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    #76 Goddess Jen, Nov 7, 2009
    Well, now that I've had my coffee I'll reply. As pet mentioned, I went out last night. Before I left and after he got out of the shower I informed him that he would be locked up with no release until my birthday. November 3Oth. That's it. "Lippy" would be an understatement of his attitude lately. Hey, I know work sucks, and your boss can be a complete PITA, but I am your GODDESS! I'm not feeling like #1 in his life right now...and that is NOT ACCEPTABLE! I know we have vanilla things to take care of but I won't let those things come in between our relationship. When he's in in CB he's focused on me..always. This has been a very interesting experiment of sorts. It really made me realize that this man NEEDS chastity. Needs it like air. It helps him focus on the most important thing in his life. Me. I just won't take anything less. Does that make me sound like a complete selfish bitch? Perhaps, but it's how I feel. I don't like being taken for granted, and when pet is in his CD, I've never known a more caring, loving and giving person. Now??? UGH!! Moody, crabby, grouchy, and the sarcasm!!! His little pokes about him jerking off while I'm gone??? OH, they make me SOOO angry!!! I give him a look that could singe the hair off his eyebrows. I know he's joking, but this is what I'm talking about. Lippy. I don't like it. So, thanks to all of my wonderful friends on the mansion and one in particular....I've decided to lock my darling pet up for his longest time yet. Long? Not to a lot of you. But for him?? Wow. He's going to be begging me to let him out within 4 days. Anyone willing to get in on the wagers? I'm a gambling kind of girl. Poor, poor, pet. But, it's for the best. And I ALWAYS know what's best.
     
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    #77 Goddess Jen, Nov 7, 2009
    Oh, and Exite? It's not going to be easy for him, because I plan to make it very very hard *yep, pun intended* for him. He's gonna need a whole lotta :sex021: before these 3 weeks are over.
     
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    #78 xcitex2, Nov 8, 2009
    Now Goddess Jen I was not implying in anyway you would be easy to get through. I hope you know that. Actually considering this is his first long period of lockup I expect it will be a little challenge in deed. However I am sure he will make you proud. You guys rock, enjoy. Oh and happypants, feel free to lean on the forum for your moral support through you first extended lockup.
     
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    #79 happypants, Nov 8, 2009
    7-sat.--goddess decided it was time for final lock down- a day early. last orgasm was on the 3rd. its going to be a long couple of weeks. as entertainment for goddess, before i put my CD back on, she had me watch porn and masturbate with out finishing. this was supposed to go on for an hour. now being the 'pro'- stroker i am and hour is a walk in the park. to me thats a friday night warm-up.
    so in went the movie. any one who knows there porn has that one scene that does IT.:sex023:. luck for me it was in the middle of the dvd. made it through like a champ. by the end i starting to squirm alittle so i'm glad its over. so i thought!
    i pretty good at remebering how long my dvd's are so i knew i was safely at the hour point.when your being watched its not like when your alone.play time stop,play time stop,etc. goddess recommended constant play time. now i starting to chaff and squirming. so she backs up the dvd to the SCENE i really like and says KEEP GOING!:confused0068: now i'm in trouble. i dont think i can make it through another round. about have way through the scene i was wishing to get back to the CD so i could stop. it was getting pretty HARD not to explode. Goddess called it and sent me to the showers. THANK GOD! another scene and there would have been a mess to clean-up.:confused0082:
     
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    #80 Goddess Jen, Nov 8, 2009
    You forgot to add why I gave you this little tease and denial session, pet. It probably didn't help that I was also making little comments during the "movie". Sorry bout that, luv. I hope you understand my position in keeping you locked for so long this time. Just a little experiment. Oh, and even though our little angel was being anything but today, I really enjoyed spending the day at the zoo with you. Kisses my darling. xoxoxoxo. :love0001:
     
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    #81 S&S_MISTRESS's boy toy, Nov 9, 2009
    Today is day 29 of total lockdown for me. My previous record was 28 days so we have now exceeded our record and each day creates a new one. I can only imagine what you are thinking besides what you have written regarding this first long session. If I may be so bold as to offer advice, I would suggest each time you feel the frustration is too much to handle, try to remember your focus should be on her pleasure and yours will come. If you are like me, when it is your time, it will be the most intense and best session you could imagine and well worth the wait.

    In my case, I have been told Thankgiving is my Mistress' first goal for total lockup and denial, but also stated when she hits that goal, she may decide to move on to her second goal date at least 4 weeks later (probably Christmas or New Years). Either way, the earliest goal is near your Nov. 30th goal. If you need moral support, don't hesitate to PM or email me.

    PS. I love reading the posts from you and Goddess Jen. You seem like a great couple and lucky to have each other. Bless you both.
     
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    #82 chastesoon, Nov 9, 2009
    "I give him a look that could singe the hair off his eyebrows."

    OMG! "The Look!" What husband does not know that? God knows I do. Good luck Happy pants.:mad0233:
     
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    #83 madamsboy, Nov 9, 2009
    Brookfield?
     
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    #84 Goddess Chris, Nov 9, 2009
    My My! Are things changing for happypants?

    I decided to read this thread and see what's up around the site! I have to tell you happypants, that chastity really wasn't my idea. I was very reluctant. I have kept my pet locked up really long term once, but he would like if I kept him locked up more. I'm working on my willpower as you will know if you read my initial thread. Anyway, I am the one who was against long term lockup, mostly, I think, because I am selfish and want lots of time riding his pony. Either way, once I realized how sensitive everything is for him after he has been locked up awhile, I began to see why he liked it. He can barely stand for me to touch it at first. I lean over and breathe some hot breath on it for a minute or sometimes I just run my hot tongue across it's head and he shudders! When he finally gets to finish, the amount of cum is a huge quantity. There never was that much before (must've been alot of private spanking going on when I wasn't around. Teehee!) :jerkit::sex_porn: Anyway, I then instructed pet not to climax. He was a very bad boy Friday evening, and came against my orders when I was working him over with my strapon, so now his release date has changed from Thanksgiving to Christmas. Poor pet! I hope it was worth it! :anim_39: I love him anyway, even when he is disobedient, but I have to show him I can keep my word and resist temptation and let him go at Christmas time like I promised. Sorry. I'm rambling. But what I am trying to say is, you may decide you like the spankings if you experiment awhile longer, and the same goes for the longer lockup time. :smilies_xxx22::penisdance: Best wishes!

    ~Goddess Chris
     
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    #85 Goddess Jen, Nov 9, 2009
    Yep, it was so gorgeous out today, wasn't it???? Just lovely.
     
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    #86 Goddess Jen, Nov 10, 2009
    Perhaps you should look and find all the correct names and descriptions of every spanking tool used in BDSM? You know, so there's no confusion in the future on the names of the instruments I'll be using to paddle your butt with! :sign0055:
     
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    #87 xcitex2, Nov 10, 2009
    YYeeeeeeeeeeooooooowwww. Now you went and did it! LOL
     
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    #88 Goddess Chris, Nov 10, 2009
    Good morning all! I believe this thread has inspired me to look into more spanking instruments. If I am going to be punishing or rewarding my pet regularly, I would like some variety to choose from. Unfortunately for him, I am a moody person when it comes to play, so he never knows what he's going to get. LOL! :whipbang:For someone who loves and needs structure, this is potentially a nightmare I'm sure! (Sorry pet) :heart: Anyway, I have all the aforementioned spanking tools, plus my wooden spoons, a ping pong paddle (that one makes a nice smacking sound!), and a belt or two. If you think about it, that's really not much variety. I would like to have a nice wooden hairbrush and now I am entralled with those floggers! I MUST have one! I agree with Goddess Jen that it will be worthwhile to look into all the BDSM instruments. As the saying goes, "You gotta have the right tools for the job!" Good day all! :love0028: ~GC
     
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    #89 happypants, Nov 10, 2009
    Goddess Chris,S@S Mistress's Boy Toy,Xcitex2,Chastesoon,Madamsboy,Stroppy and i'm sure i left some one out. OOOH Yes--GODDESS JEN! i want to say i REALLY APPRECIATE you taking the time to read my journal and share with me your views+experiences. typing for me is very slow+as you've read my grammer isnt the best either. so i like to keep the updates on HOT items only.:sex023:. so lets continue with the GOOD STUFF:

    8-sunday-nice day,so went to the zoo. tried to keep close to Goddess to enjoy the day as much as possible. by afternoon home and had had enough if kid. she was being a stinker through most of the time out. informed Goddess of my MOOD. SO being the kind goddess, she took over parenting dutied and i lock my self in computer room.

    of course i went to my main crutch-CARTOON PORN. after some entertainment i was ready for :jerkit:. but being on my new lock down a day early i had a feeling that there was a little wiggle room. i knew(like any salesman) i had to give her something she couldn't resist to get my way. first favorite food-mexican, second(if you ready her replies) some spanking time. Hook,Line and Sinker. deal was made.
    dinner was great. kid still being a stinker-BUT WHO CARES! i was about to get some SWEET LOVING. i would have done the "moon walk","running man" what ever. i was here again:character0100:
    home. she sent me to the bedroom to read porn stories. those penthouse books with about 30 short tales in them. now being the porn lover i am this was one of my main stays after nudie pics stop doing it form me. it really was quite relaxing. kid bed. Goddess got done up in full domme dress. corset(breast exposed of course)her tall boots+thigh high stockings. what a SIGHT!:boobeyes: whenever i see her like this it always brings up a different feeling. normally when i look at goddess she i don't really see her outer image-just the women i love.(not sucking up-this is just the way it is) when she dressed in Domme gear all i see is a GODDESS. i couldnt tell you who she is. all i know is that shes coming for me>BOO-YAH!!!!
    will continue in a minute- kid getting on goddesses nerves
     
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    #90 locked17, Nov 11, 2009
    Love your posts... cant wait for the next update. If you truely submit to Goddess Jen then it will deepen the relationship. You have an amazing Goddess.
     
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    #91 happypants, Nov 11, 2009
    let's continue:
    ordered to undress. and taken over to the bench. the bench is about 4' long 12"wide.18"high. so a good place to put your shoes on but not in the way of the room. so we straddle it facing each other. start out with some fun necking kind of stuff,while Goddess slowly starts stroking my shaft-or should i say her toy. by this point we're so close that her legs are on top of mine and shes stroking herself with the head of my cock. at this range i'm pulled in to kiss her neck. because of the size of her GIRLS we're-nipple to nipple. normally i wouldn't have noticed but its been 4 days with an after noon of cartoon porn so i'm noticing everything now. i start rubbing my chest on hers ever so slightly, just enough to some nipple play time. now i'm harder than ever. i could have built another bench with only wood+nails.:happy0192:
    she gets up and orders me to stay(like i was going to move-dah). grabbed the lube and return to the same spot except now my legs are on hers. she starts rubbing away on her cock and then grabs hold of my testies and gives a little tug. now i know its weird-i dont like spankings but i LOVE a tug on the boys. so after about 10min of this i have to tell her to stop as thing were getting to CLOSE. she does stop, stroking her cock! keeping hold of the boys she gives a tug. my breathing is becomes VERY fast. i'm leaning on my arm behind me(sitting up-incase i forgot to mention) about the time they start to give she tugs again which forces me to start to slump forward. again another tug. trying to sit up straight was impossible so i just wobbled back and forth with a tug to the boys everytime i leaned to far.
    let's review--
    Goddess and me straddling bench,facing each other, while she grips my sack in one hand and strokes her penis in the other. i'm wobbling back+forth like a pendulum while she tugs the boys to try to keep me sitting up straight. my breathing has become VERY VERY FAST. at one point i open my eyes and there were 2 Goddess heads(sure wished i looked at her boobies). she decides i can't take much more(probably right-but would have been a good way to die).
    tells me to stand up. legs spread,hands on the wall. the the rest of the deal comes into play. she breaks out OUR spoon and i'm going to get my 6 hits. she did her business-wasn't to badl. i don't know if she was taking it easy on me or what. it was hard enough to get my attention but not angry hard. if it continues that way i can see it happening again-this would be for her pleasure alone.:anim_37:
    while she puts on the strap-on i'm left trying to hold onto the wall. good thing it took her a few to get reorganized, my legs+arms were shaking like MAD. i was hoping the walls would "give a brother a hand" and hold me up.
    she lube my bottom up,dildo and :anal:. while goddess is doing me she reaches around and strokes her property. after a short time of this she having trouble getting the penetration she wanted. so she lubes up my hand and lets me have a go at it while she 2 hands my hips. this was about what did it, her riding my ass like a bull in heat. grabbing on, going at a fast pace,me stoking her cock. needless to say it was over. i couldnt hold on. i had let it go. AND I DID(my part of the deal).--everywhere. i wouldn't have been surprised if i saw a testicle on floor:confused0046:. she pulled out(funny, i never though i would say that) and i stood frozen to the wall like a statue. if i moved i was going to collapse. after a few minutes i was able to feel my limbs again.
    now thats what i call a SUNDAY NIGHT!:evilgrin0010:
     
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    #92 madamsboy, Nov 11, 2009
    :sex023:
     
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    #93 happypants, Nov 11, 2009
    madamsboy- i know,right- there isn't a whole lot to say-:EM_Kung_Fu_Panda008
     
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    #94 madamsboy, Nov 11, 2009
    methinks we really need to meet up sometime IRL
     
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    #95 happypants, Nov 11, 2009
    OOOH-- IRL--in real life--this is my real life but i'm starting to have trouble distinguish from my FANTASY!:haha4:
     
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    #96 madamsboy, Nov 11, 2009
    when we are lucky it is indeed hard to distinguish
     
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    #97 xcitex2, Nov 11, 2009
    I would recommend not trying to distinguish much of anything at this point!!! Run with it!!
     
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    #98 Goddess Jen, Nov 11, 2009
    Lovely entry, my pet. You've made your Goddess so very happy. Well, you do that on a daily basis even when you're not trying. :love0071: Luv u.
     
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    #99 juniorbottom, Nov 11, 2009
    After almost four weeks I've finally come up with the best fit for my cb-6000. At first i started with the second largest ring, and the smallest spacer. This worked good for a couple of days, then the ring felt looser. I then moved to the third ring, and kept the smallest spacer. This worked good, but I figured out that I would be able to slip out if i wanted to since my weiner gets really small when flacid. I then purchased the cb-6000s and the ksd-g3. once they arrived, I asked my KH to let me switch over and It worked and looked great. I went with the smaller Ksd-g3 but it cut into my twinkie, so I had to go with the middle size. I now wear the cb-6000s with the smallest spacer and the middle KSD-G3, and everything is all better. I can't get out at all because if I pull it gets caught on the KSD-G3, and causes a bit of pain.
     
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    #100 Goddess Jen, Nov 11, 2009
    :happy0158:
     
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