We're a little ways in now and in a place where there's things I'd never have thought I'd look forward to. Currently we're waiting on verification to post fetish videos. Which is one in a million I'd ever thought of happening as vanilla as she is or was. She's starting to really come into her own being in control. I look forward to bondage and being spanked more then having a full blown orgasm most times. I happily run errands and clean house which I dreaded and fought doing before. Starting not to hate rubbing feet, though I'll never be a foot person. Most importantly we've never been happier and rarely argue if it all. Think we've found our stride and understand what's expected from each other.
Yes. it is wild how orgasm control and FLR can change your life. My every day life is a fantasy come true. Not only am I amazed at all the dominating things my wife does now, but I am amazed at how I have changed. Just the other day my wife did not like my attitude and she ordered me to kneel in the corner with a pacifier in my mouth. Five years ago, I would never imagine that she would do something like that. When it comes to foot massages, I used to dread giving them, but now my perspective has changed completely and I actually get aroused when I give my wife a foot massage. Another significant change is that it is instinctive for me to seek permission or approval from my wife when I want to do things or make non-routine purchases or decisions. I really do feel beneath her and owned by her. So wild!