I've made a few posts on the mansion but thought it better to start a journal. My wife has actively encouraged me to write on here so here we go. 2 and half months ago me and my wife started the journey of chastity with her commiting to be my key holder. We had dabbled in it for 12 years previous but she never really showed interest. After a big chat she decided to give it a proper go and read alot about key holding. She said she wanted to take it slowly to start as she was, in her words, vanilla. As the time moved on she has changed so much. I service her needs regularly while being denied or if I'm lucky edged or ruined. Almost 2 weeks ago we had another chat and she stated that she wants to move us into a D/s marriage. The chastity has really brought her dominant side out and she loves the power and control it brings. We both agreed that it would work perfectly for our marriage. I have been serving her in whatever way she needs. She has even gone and bought me some of my own panties which I am to wear for punishment and teasing. Last night we had another chat about how things are going. We do this quite regularly just so we know how each other is feeling and our state of minds. As we was talking she brought up the subject of cuckolding. The thoughtbif itvreally turns her on and in truth it does me. We will talk about this more before taking the leap. Since we both began this chastity journey my wife has changed from a plain, shy, vanilla girl to an amazing, dominant, confident woman. The love and closeness that chastity has brought to us has no value and the places it is taking us to has no limits. Our marriage is stronger than ever and we both agreed we should have done it properly many years ago but now we have many years to look forward to.
So today we have a family function to attend and we have a hotel room booked for tonight. We have 2 bags to take. 1 is for a change of clothes, the other is for tonight. She has bought some new toys but not told me what. She said I'll find out at the hotel tonight. She's not even said if I'll be allowed out or not. I guess I'll find out tonight.
What an amazing night. We got back to the hotel and I was shown what was packed. White lacy crotchless shorts and white lace top stockings for me. My Goddess put on an amazing purple babydoll. I was unlocked and allowed to enter her slowly. After a while I was told to lay on the bed. She pulled out a self sticking bandage and wrapped her cock in it all the way up to the tip and then placed a remote cock ring over my now mummified cock. I was made to enter her again but this time I couldn't feel her. this was so frustrating . After about 10 minutes she pushed me off and grabbed a dildo gag from the bag and ordered me to fuck her with it while she played with the different settings on the cock ring. After she had another orgasm she told me to lay on the bed, unwrapped her cock then massaged it until I cum. But she didn't stop and sent me wild as she kept massaging. When I finally said the safe word, It was tough to communicate at this point, I must have laid on the bed for 10 minutes before a could move or even string a sentence together again. I was told to clean up and then locked back away. It was such an amazing night.
So yesterday was a pantie day. My Goddess informed me on Friday night that because I had answered back to her 1 time too many that all day Saturday would be spent in panties to put me back in my place. I woke up Saturday morning, showered then put them on. We was out for most of the day so it was frustrating to feel the smooth fabric against my ass and cage. We went to the cinema and a shopping trip to the local shopping centre. I was only allowed to take them off at the end of the day and by this time they had their desired affect. I have been warned that she will not hesitate to do it again even if I'm sent to work wearing them. Lesson learnt?
Friday I was told that over the last week I had pushed too many boundaries and that I needed bringing back down. From that point I was told I'm wearing panties at all times including at work and that all my boxers was to be left for my wife to put away. Let's say it's brought me back down to where I should be.
It's now 32 days since I was last unlocked and allowed an orgasm by my key holder. She said that she spoiled me allowing me 4 orgasms in the last 4 months and that she will now make me go longer but didn't specify how long. I'm also on my 2nd week of wearing panties 24/7 and it seems like this is also here to stay. We are going away to a dungeon for my birthday in September and I have a feeling that I will be made to wait until then.
Last night was our night away in a dungeon for my birthday. It was what we both imagined it would be and more. After a few glasses of prosecco it was time to play. We played from 7pm to just after midnight with a couple of small stops in between to have a drink. Again before we left this morning I was given another whipping across my bare arse as a final reminder of who's in charge. It was such an amazing night and we will be definitely be booking again in the new year.
So things have changed over the last few days. My Keyholder has noticed that after I'm allowed a release it takes me atleast 2 weeks to return to my submissive self and that I can be an arse until then so she's told me that things will now be much different. 1. I will be allowed minimal releases per year, most likely once or twice but even that is not guaranteed. 2. If allowed out for piv I will not be permitted a release and any accidental release will result in a punishment. 3. Instead of threatening punishments they will be handed out there and then including lashes with a crop and punishment garments. She has also looked at the idea of using numbing creams and condoms for piv so there is no sensation for me. Will be interesting to see how the future will look for me now.
It's been a while since I last posted so here's a little update. My key holder wanted to see how I behaved out of the cage so at the end of October I was allowed out. Things started well, I stayed away from porn and self pleasuring. I went through until around mid Dec but then it started slipping. Porn come back and so did the self pleasuring. In the past I would have just continued with my own selfish actions but this time I realised the problem was taking over again and made the decision to be locked away again. I discussed this with my key holder and she agreed that when I was out I wasn't as attentive. She also agreed that the cage will most likely need to stay on permanently but was proud that I see it going south again but done something about it. So far I've been locked back in for 2 weeks. We have also booked another night away in mid Jan at the dungeon we went to in September. This time I've been told I will be serving her all night. Food, drink and pleasure . I will also be dressed in an appropriate maids uniform whilst undertaking my duties.