Hi everyone. I'm new here and love what I have been reading so far. I'm an early 30's sissy who has been self locking for over a year now. I just don't find I have much desire to remove it anymore because I feel so good as a sissy and don't want to ruin that. But it wasn't always that easy I recently found out that I may be becoming impotent. I've been locking for long periods of months only to unlock to clean I found that I get so excited when practicing giving blowjobs on my dildo that I cum handsfree, but not only that, I also remain limp. I've tested this unlocked and sure enough i stay small and soft. What is also happening which concerns me a little is that if i get body aroused and mentally aroused and think of things that turn me on, or watch naughty videos etc, I can feel my orgasm begin to build without touching or any hardness down there. I do feel pleasurable sensations happening like you would when you are starting to get hard but it's not actually happening One thing I havent tried yet is to truly have a good go at making myself hard with my hands, i've touched it etc but I dont want to ruin any progress that i've been making so far by really physically testing it Anyways, thanks for reading and I'd love to make new friends
Welcome to the Mansion! You say "but I dont want to ruin any progress that i've been making so far by really physically testing it." It's difficult to tell whether you want to have an erection or not. It's only my opinion, but having the occasional erection shouldn't be incompatible with being a sissy. Obviously if continues to bother you -- i.e., being perpetually limp, -- you'll end up trying all means of "physically testing it." Including physicaly manipulating your cock, along with Viagra, Cialis, and Levitra. After that, you'd be looking at Trimix, an injectable concoction for raising an erection. I can say from experience (and being 63 years old) that the Trimix really works. Consistently. But if you're happy being floppy, then carry on with the current situation. . . . and welcome to the Mansion.
Welcome, I think you'll like it here. Lots to read and learn. i love your moniker by the way, super cute!
As a Master who has girls like you in service, I really don't mind or care if you're ever hard or soft, just that you are locked and happy to be that way, and treated as a girl, as men treat submissive lovers.
Hell to you , your story is both touching and fascinating, hope you find what you need, new to this myself, but this site is full of amazing, people.. good luck.