Here's a journey that i thought would never happen. now i wouldn't say i'm a "mans man" but man enough. work in a male dominated industry with a normal working class job-grease,grim,weather,noise,etc. when you saw a woman walk by it was your typical"looks whos come to dinner" feel. been with my wife(goddess jen) for 15 years--she is my best friend--top of the pile,cats meow,etc. i knew i loved her but i always wanted that feeling you see in the movies. that can't live without,would die for--you know. being kind of emotional disconnected person i just figured this is as good as it gets for me--period. which was still great! (yes this story is going somewhere) fast forward 3 weeks ago. i've always loved the bondage thing. men,women-didn't really matter as long as it was (for my taste)extremely erotic- i was down. we decided to get into BDSM- lightly. i like being the sub. she liked being the boss. after a couple of weeks of prep thing started to get pretty hot--i got my cb6000, she started using the strap-on on me(gently of course). bring us up to last friday-16. her+her friends went out for the evening leaving me home alone. (normally i would watch porn and beat-off). locked tightly away in my CD things were different. i got my first assignment from goddess. watch cartoon porn(my alltime favorite) while wearing panties for 2 hours. at 20 min intervals send a pic to her phone of my lock penis in panty's.(my first night of texting) goddess and a girlfriend would then text me erotic things form each of there phones. my phone DOESN'T have a key board. so between trying to send text(we went through 190),watching porn and recieving almost none stop erotic visions from my texting duo. needless to say is was the most erotic night of my life. about half way through my legs and hands where uncontrollably shaking from the overstimulation. next couple of days i was charged--nothing could ruin my mood. who needed a orgasm when i had 2 hours of none stop teasing.