Out With The Old... in With The New!

Thank you MW and Mike.

Emsprisoner - I'd be so sick if I even attempted that, 9 is impressive though!

So Yay! I get to write another happy blog, no bitching, no moaning. (well Kris didn't clean the kitchen last night like I requested! Naughty slut!) But anyways, Things are amazing!!

I really seem to be embracing my role as master like never before, I'm getting really dominant, and I'm constantly horny, Kris seems to be giving this aura off, like a confidence that I'm finding super sexy.

Last night I was extremley horny, I demanded that Kris suck my cock, at one point I got a little too in the swing of things and was pushing his head right down on me and thrusting at the same time, This made Kris gag, but I was too caught up and enjoying myself, he didn't even complain, but it was me that stopped things and ordered him to drop his panties so I could finish off inside him.

It was really hot, Kris gets really aroused and starts moaning like a little sissy slut, it's so hot!!

I seem to have a whole new outlook, Kris keeps refering to me as his big butch master, which although I could do with some exercise to tone up (and I know that) it does help boost my confidence.

Also, Kris and I seem to have become alot more affectionate with each other, last night whilst watching tv, we snuggled up and Kris stroked my face, then after we had sex, I held Kris in my arms for what seemed ages, I was so content. Normally Kris would roll over and we'd spoon, but last night was so much nicer.

My new pants have still yet to arrive, so pics have been put on hold for now, which i'm a little pissed off over, It's not like me to be this confident so I want to get some new pics up whilst I am!

Righty, I'm off to clean the kitchen now, because a certain sissy was incapable of doing it. :sex020:

Bye all!

 

Jeez, last updated 5 days ago, Naughty me hehe!

I don't really feel like I've much to report at the moment, my heads up my backside again, this time because I'm trying to stop smoking yet again! This time I WILL do it!! I'm really determined.

I'm at day 2, my chest hurts, I'm getting out of breath all the time, I guess it's all the crap coming off my lungs, I feel like death! They say it's hard to quit, they just don't tell you all the nasties that come with it.

I've not really showing Kris the attention he deserves at the moment, he's dressing by himself, without instruction. I don't mind though, theres a confidence and a happyness he gives off when femmed, I like it. It makes me feel good knowing Kris feels good.

Hopefully in a couple of days I'll feel more me, and things can happen again as Kris and I both want.

 

Thank you Mike, I'm finding it ok, had a slight relapse yesterday and Friday night, but i'm off them again today. I just have to keep myself busy.

So anyway. Kris and I, Things are going well. We're still in our roles, Still enjoying everything.

Kris has noticed that during sex now I seem to be becoming alot more animalistic, as if 'I man, me take advantage of sissy' He likes it, and I like it, I seem to be getting my confidence back up there, and it's good.

Hopefully when I finally quit smoking though, I can then start on loosing the weight, I've read that you shouldn't do both at the same time, otherwise you'll fail at one, knowing me, it would be the smoking so I guess I best priorities straight.

Righty, just a quick blog.

 

Another quiet night last night, fair play to Kris though, he has been out all day working so i'm not too concerned.

All I want this morning is a smoke, Kris has already gone out to work, and it's my day off, so i'm home alone, these are the hardest times I think, I got my nico gum though, I wreckon i'll be ok.

Yesterday I had gotten myself geared up for some play, I had even told Kris the previous night about something I had been thinking about, to which he replied 'you kinky bitch' so he must have approved (talking about that though, I'm no longer seeking it from Kris, I'm just going to do) but ya know what I mean.

Righty I'm off to do my cleaning, Need to keep busy.

 

I think it's about time I updated my blog.

Things went a bit quiet again, there seemed to be a complete lack of sex and play, Kris was what seemed to me to be always tired, this was making me grumpy and fed up.

Add that to the non smoking, it felt like things between us were a bit shit, I know deep down that we were fine, I just get myself into a mind set that things were worse than they actually were.

Move forward a few days though, we're back to our 'normal' selves, Kris is dressing alot more, and becoming more fem, I on the other hand am becoming more dominant, and in charge.

I've even noticed that since Kris is becoming more fem, I'm becoming more butch, it's good. I'm liking the new me. I feel as if I can take charge more and tell Kris what to do, rather than ask.

I just want this to carry on, don't want to get stuck back in that old rutt of no play, no nothing, I hate it!

 

There's been loads of special times, i'm very happy at the moment, I thought things would'nt be this good after an argument last weekend which basically ended with me storming off shouting i hate you, you c*nt at Kris.

For once though, it wasn't really me that started the row, I was dunk but know I kept me cool as much as I could, even walking away when things felt like they were going to get nasty.

We pretty much made up straight away though which is good, I think drink needs to be avoided for a while, things just seem to get well and truly out of control when we do, I'm not gonna claim to be the victim, I can be just as nasty on the vodka.

So anyway, back to the good stuff, Kris and I are having a lot more sex, I'm lasting alot longer now, I guess because I'm most at peace with myself, more than I have been in a long long time, I'm loosing loads of my confidence issues, and it seems to be causing things to be good between Kris and I.

Kris also seems to be a lot more at ease, he's completely embraced his femming, he loves it, and I love seeing Kris like this.

Kris is alot more eager to serve and seems to be settling into a nice routine, I know that he still needs alot of training, I'm willing to put the time and effort into it though, it's just hard when we both work full time, I know Kris understands that I want to though.

So thats just a quick blog, just so peeps know i'm still around.

 

Things seem a bit slow at the moment, damn summer colds seem to have taken things out of Kris and I.

At the start of the week it was me that was ill. I had no desire in being master, Kris was pretty much self motivated to keep up femming and such without instruction, this seemed to help alot as it took alot of pressure off me.

After a couple of days I felt great, back to my normal self, thats when Kris got it! and got it a lot worse than I did I think.

It's taken days for him to get back to normal. He still isn't fully 100%.

This seems to be taking it's toll on me, I haven't had an orgasm in days, this has left me frustrated and snappy, I know I could go off, whack some porn on and sort myself out, it just doesn't feel right to me, when Kris and I lived apart at our parents houses I used to masturbate hell of alot, I had no problem with it, but now we live together I'm not so keen.

I don't get it, but it just doesn't feel right to me, it's like I feel i should be keeping all my sexual energy for play and such, hoping that play may happen and waiting.

Then when things don't happen I just get more frustrated.

I can't wait for things to get back to normal, and for us both to feel well. My balls are like watermellons at the moment so it needs to come quick lol!

 

EEK! It's been like 2 weeks since I last updated my blog, i'm so naughty, if I wasn't a dom i'd get a spank haha!

Things are good at the moment, i'm completely over my illnesses, it's all good, I in response to Mike, sadly smoking again, but i've cut down from 40ish to 20 a day, so i'm getting there, slowly, but I am getting there.

Kris is doing well with femming, he's even had me treating him to some fem shower gels and such, only problem is he uses all my bloody exfoliating wash! and it's blueberry so it's fab! The joys of living with a sissy I guess :anim_63:

I've come up with a plan recently to help motivate Kris, he finds it really hard to get up and go to work, but then I would having to leave a stud like me in bed :happy0011:
Kris now earns guaranteed night of play for getting up and going to work, in addition to this for every week he does this everyday, I deposit 10 into our joint account, this after 5weeks should pay for a nice maids outfit, something I know Kris wants badly. In a selfish kinda way that also equates to 2 packets of ciggarettes so that will help me cut down too.

My briefs that I wanted so badly never came, there was alot of stern emails sent before I even got a refund, I've just purchased some new aussiebums though (Well Kris has purchased them for me) so there shall deffo be some new pics of moi going up.

God, it does feel like forever since I last posted, and it does feel good. I can't leave it so long next time