Agony in Exctasy...Life is sweet beneath the foot of heaven.

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    I am continuing my thread "a bit of dissapointment" here as that title no longer pertains to my situation. My wife over the years has tried to entertain my submissive fantasies. She will go through some of the motions but never seem to "get it" the way i do or to let herself go info to fully enjoy it. So it seemed was the case for awhile with our venture into chastity. On thursday i wasn't sure when i would be locked up again or if She even cared to lock me up again. By thursday night she had locked me up, saying "tomorrow i;ll let you out." Friday was a normal day, she then went out that evening and came home about 1 am. she had me touch and lick her then she let me out and said i want to fuck you. I fucked her until she came twice and then she pulled my cock out and started rubbing it. She said "i want you to jack off into my dirty panties." I couldn't believe my ears and was so turned on. She watched me intently as i did as she instructed. Afterwards she laid down with me and kissed me and told me she wanted me to put the CB back on! I would never had expected that. so i did and we cuddled all night. . . .

    Saturday morning. . .

    Mistress woke me up in the morning with the key in her hand. she said "i want to fuck you." So she unlocked me and told me to get to it. First of all, mornings make you more sensitive down there anyway and when i got that off, it felt like nothing else. I made love to mistress until she came and then she told me to stop and said she didn't feel like she could do it anymore and asked if i could put the cb back on. Wow! Again, i did not expect that. It took awhile but i got it back on and rubbed her back for awhile. She reached back and stroked my cb a few times while i did this, drving me crazy!

    Around 4:00 pm she came over and took my hand and led me to the bedroom again. she got naked and instructed me to lie next to her. she placed my hand between her legs and i rubbed her for awhile. Then she pulled my hand away and said "i want to do it myself, you watch." so i sat there fully clothed watching as she delicately rubbed her clit. She said "take off all your clothes now. I want you to lie here so i can watch it while it's locked and helpless and can't do anything." this was huge. she hasn't acknowledged the cb all that much and to watch her get turned on by my helpless penis was amazing. Then she said "I want your nose here" and touched right in between her pussy lips. "Don't lick!." so i placed my nose just at the crest of her beutiful pussy and smelled her while she made herself come. she laid there panting put her fingers in my mouth. "ok, now you can lick it all up for me." i eagerly licked and sucked every drop of her wetness while she moaned. It was so unbelievable. Then she rolled over and made out with me while she pulled and gripped my imprisoned member and testicles. "That's all for now, ok?" she said. I nodded. At night we cuddled on the couch again and she said she was too tired to have sex but i needed to stay locked up another day. I said ok nervously and tried to lay there and relax. The thought of not getting out and maybe not knowing when i would get out started to get to me. I would get these strange shivers and felt like i needed more air or something. I said "maybe we should just take it off to sleep." She shook her head no. I said "please, i dont know if i can do it, please will you take it off." I thought for sure she would but she laid there, eyes closed and shook her head no again. i kinda started to freak out a little and said, "please, please," kissing her and pleading. I'm pretty embarrassed by it. Didn't make me feel like much of a man to beg like a child. She opened her eyes and put her hand over my cb with her fingers slightly touching my balls. She had the sweetest, smallest smile and quietly said, "no, because you don't really want out." i replied "what". She said "Do you?" and i answered, "no." She kissed me, told me she loved me, and laid her head back down. I laid next to her, totally calm now. Totally content. I thanked her and began to tell her everything she is to me. I know she heard part of it but i'm not sure when she drifted off. It was perfect. SHE was perfect. Life is sweet beneath the foot of heaven.
     
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    Whew.....is it hot in here??? Sounds like you had a fantastic weekend!! I really wish your goddess was on here. Her and I sound like two pees in a pod. I'm so happy for you for finally getting what you've been wanting for so long. You two sound like you're on your way to a true adventure. *As the Aussie's say* Good on, mate!
     
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    Way to go! You are beautifully written! I got all worked up just reading your story! Sounds like you are a wonderful slave and she is a very lucky lady. I am very excited for you. I am a lucky Goddess as well. My slave loves me and is so good to me. I just need to learn how to be a really good Goddess and keep him locked up instead of letting him go. I know it's a selfish thing on my part. I'm working on it. :chores015:
     
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    good thing i am not locked up now because i am sooo hard after reading that. congratulations!
     
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    Im straining in my cage john!!
     
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    Me too! :confused0068:
     
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    Thank you Goddess' for your comments. I'm glad everyone enjoyed the account of our experience. Goddess Chris, do you find it taxing or difficult to keep your man locked? I realize that it is somewhat of a burden for you and i just wondered how it makes you feel. I know my wife has told me she likes this but doesn't want to keep me locked all the time. Although, i have been locked quite a bit lately. I guess i'm asking, what are the down sides to you of keeping your man locked? Also, if Goddess Jen has any input i would love to hear it. Thanks!

    To the guys: Sorry if the story made for an uncomfortable few minutes. It was physically painful for me to type it up, let me tell ya.
     
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    I am with you all the way mr as my keyholder is starting to act the same and i didnt think my balls could get this big thank god I have my tollyboy on enything else I could and would cut off I am that horney the only problem is I have to take the rest of the week off till my tolly fits properly as i cant work with it yet and she is going to london tomorow so I have the house to myself for a full day I rekon it will be spotless by the time she gets home
    by the way I am so horny reading your story more so than any porn on the net and trust me I have looked
     
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    To answer your question, LT....I don't keep pet locked up 24/7. I don't know if this is proper domme behavior, but I'm not one to follow the books anyway. I love my pets cock. I'm the domme that gives blow jobs, hand jobs, and likes to have gr8 hot uncontrollable sex with my pet. It's all about how I give it to him. I am in complete control when getting these things from my pet. I say how I want it. I tell him how fast or how slow to give it to me. When we're in the middle of a "session" I usually will have him unlocked. I don't like the feel of his cage in between my legs. I like *sorry if TMI* the feel of his hard cock rubbing on the inside of my thigh. THAT is what gets me hot. Knowing how much he wants me. He has no idea if I'm going to let him put that glorious tool anywhere, or I'm just going to use it for my own pleasure. I've actually had him put on a strap on and use it to have sex with me instead of him. Oooooo...that makes him N U T S!!!! Hehe. I say when and how he gets to use MY cock. While he's at work, he's locked up, while we're at home together doing vanilla things *child care, dinner, housework* he's locked. But, when it comes to playtime, I usually let the beast out of the cage. :happy0011: Hope that answers your question.
     
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    That was definitley not too much information. That seems to be my Wife's mentality as well. I think the last couple days she has gotten into watching me be turned on while locked but she loves my cock and loves to have sex with me. Dildos just dont really do it for her even if they are big. She says it needs to be alive. Normally when we start to play she unlocks me at the beginning of the session. I think she really loves to have me locked for the cuddling though. It keeps me under control so i dont try to start something.

    Also, having him use a strapon is amazing! that would drive me completely crazy. i dont even know if i could handle it.
     
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    "having him use a strapon is amazing! that would drive me completely crazy. i dont even know if i could handle it." Well, that's the point, sweetie :evilgrin0010: It is quite amusing to listen to him beg to f*ck me for real. I'm not really a dildo type a girl, either. I don't mind it for double penetration purposes, but I prefer the real deal. Let me know if you need anything else.
     
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    Well, my Goddess came home from the gym tonight. I had cleaned the house, scrubbed the bathroom, poured her favorite wine and had candles around a bathtub waiting for her. We had a good night with the kids and they went to bed fairly early. She wanted to cuddle on the couch naked. She asked me to fetch her key that she had taken off earlier to shower. I handed it to her and she put it around her neck. she pressed her body into my caged erection and kissed me, directing my hands across her body as she desired. I kissed her neck and rubbed between her legs as her ass teased my poor imprisoned penis. She grabbed my hands and held them back and down on the couch as she pressed her ass harder into me, moving in circles and driving me completely insane. She asked "do you think your man enough to fuck me?", to which i immediately responded "yes, Maam." She said, "well, alright then" and took her key off. She directed me up on my knees in front of her on the couch. She unlocked the padlock and slowly removed the device. My cock swelled almost immediately into a full erection. She teased me a bit longer, rubbing herself on me, until she finally said, "alright, I need to be fucked, so here's your chance." We slowly and rhythmically moved with each other, it felt like nothing ive experienced before. Not only did she cum quickly but it was definitely above her average on intensity. She said, "It's been so long since i've let you cum inside me. I want you to cum inside me now." Ok, so i'm pretty sure i could have had sex all night. It felt so amazing but my stamina just seemed crazy. Anyway, she was ordering me to finish at this point so i put my mind to getting it done. The orgasm was definitely worth the wait. Not to mention all the fun we had during that time. She fell asleep shortly after. Im unlocked now. Until today i have felt uneasy being unlocked. I wanted to go right back in. I can tell she needs a little break from it and i think it might be nice to have a couple days out. Although, I gave her one of the recommended books for keyholders today. So, depending on how quickly she reads that, i might be back in soon. She has just exceeded my expectations and I am so happy to be on the journey with the woman i love as she holds the key to my. . . everything.
     
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    sounds heaven locktite! you must be so so happy at the way things are turning out in your life, and your wife too is now getting the full attention that only a caged sub can give i am so envious of you both and hope that i might have even a small part of what you are experiencing soon.:anim_37:
     
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    excellent...very hot!!!
     
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    I just love hearing how naturally your goddess has assumed her new role. Like she was born to be a KH. Thanks for the update, sweetie!!
     
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    Just got a text from my wife while at work. "No trips for you to the bathroom today at work. I know what you do in there. I'll have to lock you up again if you can't behave yourself.!!"

    I guess that means no MORE trips to the bathroom? oops.
     
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    This sissy has to get her Mistress to read this. If not for the points i might have broke my 3k:sex020:
     
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    :penisdance:In response to your question, the answer is yes, I do have trouble keeping my slave locked up. Why? Because I prefer a real live cock most of the time to some fake piece of rubber. However, I will say that he ordered a surprise for me a few days ago. I call him Sam (named after Sam Elliot). I can almost hear the "Beef! It's what's for dinner" commercial playing in my head when "Sam" comes out of his hiding place in the toy box under the bed. Anyway, Sam is a strap-on vaculok type toy. We already had another one of those. I dubbed it "Brad" after Brad Pitt of course! :haha4: I had originally decided after playing with Brad a few times that I prefer the real thing. The strap on was cold and hard and didn't have much flexibility, so at times it was a bit unforgiving and painful. My pet tried submerging Brad in warm water to get rid of the chill and I have to say, it felt a bit more like the real thing except for the mammoth size! Teehee! Anyway, Sam is actually the one that made me rethink my position on dildos. (Sam a/k/a known by it's brand name, the Kong.) I have to say that while the length is a bit shorter than Brad's (Brad is 9 inches), Sam has so much girth! The senstation of Sam tearing through my tight pussy is exceptional! It feels awesome! I like Sam soooo well that I expect I will buy my pet his own "Sam" so he will see how it feels when I fuck him with my strap on. My pet was so excited watching Sam on Sunday morning that he came just from viewing the whole thing! I am thinking Sam may help me have the willpower to keep my sub locked up longer. I know that he is much more attentive and thoughtful after he is locked up. When I let him cum, I always feel a bit like I let him down when he is tired and unmotivated the day after. He agrees that he has no energy or motivation the day afterward.

    As for chastity being a bit of trouble, I agree that some work has to be put into it for it to be done properly. Occasionally I think, "Why must we go through this big production to get things done? I have gotten my work/chores, etc. done for years without my pussy being locked up." I also understand that men are made different than women and we have different chemicals controlling our urges so I don't think it's fair to try to clump men into the same mould as women fit into. Also, anything worth doing is worth doing right, and when I consider all the benefits that I actually reap from my pet being locked, I have decided it is worth it.

    I hope this addresses the questions you posed. I am enjoying this topic and curious to hear what everyone else has to say.

    Have a good evening!
    ~Goddess Chris~
     
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    Ok, first of all, that quote has me all hot and bothered now. I'm unlocked too so that's not good.

    Thank you for the info Goddess Chris. So far, i don't feel much of a letdown the following day from being allowed to cum as long as i am locked up again. But Mistress seems to keep me in for a few days, then lets me out for sex and doesn't put me back in for a few days. That's where i am right now and i feel uneasy, uncomfortable, and frustrated. Strange, you would think that's how i would feel locked up rather than unlocked. She told me last night she doesn't always want me locked because she likes it when i am dominant as well. Im not sure she really means that though. She doesn't want me to actually dominate her in any way and when i initiate sex it usually doesn't go super great. I've noticed that when i'm locked that she seems happier and i am totally content with whatever she wants or doesn't want. I think she is still struggling a bit with the notion that me being in chastity makes me less masculine. Funny because when i put on the CB i feel like superman.:character0028: When she says she wants me to be dominant, i think she just doesn't want to feel like i'm a wimp or girly. I don't know. She just read the introduction to "Male Chastity. . . A Guide for KEyholders" last night. Hopefully once she reads it all she will have a better grasp on how he feels about everything.

    Also, today is our 9 year anniversary so i wish i was wearing the cb. Need to get focused!
     
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    Goddess, I think you just made every male have a raging hard on in their cages. Poor things. :manga_devil: I just LURVE how you named your dildos!! Brad Pitt?! Too good. I don't know how good I'm doing on the Goddess thing...I've been so friggin horny lately, pet doesn't have to do anything to get release. I just want him all the time. He's not complaining, but I hope he's still getting as much enjoyment out of this as I am. Does that make sense? What do you think, LT? Do you think it's a problem when pet doesn't really have to do anything to get a release? Should I build him up, and tease him more? I'd really like to get your opinion on this. TIA! Oh, and :happy-anniversary-0 to you and your Goddess!!
     
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    It's an interesting dilemma. On the one hand, to be considerate to your partner's needs, you may want to deny him more. If he's into being teased and denied, you want to provide that, because you love him and want to please him. On the other hand, you're the goddess. If you want cock, you should get cock!

    I guess I'd say if you guys are moving toward a more D/s relationship, 24/7, then I would say use him however you want. If chastity is more of a game for the bedroom, then try to strike a balance that makes it exciting for him.

    Another few thoughts - just because you use his cock doesn't mean he has to cum. Also, a big old strapon may provide you all the feeling you need, without the bother of him climaxing before you're fully satisfied. Either of those may sate your need for cock, without allowing him climax. A win for both of you! :)

    Enjoy!
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    I would say that for me, i would like to be teased and denied more than I have been. If you just come in with the key and unlock me for sex, even if it's been a few days locked up, it's not as rewarding as being teased first. Being denied is one of the most exhilarating things about chastity i think. Actually, my wife unlocked me and then had me do things to her without me getting anything for awhile before she made me cum. That was really great because you get out and have an erection but she told me not to touch it and to do things to her first. Almost more frustrating than being in the cage. Also i wasn't sure if she would lock me up again before i got to cum. But as mike said, your the Goddess. We want you to call the shots no matter what that is. If you want the cock now, then that's what we want to give you. But i agree with Mike, tell him he can have sex with you but cannot cum. My Goddess has not done this with me yet and i would really like her to. Let him fuck you to your hearts content then lock him back up. In my opinion, That would be amazing! then tell him he did too good a job and you might not be able to let him cum for a long time so he'll keep it up. Then, if you want, let him cum the next day. He won't be expecting it at all. Man, i've got to get back into my cage soon. I have such a hard on right now. Maybe Goddess will give me a week of lockup for our anniversary. We'll see!
     
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    Thank u so much, and I'm sorry to hijack your thread, LT. I appreciate the input. I think I have been letting him off the hook way to easily...he's not complaining mind you, but I think I need to play the tease and deny game more often. And yeah....talking about this is just great, but damn...makes you want to get some, like NOW!!! Why does pet have to work 35 minutes from home??!!?? UGH!!
     
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    Glad to help. I hope he enjoys whatever devious denial games you decide to play with him. And of course, i hope you enjoy it as well. I'm sure you will. Be sure to let us know what happens. But seriously, if you tell him not to cum and set up some sort of extra denial punishment period if he does, i'm sure it will leave him shaking, begging you to let him please you any way he can.
     
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