I spent most of the day today outside today cleaning and clearing ..so many thoughts and reflections of times in my youth ,in between and things lately it so much is going to be Christmas soon ..lost track of time i suppose.. some of the things how mean i have been to some kids then ..was a really bad thing (i realize now)just can't take it back..a.. hole biker at one point jeeezzzzz did some really stupid stuff on that trip..but finally understood that the person inside of me was not ever the person i presented to the world (a fake trying to be tough)didn't work just in case ya wondered lol...and feeling myself today hmm thinking what an idiot? Christmas the time that love should flow like a fine wine...i watch the news and nothing but hatred 90%.. love 10?? doesn't add up to me ??? love here on the mansion so wonderful ..i promised myself that the only thing that will ever exist in me will be love ..uncondicitinal ,always and forever for nothing in the world can ever replace it ..spent thanksgiving in a hole of depresion .what a waste of time could've helped a person out in need ..feed a homeless person bought a coat at the salvy for 8 bucks and give away hmmmm ..well christmas for me is gonna be different ..gonna buy that person breakfast and a cup .listen to his or her story learn something that no matter what you may become that person ..not by choice but just how life may swing ya ..love is the only thing that will matter ,pull you through ,and given from one to another is the greatest gift that could ever be exchanged ..hold it,embrace it ,never let it go and share all that you have ..never any regrets i promise!! just a rant hmmmm this is the rant channel right ??? lol ilove everyone here :love0014:
susie, i never watch the news...too negative. try the newspaper, you can skip what you don't want to read. i love your positive attitude!
susie- what a beautiful post with a beautiful message. Love is the only thing that the more you give away, the more you get!!! Keep positive! Ms.Linda
Wow, how true! :love0059: I heard a good quote the other day "Each new day is an opportunity to start life all over again" I found that quite helpful. I may even paint that in scroll text on my bedroom wall!
I will have those tattooed to my forehead so will never forget ...the most wonderful thing i suppose is that people can and will forgive ..no details but am feeling it right now ..thank you all so VERY much :manga_santa:
That's funny Rachel....?? I would have thought your favorite saying would have been "[bla bla] and take it like a woman.."... silly me...lololol My favorite saying is,, "Things happen for a reason." and for the most part Susie,,, the outcome is always better...You wait and see..We all become stronger and wiser by our mistakes... tiff
LOL at tiff. You know me i am always willing to take it like a woman, or give it like a woman. Remember the night at MM's when you were in the bench? <<<<<<<<<<<read over there MM's sweetslut rachel
LOLOLOL.. Why yes Rachel.. I DO remember "that night" [smile] very well in fact. DAMN GURL!!! It brings a smile to my face every time...lolol.. They were FAR softer then I would have guessed...lolol. Oh yeah!! wow!! tiff
Love here is! one of the best since my boy has shown me others or just sites with pic on them but this is much better and every one has shown the love here:butterfly::love0028:.
Ain't love a growing ..lord have mercy ...MR rf alias disapleplenedpet im sure that ain't spelled correct but doesn't matter ..made me feel in a conversation how anyone can slip up ,fall down and still feel needed ,wanted and have a purpose in life no matter what ..if i could be there i would hug your big bear ass so hard you would have to pry my ass off ...you are such a wonderful ,kind ,a god in my book ...loves not dead when MM and pet still exist :anim_37::heart:
Ps Goddess Jen ...lets party OMG ooopppssssss no offence intended Giant Curtsey to everyone :mad0025: sorry silly rants :sex024:
Lmao wonderful but i was already happy .i don't express myself here very well ????never did never will ..ya'll just have to put up with me ..and sorry :heart:
Alrighty then... thank you all so very much for your replys and comments I WILL BE the person that i started this about I PROMISE ... i think i need to let this sleeping dog just lay and yeah i know thank God huh ?? lol arty0011: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooooo