Submissive Before Ejaculation Not so much after.

I am less submissive than I am service/pleasing oriented towards my keyholder. I have found my submissiveness wavers post orgasm/ejaculation, but we've reached a point in terms of serving, that I manage to focus on that somehow. Had a full orgasm last time at her demand, and locked right back up with no real change of headspace, which is different from my past experiences. The process itself was humiliating, but I was not doing anything too extreme mentally or physically, just masturbating while being observed by someone who views male masturbation as a dirty and gross habit. I think it's a bigger drop if your headspace is into something that you'd only be into at the peak of horny.

 

I can ejaculate on demand with no orgasm. It's easily trainable to do so, maybe your KH can get you to do this so you don't orgasm but at least cum?

 

Can u recommend a training program or process

 

Here's what I do:

If your allowed, before you reach TPONR . Clench your muscles down there as hard as you can while getting stimuli. You HAVE to be able to stop the stimuli just before you think you're about to reach TPONR, relax and don't clench at all, you should ejaculate a full size load and not feel a single orgasm feeling.

The more you try the easier it gets and eventually can just do it on demand multiple times. You stay hard, the KH gets to play and you stay submissive.

 

If in doubt Google it that's how I found the basework on doing so