Relocked mistress says permanently

Intrigued as to what the other punishments will be.....

I am not controlled yet in terms of Mrs Sen being a keyholder, but I am very much acting as if she is. I'm not sure I'd like to hear "no orgasms for at least 18 months", but she has given you some hope in that you can earn back her trust.

Exciting times ahead

 

Good luck

 

Sounds like you have a rough period to go through. It does serve as a good example to not break the trust your KH has in you. good luck.

 

12 weeks after being pierced you should be pretty stable health wise. I wouldn’t bother stretching to larger gauges if you’re going to stay in ball trap chastity.

2 gauge is large enough to use a Wildcat Tribal Dream ring. 2ga is the point of no return. It won’t likely heal up and close. You are permanently marked as hers now. And 6mm is the right thickness for more secure options:

1. We really like my Traume Aus Edelstahl 6mm locking “Piercing Ring Prison”. It’s securely keyed, and smooth all the way around without the need for Loctite.
https://www.traeume-aus-edelstahl.de/details.html?_filterartnr=pa002

2. Since we got that they also made “Piercing lockable CHASTITY”
https://www.traeume-aus-edelstahl.de/details.html?_filterartnr=pk001

I don’t like that it’s externally threaded as it’s easy to scratch up your piercing. But depending on how comfortable you are in the continuous ring and if the seam irritates as it rotates around and inside of you… this one might prevent that.

Honestly…. Stretching is just an excuse to have your dick touched and handled. I got addicted to stretching myself and made myself spill from the sensation going to 0 and 00 gauge.

Since you’re not hanging heavy Lori steel off your penis you don’t need 0 or 00 gauge at all. 2ga is handsome.

You are still focusing on your penis: whether it’s pain or pleasure. Doesn’t matter. You should focus on surrender. You’re wrapped up with the idea of enforcement and severe consequences. The RPA and stretching is all focused on your cock.

Sure your keyholder and you are probably having fun with the pain but your masturbation shows you’re obsessed with your penis.

You have been pierced.
You’re 3 months in.
You have a perfectly usable size.

Stretching further only adds risk. The jump from 2 to 0 and 0 to 00 is larger than the smaller gauges.

Aside:
I personally am revulsed by discussion of castration for personal reasons, and my wife and I agreed she doesn’t want me neutered. She wants complete control over my cock, and wants to keep me amorous and ardent.

I’ve read your past posts and didn’t fully realize what your headspace has been since last year.

Good luck to you both.

I won’t hound you and throw cold water on your posts. This might be my last word on this topic in response to your posts. Folks here seem to appreciate it. But I’m concerned your example is a extreme (8->2ga within 3 months, stretching at day 3) and I will advocate in separate threads for safe, sane and consensual behavior.

I’ve been in a similar headspace in the last. I needed to calm down to find real submission, acceptance and surrender. The constant intensity cannot last forever. I would focus on pleasing her in ways that don’t revolve around further body modification (including stretching). There’s many other things to play with.

Your penis is a small part of you.

 

@Darlydixon well you lucky really that you dint get paddle as well. but please i hope you not perminant cage cos then you cant clean proper really and cant tuck as well.

 

Fortunately my KH is into variety ... from cage to various locks & predicaments that are typically a few hours...then back into the cage with PA lock. It is totally impossible to get out without her keys or combination!

 

That seems really harsh...good luck my friend. Your PA allows many predicaments your mistress can utilize for creative punishments that I would love to see. My KH continues to find ways to punish me.

 

Wow I think I will remember the old saying. IF YOU PLAY YOU PAY. Darn if that didn't happen to you. Good luck and enjoy the lockup .

 

My lady chooses when I see her body and only so I massage her and to tease me that her nakedness doesn't stir my little pinke.

She continues her exercise training on me for her satisfaction not mine.

Continue to obey Mom otherwise you could extend your punishment which is already extensive.

 

You're going to be stylish Indeed.

 

Oh dear, that's a long while away

 

You can do it. Be careful not to get it extended any further.

 

Probably not to her! That might be the point.

 

I hope I am reading the tone of your posts wrong but I sense that you are feeling like she is not going to forgive you for 18 months either. That she will allow no intimacy and in a sense withhold her love till your punishment is up. Mind you the no orgasm for that period and increase in chores and increased control may be appropriate punishment but if she is also taking away all intimacy and is not willing to forgive I would see this as a red flag in the relationship that you need to discuss with her. I know my Missy often feels like she has to earn her mother’s love and because Missy loves her mother it gives her mother extreme power over her but I believe it has seriously damaged Missy and their relationship rather than helped it. Withholding love is not ever an acceptable punishment. Failure to forgive is a failure to love. If I am reading you right you need to talk to her and make her understand that forgiving you is not letting you off the hook. It is only reassuring you that she still loves you in spite of your moment of indiscretion. Just like when you punish a child you make certain that afterwards they understand they are still loved. It is the behavior that you are upset with that needs to be corrected.

As I say I hope I am reading more into your post than is there and I wish you the best in this difficult period.

 

I am glad to hear that. As long as she forgives you and shows you love and intimacy you can make it through the tough times no matter how difficult they may seem.