So 2008 has officially gone and we're now in 2009! Makes sense to start a fresh blog. 2008 has been a funny old year, full of ups and downs, kinky fun times, shout screamy I hate you times as well. Oh the joys of a relationship. It hasn't been all bad though. Today Has been a quiet day, i've felt a little drained after mixing my drinks last night (Bad idea but it was New Years) I have wanted nothing more than to play with Kris but have ended up on the sofa in my dressing gown playing Fallout3 all day (Thank you santa haha!) SO plans for the new year then, Main plan is to get over my confidence issues, well that will happen with loosing a little bit of weight and getting me a 6pack. Second plan is to make a lot more time for training/play with Kris, i've had loads of rants in my old blog about me getting f*cked off with Kris, but at the end of the day if i'm not there giving him a constant reminder of how dominant I am and where his place is then that's not gonna happen either. My third plan (and the last for now) is to stop smoking, as of tomorrow, and save the money for 2 things, firstly a big shiny HD TV that will do my ps3 justice and the second would be making a start on the list of toys Kris and I want for play and to keep things just that little bit more kinky. Oh Sod it! My forth plan is to make sure I update my blog and allow myself more time to read the posts on the site. Also I'm going to be stricter on Kris and make sure his diary is constantly updated too. Gosh I'm gonna have to be superman to pull all this off but i'm sure in the long run it's all going to be worth it. Hope everyone has an amazing 2009!!!