Chasity Diary

This is my second day in Chasity and I've been using a website that generates a wheel for daily tasks. I have so Far completed my daily task and I'm writing in this journal to cement and archive it. still getting used to it a little. it is self imposed and I just want to see how far I can go with constantly teasing myself every night. noting too silly just 30 minutes to an hour depending on what I hit on the wheel. and of course I've done my daily washing. If I had a Keyholder they would be proud but I'll settle for being proud of myself for even getting this far, I've set a couple of rules when it comes to the edging and denial for myself just to make it sexier and more...degrading.. I can only edge myself to Clothed women or cencored porn as I am a beta through and through and I do not deserve to look at a naked women. That's a right I will never earn they are above me and I only exist to serve the Alphas

 

It’s been a minute. I got released the day after I posted that journal. If you’re unaware, I’m currently using a website to determine my tasks and punishments to keep in a daily routine, I released myself for a couple of days as admittedly, I wasn’t quite used to the cage entirely and a month seemed like a rather long time. I’m now using a website called Chaster and it’s better then the last website I was using elmalock(?) the reason for the switch is A) more features and B) I like the UI better then the last website. My keyholder online has frozen my lock for late replies and I have been diligently doing my tasks like a good beta. Some of my tasks include: edging for 3 hours, Watch Porn without touching for 20 minutes (which is really hard pardon the pun) do 30 squats, push ups etc one thing that’s come to the surface as I delve deeper and deeper into this fetish: I really LOVE ignoring videos. It’s a secret fetish I didn’t know I had or was even a thing but it’s super hot. That’s maybe because I’ve been locked for 8 hours and have been edged and denied and hour of that still have 2 edging sessions to do before time runs out and I get severely punished.

Hope everyone that reads this has a safe rest of their weeks. I’ll update everyone on the tasks i had to do ttfn!

 

Day 2​

It’s 3:43 am and I can’t stop thinking about getting released and finnally able to cum. In total I have been edged for 3 hours (not all at once) and I can’t think straight...all that matters is that I please my KH good enough that they release me early. I’ve done mainly all of my tasks except for a couple which I’ll take care of in the morning. Right now I have to lie down and hope my KH shows a little mercy god I’m so horny and I expect to remain that way for a while longer.

 

Day 3​

It’s been 3 whole days and 6 cumulative hours of edging and I can’t stop thinking about when my KH finnally releases my cock from its cruel pink cage. I have to remind myself that only alphas get to cum when they want. Betas only get to cum when someone tells them too. The hard fact is that I’m a beta bitch who is experiencing the same hornieness that the women I’ve been with have experienced and it isn’t fair to them. Women have superior minds after all and should always be pleased and not left wanting for more. Being left wanting for more is a betas job always at the whims and pleasures of someone else.

 

Day 4​

I went out for the first time caged and I was worried that the cage would be noticeable. My time has been upped a lot because I’m a dumb beta and because I keep forgetting to do my tasks. It started at 7 days and now it’s at 224 days...all while having to edge daily. Today I was edged for 2 hours and 30 minutes as per the wheel of fortune or as I call it “The wheel of relentless edging” My balls ache and my legs feel weak...all I want to do is please my KH..maybe they’ll let me out early...I’m getting a little desperate for release...

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