So while I am not in a cage in my new D/s relationship with Ma’am, she does require I ask permission to both touch myself and to orgasm. Permission is usually granted, usually after I complete assignments that she sometimes gives me. That control is yummy. I want to obey her and so far so good.
skimming through your experience... you have gone thru alot over the years.. you have a kind madame... she allows your orgasm.. wonderful relationship... you get to work to earn your pleasure... isnt it wonderful? i hope she will be stricter on your orgasm ration... men can be such a dick when things are granted too easily... you get pegging from her too? heavenly... what else can a submale ask for....