As per the title I am Lucy, I am 41 and mtf I have been curious about chastity most of my life not for the fetish of it but to help with making me a better and more attentive submissive and to help me gain more control over my sex drive. I live in a long term flr and while I am not locked any more I am in mental chastity which is actually much harder than physical chastity as I have to control myself. Initially I was hard work and had to be physically locked for months at a time before I could learn enough control to not touch what is Hers. Now I can proudly say I have been 18 months now without an orgasm while not being in physical chastity. I personally would prefer to be locked in physical chastity as it is frankly easier and less of a test of my will power especially as my Owner enjoys playing with what is hers sometimes for hours on end and I am forbidden to climax. I like to feel all this has made me a much more attentive and submissive person. I have a great many fetishes and enjoy a wide range of BDSM activities though over the years with my Owner I have sometimes reluctantly learned that they mean nothing and while it was a hard lesson to learn it has freed much of my time to better serve and learn to be a better person. Anyway that is my chastity story in a nutshell I hope to meet others into this lifestyle and learn more about it and myself. Lucy xx
welcome to our community and congrats on being strong enough to enforce a mental version of chastity.
Thank you all for the welcome and yes mental chastity is incredibly hard on me and I would much prefer to be caged but my Owner prefers me to prove my devotion by not touching what is Hers without the benefit of a cage, though that may be changing as She also wants me to be caged more often for longer periods of time as She gets busier with work.
Thank you all for the wonderful warm welcomes, its a pleasure to be here and to have met so many wonderful and genuine people, its so rare to find a board with so many genuine people. Love lucy xx