I'm going to get desperate soon!

I’ve been this way since puberty… It was never entirely within my control but I’m finding more ways to deal with it.

 

I just added 2 more days to my Key Fob timer, because my extended work schedule came out and I'm off on back to back days on Feb 24 & 25. That's pretty rare in my line of work, so I'm gonna do my best to hold out and fight off any unwanted orgasms until the 24th, giving me 2 days to physically recover from what will be my longest time yet.

Not gonna lie, I feel this gets tougher with each passing day... I'm literally shaking with frustration from the pent up horniness, but I really want to get a notch on my belt for going a full month.

 

Hard to say TBH (no pun intended)... Going from 3 weeks, down to 2 weeks on back to back sessions, then up to 5 weeks right after is pretty tough.

If I knew I wasn't gonna get out of the cage at a given time, then I'd say I would try to avoid begging since it won't do me any good anyway (unless she wants me to beg)... I understand that unplanned situations pop up (happens all the time in retail) But if she were intentionally breaking promises to unlock me just to be mean and intentionally make me suffer, that's where I'd draw the line.

 

I'm doing this for my own good and not someone else's pleasure. It's a little different for me.

 

I intend to... My plan is to have progressively longer sessions as the year goes by. Kinda like telling myself "Okay, I did a full month before so I can do it again." Then something like "Hey, I did full months and I turned out fine, so there's no reason I can't do 2 or 3 months." Something like that.

 

I should’ve posted this in my previous reply, but one reason I don’t wanna go too many months between orgasms is because I’m a tad concerned about possibly losing desire over time… I know alot of people would say that doesn’t happen to them, but everyone’s different and the only way to know for sure is to get to that point yourself and see from there. I also intend to explore this with myself.

Hopefully sometime this year, I can find a “sweet spot” between prolonged sessions and elevated desire. That’s why I say I’m “experimenting”, not submitting.

 

You high, dude?

 

How often do you get down times and how long do they usually last?

 

Sounds like it’s every other month and for several days to a week give or take.

 

How do you do that without an insertion?

 

I feel much better this morning... No, I didn't have an orgasm.

While I was at work yesterday, I felt like I really had to pee, but it felt "different", so I went to the rest room and pushed a bit and a glob of semen just oozed out... A couple hours later it happened again. Last night when I actually had to pee, it was very cloudy (almost milky) and I felt relieved immediately after. I slept like a baby and made up for the 2 previous nights I couldn't sleep.

I'm still horny AF, but don't feel like I'm gonna pop anymore. I guess we'll see how long that lasts.

 

I'm still horny AF, but overall it feels a bit more manageable. That's the real relief in this.

 

* nods *

 

I'm starting to think that maybe an entire month is a little too long for me...

I got dangerously close to involuntarily blowing my load before work this morning... I managed to fight it off, but barely, and I felt slightly nauseated for a while afterward. That doesn't sound like a good thing to me!