Are you a submissive male that will never fuck anyone again?

In a way yes it is sad, but i dont see it as a horror story, it is as it is. I wouldnt change her or the life we have together, my only regret is that i would have prefered to become her eunuch 20 years to remove my desires and sexual fustrations. I researched and found it was virtually impossible in the UK, then when i asked her she said she didnt want this, she married a masculine dominant man and wanted me to remain one.

Quite how this sexually fits in with me being locked and semi feminized i dont know.,

 

This definitely describes me. I will never fuck anyone again. It's been years. I stay locked and only give pleasure with my mouth.

 

Yes! To anticipate the sacrifice... to recall the sacrifices already given. It is being a powerful journey for us, together 35 years. In fact I was coming to this site wanting to share something happening now.

I need to experience this before…
This is something I'd given up,
something I gave up needing.
And now that I am resigned,
it shows up in her slapping and joking
and paying attention.

I need to experience this before
I can say more