A New Chapter Unfolds

Three weeks down, we're on the final lap now.

Keeping hubby locked throughout the week and then rewarding him on Sunday has been a lot of fun, almost liberating. I guess I've never completely broken free from the guilt of not reciprocating. Even though hubby normally spends quite a few evenings locked, the first thing I often think after he's given me a wonderful orgasm is "did I unlock him yesterday?", and I make a conscious effort to not make him wait too many days in a row. I haven't worried about that at all during Locktober. We had a plan, and all I had to do was stick to it. Hubby seemed genuinely happy during those many locked evenings. I don't think I'd want to do this all the time, but a week without unlocks now and then could be interesting.

I gave hubby some bad news: no more unlocks for Locktober. Next Sunday is so close to the end of the month that he'll just have to wait the extra few days. I also told him that it's far too soon for a full orgasm, so we'll have to celebrate the end of Locktober with a ruined one. I doubt any of this was completely unexpected.

I paired this with some good news. First, I promised him something special for our anniversary, later this week. Second, I'm willing to back off of the "no orgasms until next year" idea. I still expect him to go three months in between full orgasms, but that puts his next one around the middle of December.

Actually that last bit was just a bluff. My goal is still to make him wait until January, but I think it will be so much more delicious if he asks for it. I just have to find the right temptation. I already have a few ideas, but for now I want to keep the focus on Locktober.

 

I think hubby's ideal is something like a month. For the first couple of weeks his desire for denial is stronger than his desire for an orgasm. But that starts to change and by the fourth week he truly wants to cum.

The problem, at least for hubby, is that I discovered how much I like three months. I know it's longer than he would prefer, but that's sort of the point. The real fun only starts when he's desperate, and it's a shame to throw all of that work away just when it was getting interesting.

 

Yes, he's being perfectly reasonable, and if our positions were reversed I wouldn't last a week.

But there is always some give and take in marriage. I expect him to wait three months instead of one, and in return I make those months very enjoyable for both of us. I've asked him several times if he'd rather go back to our pre-chastity routine, and he consistently says he's much happier with what we have now. I also think a part of him needs me to be strict and push him past his comfort zone.

 

Hubby and I had a wonderful anniversary yesterday. I'd normally describe our evening in detail, because I enjoy reliving such events. But I'm pressed for time today, so this will be brief. As tempted as I was to release hubby, I kept him locked - after all, it's still Locktober. Instead, I pegged him, and it was wonderful. Hubby said it was even better than being unlocked. We're both still walking on clouds today.

Hubby asked if I could peg him more often. Honestly, I'm not really sure why it's so infrequent. The experience is always very intimate and enjoyable, but somehow I forget about it as an option. Perhaps that's because it requires a little more preparation and is harder to do on the spur of the moment. Regardless, I think I'll grant hubby's wish once, or maybe twice, before Locktober ends.

 

Hubby thanked me numerous times today for pegging him on our anniversary. I agree it was quite wonderful, but I'm still a little surprised by his level of enthusiasm. I told him he could earn another pegging by spending a day as my servant, attending to my every need. Actually, he does a pretty good job of that on normal days, but I made a few additional rules:

* He will address me as Mistress Pamela
* Unless ordered otherwise, he must remain at my side, ready to serve me
* He should anticipate my needs: if I have to ask, then he's already made a mistake
* At home, he cannot wear any clothes
* If we leave the house, he must wear a butt plug

I expected that we'd try this on Saturday or Sunday, but he immediately arranged to take Friday off work. So I guess we're doing it tomorrow! I'm curious how well he'll do anticipating what I want. I don't think I'm all that predictable, but he also knows me very, very well.

 

I think is was a combination of several things: anticipation throughout the day, many weeks without any release, and knowing that his cock was absolutely not going to be involved in any way. He enjoyed the pegging far more than usual, and I took my time making it last as long as possible. He didn't cum, though I think he did get as close to an anal orgasm as he is able to.

Oh, what a wonderful idea. I'll see how today goes, and if I enjoy it I'll tell hubby his reward is two more days!

 

Hubby is off to a good start as my servant for the day. I woke to a breakfast of French Toast and fresh fruit, served to me in bed. Hubby helped me with my bath, as usual, then gave me an incredibly relaxing full body massage followed by the most wonderful orgasm. Honestly, every day should start this way. He's remained naked, as ordered, and hovers nearby to fetch me anything I desire. At the moment, he's at my feet putting the finishing touches on my pedicure. After that, he said something about taking me shopping. That should be fun!

He's only lost a few points so far. Once, for leaving the room without permission, and then a couple times where he failed to address me properly. If he keeps this up for the rest of the day, he'll certainly have earned a reward. However, I really like the idea of extending his servitude through the entire weekend, so maybe the reward will have to wait. Decisions, decisions.