Hello everyone! I was here well before COVID, but I really don't remember much about my experience then. I'm back and perhaps with a little more courage. I'm about to turn 65. I live with my girlfriend of about 15 years (?) or so. Sometime shortly after my 50th birthday if I thought she was too old for me to date her. She is about 7 years older than I am. About ten years ago, she invited me to move in with her. She owns her house and her kids are long gone into their own lives. I'm bisexual. She is well aware. And I've had serious relationships with both men and women. We both have been married and divorced. I know that I'm a submissive and I've been into wearing chastity devices; initially a CB-6000s and now a Holy Trainer v.2. I usually only wear a chastity device when she is away overnight babysitting grandchildren. However, this past "Locktober" I wore it for 15 days straight, I think it was, before I gave in and masturbated. We had sex pretty much until I moved in with her. But since then there was only one time when she was a bit drunk and allowed me to perform oral sex on her. Anyway, I've been on the verge of asking her to accept me as her submissive/slave and begin a Female Led Relationship. For some reason, I think that i might finally work up the courage to ask her. I'm committing to do this within the next two weeks. (One of her sons is visiting and due to leave in about a week or so. That's why I'm waiting. Please wish me luck.
We had a discussion about her leading our relationship and me being submissive. It went well, but I don't think she was getting it. She wants to be fair and equitable. A few days later, I worked up the courage and I gave her a copy of Practical FLR: Lessons for a Female Led Relationship by J.M. Scott. I read it and I think it's one of the most realistic books that I've read about FLR and doesn't delve immediately into things like Chastity or BDSM. So I think it's a good starter book on the FLR topic for her. I'm not sure if she's started reading yet or not. (She reads a lot and has a number of books open at this point. She may be waiting until she finishes one that she's already reading.) Crossing my fingers.