes favourite is a home-made device. Just a clear plastic tube with a cutout for the base of the penis and secured by a chain and two padlocks. it is 3" wide and covers both the penis and the scrotum. I get a full erection but can't do anything with it. I am always very close to ejaculate even if I cant stimulate myself! More torture than the cb6000.
She loves it. I must satisfie Her and She gets multiple orgasms while I have a hard cock for 2-3 hours and can't go to the point of ejaculation, but always at the very edge. Very exhausting. And of course it is steaming hot inside that tube, wet from precum after a while.

sophia

 

Nothing much to say here....... It is that time, as it is every 28 days if i am right. 13 times a year.... I am just locked up and doing what i am supposed to. :manga_washup:

 

Wrong again!

When will I ever learn?

The Lady is asleep. My nipples are soar......... my cock is trying to calm down inside it's prison........
My Lady has just enjoyed another orgasm with my help. As a favour She used her nails on my nipples, "helping me", for about an hour and a half.
I am so grateful for Her help. If I wasn't locked, I would help myself to release right now!

Since our little quarrel last weeks things have changed. I am to sleep in nighties every night. I am locked every day with a few hours release in the evening, after a shower, to "get air" to Her cock. When I put the cb back She wants to see for herself that it is locked.

To anyone reading this, if you have a quarrel with your wife, DO NOT - I repeat - DO NOT call her "sexual idiot". That is a big mistake. It is an extremly stupid thing to do. She will not forget it and never in the history of mankind has a husband ever won a battle over his Wife. The male will have to pay for it! So, I am paying..............

The quarrel did brought us closer together. She got what she wanted all the time and we are both happy about it. But I know she has not forgotten. (gulp!)

sophia
(stupid gurl and sexual idiot)

 

Will probably haunt me for the rest of my life.... :smilies_xxx22::interrogation::spankwhip::anim_39:

 

What can i say?
We are on a new level in the game of femming and gurl orgasm control.
My Wife has bought makeup for me. I will see later this evening when she comes home, what se bought.

Does She have a secret plan? Maybe.
Now i only sleep in feminine nighties She chose for me.
I give Her sexual services when She needs them, both evenings and mornings before She leaves for work. And i, of course, is locked (HELP!)
I am so horny right now! And i can do absolutely nothing but wait.

sophia

 

First the nightly session with my Wife and then reading your post Miss D is almost to much for me. I agree with all that you say, it's just that i am in that slut delirium state. My fluids are at emergency levels, the leaves may break any minute now and the dribbling will change into an explosion. It will be very messy all around.

Chastity? I am unlocked "to get some air". Right now it's worse than being locked. Unlocked and teased while helping the Lady of the house to orgasms. Trying to sleep without thinking about sex... Just to be locked in the morning and my Wife takes the key with her. Of course cheating is impossible at this moment. It would ruin everything and be noticed. What have i got myself into?

My Wife? She loves it i can tell. All smiles and happy. The more She continues with my femming, the happier She gets.
Me? Sitting by the table, wearing a pink bra and breastforms, pink nightie. No makeup yet. I have never been so close to ejaculate just by sitting and thinking about what is to happen.

Back to bed!
sophia

 

Only the usual. Locked up, allowed one orgasm a week. :manga_cheer:
Last weeks since our quarrel :fighting0040: She is more determined than ever to keep control over Her property. Strange thing is, She demands more sex than ever before and She really enjoys it.

 

Hi tom,
No she is not pissed, we are best friends again. It just seems she took the oportunity to do what she likes and that is much more of femming. No humiliation involved, just me being the gurl and clothes of the more feminine kind (guess a lot of people consider that humiliating?). I am the happy victim.
I had no idea She wanted the crossdressing that much. Happy ending!

sophia

 

Thank you Xcitex

From what i read your relation is not so bad either. Sounds very healthy.

You better get used to it!

 

I find the female clothes more comfortable. Better cut and soft.
Now i find myself sleep much better in a soft nightdress. A nice warm feeling against my body. Her femming is working...

 

Miss D, we already had a look at corsets! I need to reduce my waist. :chores004:

 

Point of No return

Two weeks since i wrote anything.
What started as some fun with chastity now and then has now developed into a lifestyle. My Wife now expects me to be locked up. That is a major difference from playing some days or a week and then forget about it for some time until it starts over again. She is hooked.
Fantasy vs. reality? Do i like it? Ok, ok, ok. I do.
The last years has been revolutionary. A total reversal of sexlife and our roles.

Then there is the femming. She is dead serious about that. Yes, i like that to.
Seems my wardrobe is going to change. Not so many trousers left for me.
Where will it end? Actually, i hope it will not end. It feels so good. Will She let other people know? Is She telling her friends? I have no idea, i can only guess and i think some of them may know.

I have to admit, i am just a little bit nervous about the future. Or is it the expactations?

sophia

 

Agree! I'm a true follower of commandante "B". I have a feeling this town will be liberated area soon.

subcommandante s

 

Hi everyone!

I have not been posting much lately. I feel i owe this excellent forum an explanation.
This is the best forum i ever visited, with the nicest of people.

I feel i am now on another journey in life. This particular journey started a long time ago in childhood. I think you can guess... I tried to supress it for several years. Of course it didnt work. To me it is no longer a question of crossdressing, it is more than that.
The last months i have tried to live as far as possible as a female and i feel so much better than i cant remember. My wife actually likes me that way (lucky me).

Funny enough, i think that our chastity games has helped me in this process. Chastity is not only kinky, it has psychological benefits as well!

I am trying to find out where i belong on the scale from crossdresser to transsexual. Yes, i am a little afraid of the result. And, yes, i am seeing a psychologist. And, no, i am not making quick decisions.

A strange result since i accepted my feminine side is that all my fetishes disappeared.
Bye bye bondage, bye bye latex... I just have a nice warm feeling of love instead. Is that really normal? Only a year ago i could not have sex without at least thinking or fantasizing about dominance/submission in various ways. Now, i have turned completely vanilla? Help!
(Of course i would never say no to a bit kinky sex, but now it is for fun, earlier it was a necessity)

As a side note, i found that i was even driving faster on a race track when i started visualizing myself as sophia instead of my old agressive male ego.... Much more harmony and better lines through the corners with higher revs on the engine. Success! The gurl was faster in spite of bad tires than a whole bunch of ugly males with better cars! (Think it is time for another hobby...dont feel that need to prove anything anymore)

More serious, this has been a very exhausting time, the last months, with trying to puzzle my strange life together. It is very tiresome to realize that i have lived my life trying to be as reasonable as possible and the result is far from reasonable. In fact more like a disaster-area! So much for reason. Better to follow that inner feeling maybe, for once?

Thank you everybody!
See you later

sophia