hi, long time reader first time poster getting a pa next week, starting to get that feeling in the gut when you put on handcuffs for the first time. im a stay at home dad and the girlfriend works, i met her in 2018 but have been caged on and off since 2014 mostly just as kinky tease and denial games September last year after realising my masturbation was tearing us apart I suggested using the cage as a way to get me to focus on her more. as a result i have been caged since shes a good KH i think, definitely starting to get her head around this more serious use of chastity, as am i. we started like alot of stories keys on the night stand, then on her key ring. I don't want to test my boundaries but I feel like if I asked for the keys she would not give them to me. She likes piv so I get out once every one or 2 weeks I think I have grown alot since. I spend alot more time cleaning the house, looking after her and the kids, hell I even enjoy hearing about her day now. Doing this with will power alone has never felt "real". I know she can tell when I finish but with all this time on my hands a sneaky quick tug without finishing is never going to be noticed. however, this forum is like AA for me, rather than pulling out i find myself reading about someone elses story and accepting my own situation more then finding something to take my mind off the urge but even still something mechanical will help further wish me luck on kicking the porn and mastibation habit and devoting myself to my girlfriend
thanks for the warm welcome guys, update here, been 2 weeks still sore occasionally, certainly don't need a cage yet. last weekend after giving the missus some love she let me try to finish myself i gave up after 5 painful minutes, she is very amused by this. anyways back to lurking around quietly